when are you killing me?

   Episode-69 when are you killing me?      Celeste’s POV:                This is too bright… I opened my eyes and the extreme head ache hits me… I feel really bad, I got up and looked around.. what happened?... I noticed a figure sitting beside me on the bed, I turned my face to the person and I was startled to see Ernest… I moved away a little… soon, I remembered what happened..    He passed me the water and said, “take it..” he passed the pills too… I know what it is but I don’t want myself to be pregnant.. not after a r*ape…. I hesitated but my dry throat reminded me I need it…  I drank the water, and suddenly my body feels good… I noticed the food on the table bedside.. I heard him, “eat it Isabella… I shouldn’t have starved you… I forgot you are fragile…”  at one moment I wanted to throw this food on his face but I am hungry, I need to stay alive even though I hate it.. I need to go to mom as soon as I can…     I took the food and tried to eat it…  I feel like his pet, he feeds me whenever he feels like it… people even care for their pet more than what he treats me like…       After I was done with the food, I asked him, “Ernest… when.. are will you leave me?..” Daisy and mom must be worried, I can’t say their name directly, I am afraid he will target them…    He just replied, “never….” I want to laugh at my own misery.. I asked again, “then when are you killing me?” he looked at me on this, I don’t know why I said this, but I added, “you wanted to kill me… because of my dad… then kill me.. instead of keeping me here as her delusion….”     He grabbed my face in his palm, he was angry… he smirked and said, “you… want to die… then..” he got close to my ears and whispered in it, “then I will give you the most painful death possible…. Are you ready for it my Celeste?” my struggles stopped on its own… my eyes went wide, he said again, “I will give you explanation… first you will be thrown in that dark room again… then when you cry, scream sought for help, but won’t get any… then I will make sure to beat you with a hunter till your white skin turns red… ( he chuckles) imagine the pain, imagine the screams…. Then I will give a slow painful death… I will cut a deep cut in your skin, so you will bleed.. slowly, painfully… your body will get week… till-”      I screamed as I covered my ears, “STOP!!!!” my eyes are filled with tears… he pulled my hands away from my ears and said, “listen… you have no choice…” I looked at him with teary eyes… he added, “after you die… I will go for your mother… Martha… it’s her name right?” my eyes went wide, I said in tears, “No..no… stop…”    He smirked and his expressions are of a inhuman.. he looks like a devil with no heart, no emotions.. he sat back and said, “you wanted to die… I am giving you what you want..” no.. mom.. my mom did nothing.. he can’t drag her in this..      I grabbed his hand and said, “Sir…. S-sir.. I am sorry… I won’t say that again…” he looked away with a grin, I hate him to core now.. I felt sympathy for this person….. I thought his pain made him this, but he is this cruel person… he doesn’t deserve sympathy…     He said, “Celeste… Celeste… I won’t listen to you… unless you are Isabella…” he is mocking me.. isn’t this he wants, to torture me, to make me feel miserable, to break me, to  hide my existence… to destroy every bit of me and make a new Isabella….. but for mom…. for my mom I will do anything…