kill me

Episode-215 kill me   Celeste’s POV:      Evelyn said, “brother… please… she is getting scared…” Ernest pulled the gun down. he grabbed my hand and said, “you are coming with me…” but he pulled the gun because Eve mentioned me. Ace said, “Celeste…”      Aaron said, “don’t you dare… you know who is Steven Murray…. You can’t protect her, you are not worth her…” Ernest kept dragging me away, we were going opposite to the main door… I noticed he was talking me somewhere from the back door..     Author’s POV:    Alexis said to Ace, “you know… this will cause her more problems… you know she loves brother… still you?”     Ace said, “I don’t care… your brother is going to hurt her….”   Aaron said, “look… I know about you, you lived in our orphanage… you are repaying Queen like this.. taking her son’s love away.. wow…”    Ace smirked and said, “I do not need to repay, your highness…. Not by giving my love away..”     Evelyn said, “cut this!.... brother went somewhere… we need to see, I don’t think this is right…”   Ace was about to rush when Evelyn said, “don’t… please…. Brother will get more angry…. I promise, he won’t hurt Celeste… he loves her…” Ace stood there as he looked down. the royal siblings rushed out to follow Ernest and Celeste….      Ace stood there without knowing what to do. his eyes filled with tears, he said to himself, “she rejected me….. I shouldn’t have approached her like this… she needed time…”    Celeste’s POV:                           I was scared. But he was not looking at me…. he took me somewhere in the palace area… we were in the empty, garden like area…   He let my hand go and then walked few steps away, I was about to turn and run away. But his voice told me, “don’t you dare…..” I stopped like my legs obey him. I turned to him. I saw his back, he moved his hands through his hairs. He turned to me and said, “don’t you dare, Celeste… you can’t be running like this… YOU CAN’T!!!!”  His eyes are red and teary. He is about to cry?!    But he is angry. he walked close to me and said, “I never thought….. you will do this to me. you kissed him in my palace! Will you go to this extend to hurt me?”      I want to laugh at him, when he crossed every line between justice and cruelty. I was in tears,  and I am finding it hard to breath due to this anxiety.   I said, “extend??.. a person as you is saying this?... didn’t you went too far when you hit me, burnt me, r*ped me.. locked me…..”    He got more angry, but he asked instead, “so… that’s why… you were ok when he kissed you. is this is how you supposed to punish me?...”    I said clearing his doubt on my character, “I didn’t!.. you saw he was the one to kiss me.. I moved back.. I opposed…. I didn’t kissed him…”   He nodded in anger and said, “but you got close to him… I warned you that he likes you, but you still let him get close to you…. till he thinks it’s fine to kiss you…. didn’t you know he loved you?.. still you let him close to you…”    I looked away, I really can’t. I said, “so what… he loves me so what?...”   He grabbed my shoulder and said in rage, “Celeste, can’t you understand me… don’t you know what your actions makes me feel?... are you still going to do this…. even if what happened just now was not your fault but why you defend him….”       I said in anger, “he is my friend, I don’t want him die in your madness…”   He shakes me and said, “this is love.. not madness…”   I pushed him away, I said, “don’t act innocent… I hate you, you … I will not accept this love of yours… you deserve this hate…. You know what… I will allow Ace to love me… I will accept him…” I was too much into anger..  He just stared at me. I am waiting for his action. I see tears falling from his eyes. I grabbed his shirt and said, “don’t cry, you are not worth.… you didn’t showed pity on my tears.. didn’t I begged you Ernest…. To stop…. To let me go… don’t hurt me…. let me go…. I cried… but … you didn’t stopped…. I loved you once, but you killed it all…. I just hate you… I hate you that I can die…. I want to kill you…..”      He just looked at away. I let him go and took few steps away, wiping my tears. he grabbed my hand and placed his gun in my hand. I looked at him in confusion. He sniffed as he was still grabbing into my hand. He then wiped his face and then looked at me as he put his hands on his waist.     He said, “I am… so sick of this…. I said I will accept this hate of yours to keep you with me…. but… I can’t.”    He added again, “I am sorry for what I did to you, but I love you it’s true. I am sorry for everything I did to you thinking I am getting my revenge. But I did wrong… I am sorry.”    He added, “I love you… and if you will feel good to kill me then do it. I hate seeing this anger in your eyes… I hate it every time, when you say you hate me… when is see you being with someone else.” He said, “ kill me… now… I won’t fight back… I will be glad if I die by your hand.”   My eyes went wide in shock…. He… wants me to kill him….