“are you sure that you hate me?”

  Episode-218 “are you sure that you hate me?”      Celeste’s POV:                       When I woke up, I find myself in this luxurious looking room and it looks like a Prince’s room,  I tried to process and remember why am here?.. my head hurts a little, my eyes fell weird… did I cried or something…..     As soon as I remember the whole last night, shivers ran down my spine.  I looked at the other side of the bed, and saw Ernest sleeping on his face as he was hugging the pillow… I can tell it’s him, his face is towards me…. I noticed it’s still darker out sided… is the morning yet to come?   I couldn’t help but touch his face, I placed my hand on his cheeks and said to myself, “I don’t know anything… just don’t die….” I don’t want him to die… I thought I could kill him. .. but I don’t want to     Suddenly his hand grabbed mine as I was touching his face. He looked at me with those dark blue eyes… he was angry last night… did I really pushed him to that extend, that he wanted to die….. do I really hold this power over him….      He moved close to me and kissed my forehead, he whispered, “sorry… because of me you got scared and fainted.” He moved down to kiss my lip.  What is this man?..... I didn’t said anything, I just kept looking at him. I have no words. He moved close again placing a light kiss on my lips, soon those soft and light kisses became addictive…. Now he was playing with my tough…. I know I should stop him, but I didn’t… I don’t know why….      I was holding into his shoulder as he was kissing me wild. He parted and burred his head in my neck to kiss me, I heard in between the kissed, “f*ck!!... I can’t anymore….” I don’t want him to stop.      He was trailing kisses down my neck to chest… I grasped as I felt his hand on my hips… soon I saw him throwing his shirt somewhere and then he went to my shorts… as I remember I was in dress last night… who changed me…   I grasped he bite my thigh, this made me lose control over my thought… now I was focused on what he was doing to me. I did not hate it…. I am not ready to forgive him but I want this too…. What a weird person I have become?     Soon I felt my innerwear getting removed. The next moment he entered slowly… god! the sensation made me lose my mind. I burred my face in the pillow…. I was trying not be loud.   I heard him, “I love you…. believe me….” my eyes met his when he was th*sting into me…. he got close to my face and pulled me into deep kiss…. I didn’t refused.. I don’t know why?... why am I this weak for him?  I was leaning on his shoulder, as he was covering me with the comforter. I am tired but safe I guess… it’s hard to say.    I closed my eyes and rested. I heard him, “Celeste…I really mean what I said last night” I pretended to be asleep I don’t want to face the condition where I will lose again… were I will betray my own self.     I felt him embracing me tighter, he said, “I can die for you…. but this hate is too much to go through.”      I heard him, “you are sleeping?” I heard him say, “love…. I will protect you from Steven…. I know you are not sleeping…”     I looked at him as he said this. should I tell him?... should I tell him everything about Steven…    He looked at my face and said, “you look worried.”   He cupped my face and said, “tell me…”   I told him everything what happened in these days, I saw his eyes getting darken. He immediately got up and texted someone.   He said to me, “you should have told me earlier!!!.. are you idiot!” he got angry. I grabbed his hands and said, “Steven is dangerous… so.. you shouldn’t act reckless…”      He was not listening, I said, “he will hurt you..” this made Ernest looked at me, he said, “you care about me?”    He got close to my face and said, “you said you hate me…. but still care…. are you sure that you hate me?” I looked down…. I have no answer…