His widow

 Hi, this is author, sorry for being late guys, I was supper busy and had some submission to do. I was totally occupied and I still  have some other things to do but I will try to update soon. Enjoy reading Episode- 228 His widow   Celeste’s POV:   I wiped my tears…. it’s all my fault.. I shouldn’t have got out of the palace that day.. then this might never happen… I stole a brother from his siblings, a son from their parents… a Prince from this country….  Alexis was right it was all because of me… he should have killed me too… but he said I was alive because Ernest loved me…all this time he asked for forgiveness and I gave him hate…. He did mistake but he tried to fix it, change himself… he always said he loved me…. and I became the reason of his death…. I break every day without him, his smile, and words are still in my mind. I can’t forget myself… I love him… and I became reason for all of this… I became reason for death of my love.    He protected me till the last… and I hurt him till the very end…. this guilt is killing me…. I love him so  much… I miss him…      I walked home, when I noticed Davis was there with dad. I rushed to him and asked, “Mr. Davis… you found him, you found Ernest?” I don’t know Why I grab every single thread of hope for survival..    Mr. Davis said, “No.. Miss. Celeste….” I looked down hiding my sorrowful eyes. Dad caressed my head and said, “sit….”   I sat there, Mr. Davis passed me the papers and said, “Employment contract.. Prince Alexis asked me to end this contract.. you are free…” I looked at him, I never went to work in 2 months.. but this contract ending gave me an unknown fear… that what dad and Ace were saying is really true… that Ernest died… he will never return…     I asked, “Mr. Davis… why this?” I was confused… and trying to know reason behind this.    Mr. Davis said, “..… I mean.. we haven’t found him… and there are no hopes… so when the boss you worked for is not alive.. then what is use of keeping you locked in this contract…”  tear escaped my eyes as Davis himself mentioned Ernest dead… this can’t be true…    Mr. Davis said, “As for the marriage papers… there is no need… since he is no more… you are his widow…” I looked at Davis as he said this, my both eyes are flooded with tears.     Mr. Davis said, “you are free now… and Royals will never disclose about marriage to anyone… no one will know..” Mr. Davis got up and walked out of the house.. as he left I covered my face and broke down in cries and tears….   Ernest’s words rang in my mind ‘you can be my widow but never my ex-wife’… I couldn’t keep my pain in…  I dad pulled me into hug and said, “Cele… don’t  cry, baby… don’t cry…. for how long will you stay in this sorrow…”   I continued crying, I said to dad in my sobs, “why *sobs*.. he has to die…. This is my fault… he.. he died…” I am so broken inside….     I miss him so much, his smile, the way he use to talk…. Somehow I only remember the smiles we shared not the pain he gave me…. I remember his apology…. And me rejecting him…. I am so sorry….     He can’t be dead… he didn’t deserved to die for someone like me…… I regret the words I said to him that day, that he was my ‘mistake’…. I regret not telling him I love him…. he save me till the end… asked for forgiveness till the last day…. Why…. Did this happened…. I wish this was not true….