Episode- 308

Episode- 308    Evelyn’s POV:                  I tried to text Him… but… Logan is not responding… what is going on with him….   this is giving me anxiety I never felt before..  what are you thinking?   Logan’s POV:                 I sigh as read her text, ‘Can we talk?’   what we can talk…. why I kissed her back?  don’t I know who is she?   I wanted to kiss her since I saw her in that car years ago…. But I never thought it was possible to make it real.  I let her be close to me, be my friend….. but it was never as simple as friends…    When I saw her in the car crash,  I couldn’t believe someone can be that angelic in real life…. even when she was crying and scared, I wanted to keep her close….   the way she ran into her brother for comfort, at that moment  I wanted it to be me.  From that day I couldn’t stop thinking about her, I left the country since I had my work. But I still kept track of her, every show…every ramp walk…. every media news…I saw them all…  I couldn’t control myself even when I know I shouldn’t love her, the irritation I feel when she is around is for myself… not her.   first I thought it was ok to be her friend….. BUT NO… everything go worst, I should have pushed her away when she kissed, but  kiss her back… like I couldn’t think much, I let my heart take control over me… this was wrong.  I love her… maybe I do…. not sure… maybe it can go away in few months, years…   Whatever it is…. I can’t love her…. she can’t be my life partner… not because of her, but her Father…. I hate that man, even when he is the King… I hate him…     but I am not the person to reflect hate to others, Still I can’t love his daughter.   If she was not his daughter, the maybe I would have let her know what I feel….   I can never be with King Edwin Arthur Gray’s daughter.  As I think of her mother, I can only feel anger. I can never imagine seeing her in personal. I dislike her parents, even her mother and father…. I will not hurt Evelyn… but I can’t love daughter of Queen and King….  Evelyn’s POV:                        I was waiting for him on the usual place, I have to drive myself here today. I don’t know how he will react.  I am really worried how he will explain his old distant Self. I know he is going to say sorry and say that he was surprised.. then everything is going to be fine…   I saw a car stopping, Logan got down and walked to me without hesitation. He walked further to me, I stood there trying to study his expressions.   Logan stood few meters away from me and I said, “You are finally here….”    He said, “Princess, I want-” before he could say, I said out, “Wait… let me explain first…”  He nod and said, “Go ahead..”   I stood little close to him and said, “Logan Knight… I am being serious, I kissed you because I felt for you.. I love you… and I do not regret it… I want to be with you…”  I can’t believe I said this first…. since this man is too slow and shy.   Logan looked down as if he was thinking something. He looked at me, I passed a smile…. I knew everything will be fine now… everything will be as I want… I will be with him.  Logan said, “You don’t regret it… but  I do… I don’t feel anything for you. Sorry, but.. we should end everything here… let’s be stranger… consider it my fault when it’s yours… and I apologize… good bye…” he is lying.    I knew it he lied… but whatever he said broke my heart… suddenly my eyes got moist.   but got me angry too.