Episode 3 you are the he worst I ever seen

Episode-3 you are worst I ever seen         Edwin walked to me and took a glass filled with water,,, while I was still excepting answer… he poured the whole glass of water on me and said while mocking, “I really hate b***h like you,,,, whenever sees a man can’t control your hunger?” I was in tears,,, it felt so insulting that I wanted to die at that moment… he was about to turn but I said still keeping my head down as my hairs were soaked in water, “I thought you were different….. but I guess you are just like the rest of them.”    He said while turning at me, “But you are the worst than rest of them,,,, worst thing I ever seen.”    That really hurt but I said, “I know… thanks.” I walked to my room…      That night I really cried but I was really angry at him,,, how can he judge me when he don’t even know me,,, just like everyone did….      After like 4 months,,, Ruth came with Edwin,,,, she told us he was her boyfriend,,, something in me was broken as I refused to see them together,,, I moved out and tried to forget him,,, but your first love is always the hardest to forget when you can’t stop loving him….    But now I a fine,,, I am over him now,,,, I don’t need a man who can’t respect me… I hate him….     I threw the magazine and went to shower,,, I decided I will have lunch with my friend Tina… I texted her and she agreed,,, I got ready in some stylish clothes,,, I own a store I should me neat in public…..      I always wore long sleeves and lots of accessories on my hand,,, to hide the scars where I cut myself,,, I tried many ways to kill myself but I end up surviving,,, now I do it to relieve my stress……….     I took a cab to the my meeting place with my friend Tina,,, it is small restaurant so I had less chances to see people of high status,,, I hate seeing them…..     I saw Tina standing there,,, she waved at me,,,, I walked to her with a smile,,,, she works in my store,,, so basically she is everything I need to be happy for some time.    We walked inside and sat at our usual place,,, today the restaurant was bit crowded I guess…… we ordered our food,,, we both are not fan of healthy food so,,, we ate all the tasty and cheese stuff.      Tina was telling me about her boyfriend and I tried my best to understand,,, she said, “You know,,, he wants me to his parent’s,,, should I say yes?”  I said, “Well there is nothing wrong in it,,,, but be careful,,,” Tina smiled at me,    Then she pulled my left hand and pushed my sleeves up,,, she said with serious voice, “Alisa,,, when will you stop this.” she saw the scar which was freshly made a week ago,…       I smiled and said, “Don’t worry I am fine…. I won’t die that easily.”      Tina said, “Alisa…. Please,,, you can talk to me whenever you need,,, just don’t hurt yourself.”  I nodded as I was trying to escape from this situation.