‘Visiting the one who understands me.”

   Episode-45 ‘Visiting the one who understands me.”  Alisa’s POV:             I said, “Ask him to let me go… I don’t F**k about him…. I just want my freedom back…” I went inside the store, leaving Ruth standing there in shock… Tina hugged me and I tried to stay strong… Tina asked, “What’s going on?” I smiled and said, “It’s nothing…. Get back to work….”    I tried pass walking her, but Tina stood in front of me and asked demandingly, “Alisa… (holds Alisa’s hand in hers) please tell me what wrong.” She really appeared worried, I want hug her and cry my heart out in her arms… tell her everything I am going through.   I shake my head and said, “Nothing.” I lied… but I can’t help my tears anymore… before I break down, I said, “Tina,,, I am going early.... I have something to do, can you take care of store.” She nodded and I grabbed my things and walked out of the store.     I noticed the car which pick me is standing at the corner, I sigh. I took the opposite route….. I took a cab and went to the place and to the only person who will listen to me in this situation….  I was standing in front of grave of my beloved Ron… he was the only person who loved me for who I am. I sat down as I can’t control my tears. I cried till I lost all mind…. I spoke as if he is listening, “I miss you……. I wish you were here to listen,,,,,,, but you are not. Why Ron? Why did you leave me alone… why did you tie me up with him?... he is a monster.” I cried as if …if I don’t then I will die….      I said again this time wiping my tears, “Ron… are you ok up in heaven?... *sob* I hope you are happy… you know you once asked me to tell you everything and protect me …. I will protect myself… at least I will try *sob* but I wanted to be with you, forever….” I smiled as I tried to suppress my cries… I heard the watchman saying, “Miss. It’s getting dark,,, you can’t stay here any longer.” I nodded and walked out of the place.    I am not going to that mansion again, I won’t return o that hell again to him, I hate it. I was walking aimlessly, till a luxurious car stopped near me, I was startled. The driver walked out and opened the door.    I was stunned by seeing Edwin in the car glaring at me in anger, his eyes were red in anger and he was smoking his cigarette. I was frozen in the place… how does he knows where I am?   He said, “Get in… before I lose my patience.” I don’t know why my body immediately moved into the car… maybe because I was scared.    I sat beside him but not close to him, I was pushing myself as much as I can to the window…. I heard his question, “Where were you?” his voice was harsh and husky. I didn’t reply, I don’t want to inform him everything going in my life. He made me look in his bloody eyes by directing my chin to him… it really hurt because he was applying force to hurt me.   He said again, “Answer”