“loved a wrong man.”

Episode- 63 “loved a wrong man.”    Alisa’s POV:   I noticed there were more than 50 missed calls and tons of messages and only Edwin’s name was showed on phone. Maybe he is home and is calling because I was no there. It was already late. I opened the messages…    Where are you?    how dare you ignore my calls?    Where the fu*k are you? do you know what time it is?    Why are you ignoring my call?     Sh*t, now you are ignoring my texts?    I will peal your skin if I found you       Get here now, maybe I will be gentle with punishment     Alisa,,, get you’re a** home now!     Da*n  you women… don’t make me lose my patience….    Answer the calls b***h.    Wait till I found you…..     Don’t you want to live?      Chills ran my spine, he is acting like a maniac. I could feel his anger through his texts. His angry evil eyes were spinning in front of me. I threw my phone somewhere on the bed and laid by back on the bed, I wipe my tears and closed my eyes to I could go to sleep, so I can hide from this moment……….     I am sitting in my room reading a book since there is nothing better to do, I haven’t send the papers yet because it’s six in the morning, who will do this for me?... I am awake from 3 am, I can’t sleep because I am feeling scared and stressed, I am nervous and anxiety is hitting hard, I cried because I am getting divorce, I want divorce but still… there are few thing that I lie to myself that I don’t love him anymore, that I was over him… but that doesn’t matter I am leaving him.    I heard a knock on the door, this is early but the person kept banging the door like if I don’t open then he/she will destroy the door. I opened the door and I saw Ruth was standing in front of door, her hairs were tied in ponytail she was wearing purple shorts and matching top, she was really angry and walked in pushing me.    I was confused but I closed the door. I asked while folding my hands around my chest, “Why are you here?”     Ruth said with a scoff, “I should be the one to ask it… but since you came with grandpa, I can’t say anything.”    I looked away as I was unable to handle her attitude.  I really want punch her and break her perfect jaw. I heard her again, “I want to ask something.”    I looked at her and nodded. She asked, “Did you sleep with Edwin? What I am even asking you married him, sure you did….. but remember I will get him back. He will throw you away if his life.”    I can’t believe she is this stupid, if she saw what I witnessed and how he treats people then she will lose her mind. But there is no way she can talk to me like that…. Anyways this too early to deal with this sh*t.     I replied with a smirk, “Ruth do you know why I am here?... because I am divorcing him…. I don’t need him.. I will live my life as I want. I know you love him, if you want you can go to him…. but listen he is not a human, he is pure evil.” Ruth was shocked, I know she didn’t believe me, I brought the papers and throw it on the table, she lifted the pages and looked at me.   I said with a scoff, “Don’t worry I am not doing it for you or him,,, I am doing it for myself… I am not wasting my life on that bastard anymore…..I hope you will be happy.”  I took the papers from her and said, “Get out.”      She got up and  started walking to the door. I said, “Ruth, I am telling you for the last time he is not a good person….. is has no mercy or humanity…… I am telling you this because I do care about you, I can’t help it(tears) I saw a monster in him.”    Ruth turned to me and grabbed my face gently, “You are crying?.. you are acting right?.... you never cry, then why?” her face was filled with worry. She never saw me crying because I always act strong. She stutter, “D-did he did something?... no no Edwin is gentle and loving, how can he? You are lying.” she was about to cry.    I sat on the bed as I was still crying, maybe this made her more scared, she asked being desperate, “What did he did?.... tell me da*n it.”   I replied, “he killed someone in front of me… he killed an innocent.” She became frozen, she was terrified. I saw tears running down her cheeks.    She asked again, “Did he hurt you?” I didn’t replied she started inspecting me, she was searching for something, her elbow bump into my waist I hissed in pain. She immediately lifted my shirt and she grasped as she saw the tattoo… I pushed her and pulled my shirt down… she whispered, “He tattooed you, with force. How can he? (cries) how can he turn into a monster overnight… why?.. why I love him?” she started crying .. she ran out of the room still crying.    I know the truth about Edwin is hard for her to except, she loves him, my little sister… we loved a wrong man.