“Why did you forgive?........”

     Episode- 79 “Why did you forgive?........” Alisa POV:      I woke up in my room in Edwin’s house, I just remember going to the store and after that I felt shivering and rise in body temperature….. I have no idea how I ended up here.     I am sitting on the sofa in my room looking at the rain… it is raining today… I was sad to end up in this prison again…….. I was sitting and just wondering how I end up here in this situation.    I just wanted a normal life, I want to have a small family… were we will love each other, not these ice cold empty rooms filled with hate…… like every girl I wanted to get married, I was ok if my husband was not rich, I wanted a normal man who will love me, that’s why I was happiest when I had Ron…. but everything changed as I end up with a cold hearted man who hates me as my husband…………… and about starting a family, I don’t want to give birth to his kids as I don’t want my child to be like him, a murderer. I will not allow myself to be his…… but I am sure in his eyes I am not even worthy of having his child, and it better be that’s way…. If I have to stay like this forever.      I am trapped with him forever as he told me….. he said I am his… only his but he never asked what I ever wanted…. Neither Ron asked me before deciding my future….. not did my parents cared about my feelings…. Am I born to suffer…… forever.         My attention was caught my phone buzzing, I had a message from Vic,      Vic- ‘How are you feeling?... is your fever gone? He didn’t hurt you right’      I had tears in my eyes realizing someone cares, but I will only bring harm to him, I have to stay away. I can’t risk his life just because in need to be comforted…. I need to be listened, I need to be loved….. I just can’t.    I replied, ‘I am fine… don’t worry. Thanks.’    I don’t even know how he knows I was sick, maybe he was the doctor to treat me. I texted Tina that I was fine and kept the phone aside.    I don’t know why Vic has feelings for me but I should stop him… for his own good.      I was disturbed by footsteps; I didn’t look at that person, not caring who he was.  I saw Edwin sitting in front of me, his face was not showing me any emotions….. I looked away. I wonder why he is here? But I don’t want to ask him.      He sat beside, I heard him, “You look good than yesterday… but you met Vic, you hugged him… I am not pleased.” Right now I don’t care what he does or say…… I want an escape from everything….            I felt his hand detangling my hairs, his eyes were showing something different than usual, what is wrong with him?... this different than his usual self.       I asked, “A -Aren’t you angry?” I heard his chuckle while he was burying his head in my neck… I was nervous, my heart was going out of control.    He finally said, “I was so angry that I was ready to empty my gun…….. but I forgive you this time….. but I will never tolerate any more mistake, little dove.” I don’t know why for a moment I thought he was someone different but he went back to his usual self.     I directed my face to him and asked, “Why did you forgive?........”    He looked at me as if he was confused himself. Edwin’s hand went to my cheeks and whispered, “You ask too many question….” He placed a kiss on my forehead and on my lips.     Something is different with him, this is scaring me. He is acting all gentle and good all of a sudden.  I don’t know what should I do, why this guy puzzles me this much……. I tried to look away as much I can, I felt his hand on my forehead…. Was he checking my temperature…. What’s wrong with me, why my heart is betraying me on such a simple thing……… I heard his phone buzzing and he left my room…….. Alisa you should control your stupid heard.