“Jealous over his lover”

Episode- 102 “Jealous over his lover”       Alisa’s POV:                                                                                   Form yesterday, his words are ringing in my ears, why do it bothers me now that he loves someone,… I was over him, wasn’t I? I was fine all these years knowing he hates me but now it hurts me more knowing he loves someone and hates me….     I was lost in my own world whole day, Tina asked me but I stayed silent… what will I tell her that I hate this unknown women whom Edwin likes, even though I wanted to divorce him a month ago…. I walked to the nearby park and sat on the empty swing… the park itself is empty… who will wonder in the park at night……. Except for losers like me…     I switched my phone on silent and put it in my bag, I sigh as I was about to give up on myself….. why can’t I stop thinking about him even when he hurt me like no one did…….          I don’t know what time it is, I don’t even know how long I have been sitting here and doing nothing…. Sometimes I feel like I am making the same mistake every time… and maybe I don’t even know myself… I was born rich but personally I am just doing good…. I have a store which gives me more than enough money, I have a best friend who is there for me every time… I have Vic who is friend and a warm support me and he love me…. recently I am doing fine with few members of my family…. Isn’t that’s all I wanted but I am still unhappy…. Because I can’t tolerate the fact my husband Edwin having other girl in his heart…. s*it…. Why do I even call him my husband… I don’t even love him right?     I covered my face with my both hands as this sh*t is confusing… I heard a man’s voice, “Ma’am, Sir wants you in the car… please hurry up.” I looked at this person and I saw Ken…. This is annoying, how do he knows where I am every time…  I looked at Ken and said, “Tell your boss,,,, I need time to be alone… I will be home when I am ready.”         Ken walked away with a sigh, maybe he knows it’s not good to reject Edwin…. But my brain is not in mood to understand. It’s been few minutes maybe he agreed. I covered my face with my hands as I said, “At last that ******e is gone…”     But I heard someone, “who are you calling ******e?” I looked at that person in horror. Edwin Gray, but he looks different, he is wearing a shirt no coat, and he is wearing a mask… why do you need to wear a mask?... is he sick or does he wants to hide his identity…. But his dark blue eyes are telling me who he is… I looked away but didn’t answer.     I was still sitting on the swing,, he bent to my face. He raised his eyebrow and I know it means he wants and answer. I asked instead, “Who are you?” I saw his eyebrows stretching, he pulled his mask down so I can see his face then he fixed his mask again.        I stood up and tried to walk away but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me close to him. He asked, “Where are you going?”, I pushed him and created distance between us, I have nowhere to go, I looked away and then answered, “Home.”  I made sure he knows I am angry    I started walking, I heard him, “The car is at the gate…. Get in it”      I said loud enough for him to hear, “I am walking” I know… his place is away from here but right now I want to stay alone, even if it’s a walk I am going to take it. I heard his loud annoyed voice, “STOP BEING STUPID.”    I turned to him with worried and scared face. He looked like he is controlling his anger, he said, “Get in the car right now…. or I will carry you in the car.” I stood there frozen trying to understand him, he is here now, even though he appeared tried he showed up here just to show me that I should follow his every word without having my own emotions…. Or is he worried about me…. I want to laugh at my own thinking… he only cares for that women… why would he care for me?      He walked close to me, I know he is going to do what he said, I turned and ran to car instead… I don’t want him to touch me after I know he likes someone… I wonder what kind of girl is she who made him love her….