“it’s suffocating”

    Episode- 118 “it’s suffocating”     Alisa’s POV:              I heard Eva, “Should we go on a vacation like something….. I promise I won’t ask you to be your girlfriend… just vacation.. I know you don’t like being serious…” yes… he is playboy…. She means sleeping with each other and with no feeling… she is inviting a playboy… I know he is going to say yes, I rolled my eyes.    Edwin said, “I am busy right now…. maybe later, I will inform you.” I knew it but I really want to throw this plate on his face. I just closed my eyes and sigh…        Eva giggled, I hate her more… I hate her every breath….      Eva said to me, “Hey…. You!... give me glass of water.” I have to mention the glass of water is right in front of her, I had a glance at Edwin he shakes his head lightly in ‘no’ does he wants me don’t do what she asked…... but I will do what I want….       I gave her the glass. She said again, “You know Edwin…. She is such a loser… disgrace to a big family, her sister told me she can’t do a single thing right….. see her now just being a maid… maybe her rightful place.” She laughed like I was a joke to her       Edwin was facing me, I saw nothing…. No emotion at all.     But I was different… I was angry, I hate him…. in these situation a women looks at her husband to protect her… but my husband state me in this situation… I had tears and anger for him… I noticed his feast was tighten and he was trying to avoid looking at us…. Why?......       Eva added, “… and what was your friends…Tina… two losers in one.”     That’s it… Tina and I have one moto… you can insult me but not my friend.     I replied, “At least she has a loving boy friend… not like you selling your body for fame…. Cheap people make me sick.” I heard her scream.      She threw the glass of water on my face and grabbed my hair, I yelp in pain. Eva screamed, “You!... bi*ch!... how dare you………”         She was going to punch my face but I manage to slap her first and get away from her. Edwin supported her as she intentionally fall on him and Edwin asked, “You ok?” but he was facing me… so for whom was this question me or Eva.      Edwin turned to me and said, “How dare you?... create scene in my house.. go back to work, I will deal with you later” at this point I want to kill him.. I tighten my fist around my fingers and I was in tears… how could he?     Eva was clinging to Edwin but he said to her being cold, “Get out!... you also caused it… first learn to behave, I don’t like crazy women.” Eva got scared by this and walked away… Edwin faced me, now his face showed something different… I don’t care… I just walked away as tears drop from my eyes…. I whispered, “I have you”          I was in my room, wiping my tears. I was facing the window while I was sitting on the edge of bed. I heard the door unlocking… I looked at that person and I saw his back, he was closing the door. I turned my face away before he turned to me… I don’t want to see him    I said, “I don’t want to see your face… just leave me alone.”         I didn’t get a answer but instead he sat beside me, enough close so our arms were touching to each other. I tried to move away but he grip my waist and forbidden me from moving.     His hand was fixing me near him and he put his head on my shoulder, he was hugging me. but I am not letting him do this. I said, “Let me go… just move away.” but I feel like he is looking for comfort but didn’t I need the same      He said, “I am not listening to you… just be like this…. please don’t cry.. just don’t”     I noticed his eyes were closed, but I am not good with what happened earlier. I was trying hard not to cry. I said, “I can’t be like this…. this is suffocating….”