I want  a boyfriend”**

 **   Episode- 119 “I want  a boyfriend”** **    Alisa’s POV:**     I noticed his eyes were closed, but I am not good with what happened earlier. I was trying hard not to cry. I said, “I can’t be like this…. this is suffocating….”   After few wide minutes ,  He looked at me, my tears finally fall on my cheeks. His eyes were moist… am I seeing it wrong.. or this is real….    I added, “I… feel like dying when she said those to me…….. when she said all that about me… but you… protected her instead of me… why will you protect me?... you called her, of course she is important… who am I to you..” I don’t know why said that to him… I know he don’t care.     I wiped my tears and said, “Mr. Gray don’t take me wrong…. I am not stopping you but…. Please when you have your women around you… I want to stay away from you.. that’s uncomfortable.”     I looked at him, he was staring at me… like he want to say something but he is silent. He looked at the window and said, “She is nothing to me, I didn’t know she would show up at mansion … and I will decided what I do and where.”    He is still being like this, after hurting me like this.. how can he be this heartless…. He still said  that he will to whatever he want.    I got up and I am not going to cry but fight now… he can have many women but why can’t I have a male friend.     I said, “Fine… I won’t mind if you bring hundreds of women here… but on one condition.”    He looked surprise by my tone of voice and ha said, “Why do I need your permission in my house?” as if he was testing.    I said, “I am your wife… that’s what I am.. so it’s my house as it is yours.. and you need my permission.” I said it in one breath. I heard him chuckle, is this a joke for him.    He scoffed, “A wife who doesn’t want to be kissed by her good looking  husband… whatever…” he looked at me with a smirk… he then directed his face down as he was fixing his hairs.       I added, “So, my condition is… if you want your life as a playboy then I will have a boyfriend.” I saw his eyes darken in anger and he looked at me.     He asked while raising his eyebrow, “What?” he looked really scary but I said, “I w-want a boyfriend?” he stood in front of me close to me, he is really tall and I feel small and trapped.           He picked me up and made me sit on the table, his hands where fixed on my waist, I was so surprised and just looking at his angry face. I said before he could, “You can have many women, kiss them, hug them, sleep with them… while I can’t even have a boyfriend…. I want be do all those.. I don’t want to waste by life like this.”     I heard him, “Stop talking” I yelled, “I want a boyfriend… I will ask Vic” he placed his hand on my mouth and said, “If you asked for something like that again then… I will finish you.. no other man can have you.”     He was boiling in anger, he added, “And if you want to do all that, then do it with me…. and those women are nothing to me… is that clear.”    I moved my head in a ‘no’ even though he was covering my mouth with his hand. He said getting annoyed, “Fine… I won’t be physical with them…. but if you try to do something like that with Vic or any other man… the next tattoo would be my name on your forehead..” he said all with serious face…. I nodded. He is really scary…..      He removed his hand and crashed his lips on mine, I grasped and I moved my face away breaking the kiss, he whispered in ears, “You wanted to kiss…. And now that I can’t do all this with those women, you should satisfy me….”     He moved close to me, he kissed my neck and I griped his shirt as it was trickling and I could feel him sucking my skin… I whispered, “Edw-Edwin… stop…it….it”     He said, “Didn’t you said you were my wife.. huu” he kept doing what he was doing…. I tried to stop by pushing his shoulder way from me, but he is like a bull. I felt his hands moving on my thigh, I was wearing jeans but still it gives me weird sensation… he kept rubbing his hands there and attacking my neck… at one point I don’t want him to stop but I should stop…    His phone rang and moved away to answer him, I heard him sigh as he picked the call, he was facing his back to me while was sitting on the table breathing heavily and in mess… he cut the call, and looked at me… I looked down as my checks were red… I moved my hand through my hairs and he gave a small kiss on lips and said, “I need to work…. We will finish this some other time… but soon.” He left and as the door closed.    I finally became normal,,, I almost gave myself to him… I was supposed be angry but I almost did it with him…. and I was enjoying it, this is worst…..if he had continued it for few more minutes then I… i…