“she loves him”

**  Episode- 121 “she loves him”** **    Alisa’s POV:** I had a glance at him he seemed unbothered, he said, “But I already took it serious…”   I am doomed. I licked my lips as I don’t know what to say to this man… it’s like I dug my own grave. He was still staring at me, I know he wants me to speak, I have no words but I am scared that he will say something that will get me in some problem. I said in one breath, “I don’t want that… so let’s stop.” I had a glance as him and his face was emotionless, like he is dead or stone. He asked, “Why? I am your husband” I was surprised by his question, I thought he would be a angry to end this word. I made up reason, “I don’t want to be.. p-physical with my sisters ex…” but I have to say it was a pretty good reason. He laughed at this, he said, “Lies… lies don’t suit your face, little dove…. And about your sister, I never slept with her… she don’t worth it” this words were easing but him saying Ruth don’t worth it hit me hard… yes, I know we are not in good terms but she is till my sister… my only little sister. I asked, “Why did.. you say that?” he pulled my chair close to him, almost sticking to him. He answered, “A women like your sister don’t worth to be in my bed. She asked me to be her fake boyfriend to make you jealous, she knew you liked me….. I agreed because I don’t wanted other women lusting over me… I just kissed her few times….. but she tried to marry me… she think of herself too high.” I don’t know what hurt most Ruth asking him to be her fake boyfriend to hurt me or him saying bad about her…. she tried to marry him maybe because she fell in love with him….. about what she did, maybe because she was too young back then… I know she won’t stick to fake relation for 6 years unless she loved him… I feel bad for her….. I said,, “But… she loved you…” He looked at me for a brief moment and said, “That’s her own fault….. I made it clear in the start .” he kept eating like he isn’t bother by it ….. maybe he isn’t. I got up and walked to my room, I was feeling uneasy… I feel sad for her… she loved him… I know she really loved him……….and I am married to him…. The next morning, I feel warm and comfortable, my eyes are closed but I feel cuddling position… wait cuddling… I opened my eyes and I saw him sleeping while his face was too close to mine. Edwin was hugging me…. but when did he come in my room… I remember sleeping alone. But this is no good… I wake up and pushed him from bed… too hard maybe…. He feel on the floor and heard a hiss… god I forgot he was injured… I moved to see if he is ok… wait he deserve this… how can he sneak into a girls room and sleep beside her… My eyes met his and he was looking at me with red angry eyes… sh*t I fu*ked up… did I just forget who was he…. My brain don’t work when I wake up…. Before I could open my mouth to say sorry or to explain… I heard his very angry voice, “How dare you push me?.... come here.”