“want to move out”

    Episode- 125 “want to move out”    Alisa’s POV:     his words are always hurtful… he knows about grandpa but instead of making me feel good, he is using harsh words.    he touched my cheeks as if he can feel my unspoken words his eyes are telling me he is here to make me free  from this worry but somehow I feel more pressured.  I looked at him with tearful eyes and told him, “No… I am not going to stop… he is my grandpa, I have to make him live.. I have to make him happy… it’s my responsibility.. I know a way to make his worries gone then he won’t be in this condition…. I will fight with his death…”     Edwin was surprised by my words, he raised his eyes brows and asked, “How?” his words were like challenge. He placed his cold hands on my cheeks and it got me into shiver…    But  I said what I have decided, “Grandpa… i-is worried about me… he thinks I am in danger and h-he wants me to be happy…. so I am going to be happy, I am going to stay with him and take care of him… I will move to my parents house to grandpa…” I know I won’t agree to his wish but I can do this much for him… I can stay near him make him feel that I am fine..     But I know Edwin won’t agree, but now my grandpa is important not his agreement… I looked in his eyes straight and I saw them sharp, they are telling me I shouldn’t have said that… I said again, “I am moving to my parents house today…” his caring face was now something which makes me scare……..     He threw the vase off the table and I flinched on his sudden anger, I looked at him in horror and he gave me a death glare…. He closed his eyes as if he was trying to control his anger. He said like he is trying to gather all his patient, he said, “Drop the idea… (soft voice) just stay here I will handle things..”     I said again, “But… I want to take care of grandpa..” I was trying to make him understand..    He said as if he was desperate to make me stay, “I will arrange doctors, nurses anything but  you are not moving anywhere .. you are staying beside me forever..”     I am failing to understand him, he said again, “Go to your room… it’s still early..”     Edwin’s POV:          I hated when she said she wants to leave… I was edge of my limits… I hate how she tries to find a way away from me… but I don’t want to hurt her… I know I hate her crying … so I tried my best and give her reasons to stay… I was never this patient and willing to agree at someone else condition… but she is not seem to agree to my wish… I just told her to go to her room…. I walked to my room… but internally her words are tearing me apart… she always chooses someone else over me… like I am nothing to her…      It’s 11:30 am… I am in the hall almost ready to go… I am late that usual because I was too disturb by the thought of her  leaving me….. I was about to leave to office when I noticed Alisa with her luggage… sudden anger rise in my blood… her face was in terror… I can tell that she though I wouldn’t be home and she would sneak out with her luggage… she is trying to leave me again…. She is testing me,,, is it that hard to understand that I need her to see her near me,… is it?