“I can’t share and charity isn’t my nature”

     Episode-130 “I can’t share and charity isn’t my nature”    Edwin’s POV:      Vic’s eyes soften… he said, “Alisa… don’t be stupid… come with me…. nothing will happen to me I promise just…” he was about to touch Alisa but I stopped his hand and said, “Alisa…. Go to your room…. Don’t make me repeat…”    She looked at me, I know she is going to negotiate, I warned, “NOW!” she flinched on my words and walked wiping her tears…..    I noticed Vic was still looking at her till she can be seen…. I turned to leave but Vic said, “You can’t just leave Edwin,…”        I turned at him and said, “I need a drink and not in mood to ask you…. but if you want to talk and return alive then I need a drink for that.” I walked to my private bar and I know he would follow… he is annoying….    I poured myself a drink and one for Vic…. He sat across me and just stare at me with anger… I took sip of my drink and chuckled…. I said, “Don’t worry I won’t poison you… I am not that coward… I rather put sword in your chest….”    He looked away and drink the alcohol… I hate him right now,,, he is my friend but here to steal my women… but he is still my friend…….      I said, “Forget her…. remove her from your heart….  I order you”     Vic just stayed blank, he had a looked at me and replied, “I am not… I can’t and I will not in any situation……” his words are making me more angry, I searched for a cigarette in my pocket and I found one… I smoked it… Vic sigh, he knows when I smoke I am dangerous or at the edge of my anger and this time I am both…..      Vic confessed, “I love her…. more than myself… I loved her since middle school…. I love her before you know her Edwin…. Why I have to pull my step behind?.... I am the one who deserves her…” he was ordering or declaring or pleading… he was doing them all….     I smoked my anger and replied, “you love her before I know her?... that’s what you said… am I right?.... you want reason… I give you a reason… because she is my wife” I saw him pulling his hairs back…. His eyes were red as if he can cry…. He scoffed, “Wife?”    I said as I threw my glass on the cabinet, “She is Wife of your childhood friend… Do you F**king  understand!.... she my wife”     I looked at him and does he has any idea how fuking pissed I am right now…. if it wasn’t for my self control he could be dead… just because he is my friend I am being patient with him… I already killed number of people for her, from her bullies to the person who danced with her to  the person who tried to rpe her…… I can kill anyone….        I added, “She is my possession Vic…. You know I can’t share and charity isn’t my nature…. I can destroy my possession rather than sharing…..” Vic was not looking at me… but he knows I am serious… I noticed his hand formed grip on his glass….  I took the bottle and took few sips….    I confessed out, “I can’t afford to lose her Vic… never… I will destroy everything to keep her safe in my arms… only for myself.”     Vic said, “Will she stay with you if she knows you lead underworld?... you indirectly do it…. but it still counts right?.... what if she knows you are stained by blood?...... I much as I know her she will never accept you after that….. I am serious about her… I can’t give up on her, I will not……..”    I started laughing, he is blackmailing me… our innocent deer of the group is trying to blackmail me…. I didn’t accept him to be this stupid… but brave at the same time… but he don’t know my complete identity either … that’s making it more funny…. Stupid…     I said, “You have no idea what I am and what I can be…. And trying to blackmail me….. do you think I will let her go even if she want to … she tried… you know it very well Vic…. But I got her back…. Only I will decide when to throw her out of my life…” I can’t tell him… I will never throw her out of my life … I can never do that…. Unless I am dead… I am a weak pathetic person when it comes to her and I don’t regret it….