you are beautiful

 **   Episode- 155 “you are beautiful”** **   Edwin’s POV:          **       I finished cooking and put it on the table… realizing Alisa is sleeping putting her head down. She is so peaceful and cute… I can’t help but smile. I sat in front of her folding my hands around my chest…. This moment is special… she won’t know it but I can enjoy her being near me, safe and sound and relaxed… I could see her as much as  I want without worrying about anything…. Her eyes, her lips and her little nose are perfect for each other… her messy bun and free hair covering her forehead are a plus point…    I smiled at myself… I can’t help it.. I feel like a idiot but I am willing to be that idiot in love for this moment may be I will never get it again… I just want to live like this with her…    I was busy admiring her but I noticed she opening her eyes..  she blinked few times sleepy before opening her eyes,,, she is cute… she looked at me and asked still sleepy, “Why are you sitting here?”    I answered as I usually do, “You really hibernate… I am done cooking…”    She quickly said, “Sorry… I just feel like sleeping… I should got to bedroom.” She got up lazily, She is leaving to sleep..    I said, “First eat then.. you can sleep then.” She hesitated but nodded. she served the food and we ate together… I enjoyed her expression when ever her eyes got big or she lightly smiled as she ate the food… she is just like a kid, and she loves food…. This fact that she is smiling because of me makes me feel like a winner… but this all I can do for her… once we are back to the city I need to act accordingly to the plan…. But for now let’s forget about it….     We were done with the food and Alisa took the plates to the sink… she began to wash then… I rested on my chair just admiring her when she is busy,,,, this might be the happiest moment of my life.... this peace is rare for person like me who is with a plan forever… but I was born for it…   She finished the dishes and said to herself, “What should I do now?” she seems to forgot about me being here….   I chucked and said, “Aren’t you sleepy?” she just shake her head in ‘no’ with a little pout… damn! Her these gestures makes me crazy for her..        I pulled her close to me, she grasped, I took her hand in mine and place my other hand on her waist… and said, “Let’s dance..”   She tried to refused as usual, “I can’t dance…”     I whispered, “Just do as I say, my little dove.” She nodded hesitantly still looking down but she can’t hide her red face from me. she placed her hand on my shoulder and I pulled her close enough….. I directed her and she did as I said…. We just kept dancing like that without any music… we don’t need music… now she was looking into me and I was doing the same… without realizing our bodies were touching each other and she was now comfortable…   She said out, “You are good at everything..” she is saying something good about me.. but she is more beautiful than she knows… more precious to me…. will I be greedy to tell her what she is to me… I don’t want care about that…       I whispered, “You are beautiful.” I know she might be surprised but I don’t want to hide anymore…    I kissed her lips and she didn’t resisted.. she touched my face supporting herself while I was devouring her innocent lips.. I tried to taste her as much as I can….. I can feel her heart racing as our bodies have no distance in between us… she is driving me crazy… after few minutes I separated myself from her to let her breath… but believe me this distance is killing me… as soon as I parted the kiss…. She opened her eyes and trying to breath… I moved further to kiss her again but I noticed her eyes widen.. she covered her mouth with her hands and got more red…. She turned her back to me… is she regretting it or is she shy?     I was confused, angry and impatient… she turned to me and playing with her hair out of nervousness… her face was completely red… she said in instant, “Edwin.. sorry..” and she ran to upstairs without any other word ,,, she missed one stair in hurry and stumbled and then continued running upstairs after a small hiss….. I  heard the door close…..  I just stood there blinking…. I laughed at her behavior….      I can’t help but laugh how panicked she was when she realized she what she was doing…. But seems like I have to wait… it’s her that’s why I am waiting… I turned to the TV,,,, I don’t want her to be uncomfortable so I will wait till she hopefully falls sleep and I will go to the room… I said to myself, “Little dove… this crazy but cute…” I chuckled….