you are special and important to me

    Episode- 157 you are special and important to me    Alisa’s POV:     I screamed out, “No!.... anyways I don’t have bikini” I am not a social person and I never went to pool parties or places like that so I don’t have those… an I won’t agree being almost ***** in from of ANYONE… especially Edwin…    I looked at him, he said with another smirk, “You can just wear your b*a and panties… they are just same…”     I made a face and said, “Never… stop making me uncomfortable or I prefer just staying inside the house.” he chucked as he patted my head… he said, “Fine…. Get ready after we finish eating.”  I like when he is willing to listen and act accordingly…. He can be obedient sometimes… new fact about Edwin Grey….    I changed into shorts and a oversize pink shirt… this might do… it’s not like I will swim… when I can’t swim,,, I walked down the stairs and Edwin was still not ready…. I asked, “You are not ready.”        He answered, “Why should I?... the beach is my private place.. I am going to swim anyways.” I nodded… I found him staring at me from top to down.. he smiled and looked away.. I was confused but not sure if I should ask.    He said as he turned to the door, “You are hot.” I got shy, I just looked at my feet not knowing what to say…… He picked a bag and took my hand pulled me to the door.    We were standing on the shore… it’s beautiful…. The wind and  warmth is amazing…. I took the mat out of the bag and then sat on it…. I saw Edwin sitting beside me… I asked, “Aren’t you going to swim?” he shake his head in ‘no’ maybe he changed his mind…    I lay down and said, “It’s so relaxing…. Why aren’t normal beach this peaceful and empty.”    I chucked with his handsome face at me… he said, “Because they are not private as this one…”    I chuckled back and said, “right… wish I had one… but I can never have enough money for that.”    He said, “You are eldest daughter of the family… so you do have money.”    I sat up and said, “That’s not mine… that’s Ruth’s.. she is favored daughter remember.”     He asked as he was still looking at me, “Are you adopted or something or either of your parents are your step parents…”    I laughed at this. I sigh as my smile faded, I said, “I am not adopted nor step daughter…. It’s just…. Just…” I looked away from him.    I finally said, “Just that I was not perfect as my mom dad wanted me to be… I am not smart not beautiful, not center of attention they still tired to make me more than average but I was still the average ….. but when  Ruth was born and she turned to be the perfect one… I got ignored every time same  as  abandon piece of building…. People move out and abandon the place just because they found a better one…”   I sigh, “But it’s not their fault… they deserve a perfect child,,,, but I can’t forgive them but I still love them, they are my parents… but nothing is normal between us…. I am jealous of Ruth for being close to them… but I have grandpa… earlier I thought he was same as them.. but secretly took care of me.. he knew how much I gone through… he says I am as strong as his mother… but I am not… I am much weaker… but he still cares for me.. and I have Tina too..” I smiled nervously trying not to cry…   I felt his hand on my cheeks, he said, “Don’t cry for them… they are all business minded… the parents who can abandon their child just because they are not perfect… don’t deserve to be parents… they will throw you out even if you meet the criteria…” I know he is right… I know it very well but they are my parents…    He added, “And I won’t let them come close to you again… if they hurt you I am facing them…. you deserve better… you are perfect just the way you are…. You are hardworking working women, beautiful and most importantly good person….. you are special and important to me..”  He looked at the sea and said, “About your parents… I should just tell mom to handle them… she is good at it..”   I quickly said, “No.. don’t… they are my parents.. please” he sigh but I find his words heart touching no one said these beautiful things about me… no one ever said these to me… like he knows me very well…      He was just looking at the waves and I was looking at him. I am curious about one thing for long enough… he seems in good mood also. I asked, “Edwin… why do you call me little dove?” I hope it’s not a common name which he uses for every girl he knows… I will surely slap him this time.. I know I am accepting too much but I can’t help it.