“Being selfish for his love”

     Episode- 169 “Being selfish for his love”      Alisa’s POV:        Next morning,    I am ready to head to the store… but my crams are killing me… shit! Period are the worst… I was still in my bed room… Edwin  was in the bathroom, he walks in the room and I was searching for my bag… but this seriously hurts… I said, “I am going…”    He pulled my hand and asked, “For face looks like you are about to cry..” yes I am ,,,, it hurts really bad…    He added, “Is your stomach hurting?” I said, “It’s nothing..”    He glared and warned, “Little dove?”    I bite my lip and then said, “It does hurt…”    He patted my head and said, “Just rest if you can’t take it… you don’t have to torture yourself.. I earn enough, I don’t want my wife to run around when she barely can stand due to pain..”       Why he saws such a sweet things that I actually want to listen to him… his caring side is something I want to experience forever…   He pulled the hair tie which was holding my pony and made my hairs free, the runs his finger randomly through my hair making them messy… I just grasped and tried to stop his hands… he cupped my cheeks and said, “Rest for today… don’t work,,, just rest, eat a lot and nap through the day, make sure to take medicine… take care ok?.... I was going to tie you here and watch on you, but I need to handle something… so be good and rest…” I sigh and nodded…. he kissed me and left…. I messaged Tina about my leave and slept on the bed… I smiled like a fool remembering his words… he is making me feel like I am important… this is what I want, to be important for someone…..      I felt someone snuggling into me and I opened my eyes to see him, I can never forget his sent.. Edwin hugged me more and I smiled as I closed my eyes again… I got in his arms more and asked, “How are you here?... you were suppose to work..”    He answered, “The meeting ended to I took a day off… you are not feeling well, I was worried… I missed you.”   I looked at him and said, “I am fine… it’s just period.. I go through this every month,, you don’t need to worry, you are always stressed about work and stuff and now me..”    He pinched my nose and said, “Stop complaining, I like when I am with you… let’s cuddle.” I kissed his cheek and buried myself in him.. he seemed to happy… so I am..       After like one hour I got up and he is still sleeping, I smiled at him and looked at the time… I still have few hours for dinner.  we have maids but I still like to do these things once in a while…       I shake Edwin’s shoulder to walk him up. He looked at me still sleeping, he asked, “Where are you going?... come here..” I kissed his forehead and said, “Call your mom and dad for dinner.. I will prepare something good.”     He was fully awake by now, he asked, “Now?... but you are not feeling good”   I moved my hand through his hair and said, “Your mom said to prepare a family dinner.. and I am fine now..” He nodded and dialed the number, he is cute when he is obedient… he treats his mom very well… I know he loves his family and now I will make them all mine…    He cut the call and  looked at me and said, “Done ma’am.” I chuckled and kissed his lips lightly, he hugged me and said, “just smile like this forever and stay with me..” I feel like I have got my heaven in him… right now, I don’t care what was he or what is he till he is mine… if this is selfishness then I am going to be selfish his love..