“Can you share me???!!!!”

   Episode – 173 “Can you share me???!!!!”    Edwin’s POV:        I said, “Everything is going to be fine.” I know she is feeling pain which I never wanted her to feel ever again…  She separated from me and said, “Edwin… will you help me?”    I asked, “What is it, little dove?”   She said as she was crying, “Edwin …. Ruth committees suicide *sobs* because she wants *sobs* you… she loves you…”     I don’t like what she is saying… Alisa added as she looking at me with tearful eyes, “Edwin *sobs* please be with Ruth… love Ruth… save her..” she cried in the end…    I am angry at her as she said this,,, I let her go… and moved a step back… how can she give me to someone… how can she choose other instead of me… this anger in my veins is rushing , I am hurt by her words… I am really hurt…    She was still crying… I grabbed her shoulder and said with anger, “What do you think of me Alisa?.... I am your husband, I love you” I know my tears would be falling… I added, “I am you husband… can you see me with another women” her eyes widen..   I asked again, “Can you see me hugging other women?... and you control your anger when I will kiss someone else?.... can you see someone loving me… can you see someone holding me as you do… can you see someone else being my wife….” She was frozen looking at me but still tears won’t leave her eyes..      I said again, “You will allow anyone to take your place in my life?… I won’t allow that..” she hugged me saying, “I can’t…. I can’t share you… I am too selfish for that..” she was crying..    I moved away and made her look at me. I said, “I will never allow anyone to be my wife or my women other than you… I am ready to fight everyone including you…. I will never love anyone other than you…. I am yours and you can be only mine…” I kissed her, she kissed me back, I was going rough and dominant, I bite her lips … I want to show how angry I am on her words… on her thinking of giving me to someone…  I do not care about anyone other than her… she is only mine….      Alisa’s POV:   Next Morning,        I woke up to feel the bed empty, I can see Edwin smoking as he is standing by the window. He is angry I can sense that… I was too into fear of seeing Ruth like this that I hurt him….    I slowly walked to him as he is facing his back to me… I love him and I tried to make him leave me,,, but as he said those words yesterday I realized I can never share him,,, I can’t afford to lose him..    I hugged his back trying to hide myself in him. he pulled himself away facing me, he is looking at me with anger and as if he is hurt… I can understand..      I took a step to hold his hand but he said as he moved away, “Don’t..”    I looked down at my feet and said, “I am sorry… I will never say that again.. I will never think of going away from you…. sorry Edwin.”    I looked at him with hope and I can see his expression soften… I added, “You can scold me… but please don’t be mad at me” I couldn’t help but shred tear.   I saw him crushing his cigarette, sigh as he pulled his hairs off his face. He touched my cheek and kissed me lightly, he said, “Please never say that again… I can’t live without you..”    I nodded and hugged him saying, “Love you.” he kissed my forehead and said, “Me too…”