“I know you love me”

     Episode- 187 “I know you love me”    Author’s POV:        He touched her cheeks and said, “You were never game for me…. you are my life… I love you… you have every right to be angry but I can’t stay without you anymore… I can’t explain how much I missed you in these two years… I promise I will do whatever you want, I will never leave you,,, just forgive me this time.”    Alisa saw tears in his eyes, just like that day of her divorce. She said, “What do you think you are?... maybe you are the King…. so what?... do you think I will forgive you, you are shameless Edwin… first you forcefully married me, tortured me, you even inked me forcefully, you controlled my life…… still I decided to give our relation a chance, I must be crazy to believe you, just because you were good to me… I trusted you, I thought I could spend my life with you….. you were my priority, Edwin….. but I wasn’t your priority,, you didn’t even trust me to tell things…. Was I even important to you?... or was I just game… I hate you… you broke my heart… and now you are back to play with me again… but I am not going to listen to your single word..”     Alisa got up from the couch, and walked to the bed covering herself with the comforter or she was just hiding in it along with her tears…     Edwin sat there looking at her breaking, she was right…. He doesn’t deserve a apology…. But he can’t help himself… he feel empty all these years just because he can’t keep her close…. He never wanted hurt her but he did hurt her… but now he was going to make her happiest person, but firstly he has to win her heart again…..       Author’s POV:    Next morning,       Alisa was giving new set of clothes and asked to be for breakfast as Edwin ordered his staff… she only agreed because she had no better option after Vic betrayed her…         As she walk down the huge hallways as maid show her the way, she noticed phones… but it would be foolish to call by these phones because there are most chances that they are under surveillance.    She entered the dining area and saw Edwin already waiting for her, she wanted to get out, because more she sees him more she wants to get in his arms… this is a crazy truth about her…      Everyone left both of them alone, Alisa was still standing and avoiding his gaze… Edwin walked to her and pulling her to one of the seat and making her sit… she didn’t bother to respond…     Edwin said, “Let’s have breakfast..”     Alisa looked away folding her hands around her chest as she refused his request.. Edwin sigh and said, “Little dove, you can be angry on me… you have every right for that…. But  if you skip this meal you would be punishing yourself…”      She still didn’t get bothered by it, she remain like a lifeless person, Edwin said, “Do you love me that much.. that anger on me is ok if it hurts you… did you missed me that much that it’s all over your face…. And you are ready to starve yourself to show it…”     Alisa quickly started eating as she was still ignoring him, Edwin internally smiled at himself….      Few minutes later Edwin asked, “I know you love me… and I also know you are angry at me… I respect both..”     Alisa turned to him and said, “I do not love you.. why would I?.. if you ask me I am desperate to return home but I am lacking money, passport and a smart phone…” her words were rude… but he found her more appealing     Edwin smirked and said, “You are desperate to return because you love me,,, you can’t act strong for long if you stay by me.. that’s why you are saying all this..”     Alisa went silent for a moment, sure he was right… Alisa answered with a scoff, “Love you?... don’t take yourself too high Mr. Edwin Arthur Grey… are you this overconfident because I use to sleep with you… I use to let you f*ck me… then let me be clear… that means nothing to me… consider it as f**k buddies… and return me my things.”