“You are mine forever”     

    Episode-  201 “You are mine forever”                                                        Finally we both were near the stage, this small distance feels like miles already, Edwin whispered in my ears, “Little dove… I you feel uncomfortable, sorry.. but just handle this for few more minutes.. I know you don’t like this… just few minutes..” he looked at me. I passed a nod.. why did I nod.. I want to run.. I am serious.. I want to run from his hall…   Edwin’s mom was standing near the stage with Edwin’s dad and grandfather, his mom looks young usually but today she doesn’t even look like my mother-in-law, and his dad is even good looking… this family surely has good genes.. I formed a smile as I was near his mom…. His mom hugged me and whispered in my ears, “You look beautiful… be confident.. ok.. you can do this” I nodded with light smile but it’s not easy to take all of this attention for a person like me… Edwin’s father patted Edwin’s shoulder with proud.. why is so proud on this engagement party of his son..did his son told that the bride is completely unwilling.. his father turned to me and said, “Bless you, my child… my son is luck to have you…”  Edwin pulled me more close to him in mean time, his hands are freely moving around my waist, he is truly  taking advantage of this situation when I am scared to death of this attention..  is this what you call being celebrity.. I never sign up for this.. save me someone.. I am really about to cry..      I somehow managed to get the stage,, yea.. fck this.. more attention.. why do I have to stand in middle of the stage?... fck this!!!.. Edwin is grabbing my waist as if I will run away.. surely I will… I am dying to run out of this place and about to cry as I am scared.. still sticking this smile to my face… this is beyond crazy….    We were standing on the stage for few minutes already, Edwin pulled a ring from his pocket and asked for my hand, and seeing so many eyes I had no courage to act like a brat, he surely panned all of this…… I put my hand in his and he smiled at me and pushed the ring in my finger… I did the same, he whispered , “You are mine forever.” I knew it!!!! he panned it to have an official thing to prove me I am his!... he got sharp with his tricks…. Edwin Arthur Gray you are surely misusing your powers.. I want to yell at him, but I stopped there is no use of creating a scene… he smirked lightly, like he only wants me to see this, and he know I am angry… he is a sneaky bastard…  he kissed me and for a moment everything around me stopped as was not worried about these people anymore… I forgot about this anger as well.. was this is what I need.. to be his.. to be near him.. to be his in front of everyone..     He parted and I looked down as my cheeks got red, in past I have to hide my marriage with him, and now he is annoying this engagement like it’s actual wedding….. the thought of him being named with me is making some part of me happy.. but suddenly the painful memories flood in my mind.. why am I being this easy, no he doesn’t deserve this…     Soon we were surrounded by media,, the bodyguard were barely managing to keep them away from jumping on us…  the media is really crazy, they can do anything for simple new and here their King is getting engaged… the international media is also there.. there is no way they will let is off this easily… if it weren’t for the bodyguards they would have crushed me over to get to Edwin.. I mean King Arthur…     Anyways even if I try to run, running is useless in these heels and dress. … so yea.. stay with Edwin with body guard for the press conference…  I looked at Edwin, he looks surprisingly calm and cool… is he even human?... yea..he is used to this.. this is he is doing all his life.. do press conference, he was born for fame, he was born for all of this… the media went silent as he raised his hand, his simple gesture are powerful what kind of man he have become… he moved to the center with confidence and god! He is flawless, perfect, premium man.. is he even real.. I noticed the young ladies are flattered already, damn! He is still kind of playboy… but I haven’t heard any rumors about him in 2 years… did he quit being a playboy…. I noticed he is about to speak, he took my hand and lightly pulled to him… I was surprised…     Edwin, I mean King Arthur said, “Good evening… thanks for all of you coming and witnessing this special moment in my life and this country…. I need all your blessings for me and my Future Queen, I hope you all are enjoying the party…. Cheers for my beautiful fiancé Alisa…” everyone cheered with him and I just put on a smile… I feel like star of this part even though I did nothing special.. and I am celebrity over night…     I noticed the ring on my finger is much more bigger and beautiful than our previous wedding ring,… he spend a lot…       The media got close all of a sudden, they were asking question, the questions are coming with speed of light…     ‘Your highness, what would you like to say on this sudden engagement ?”  “Queen what’s your relation with your family? I heard it’s not good”     “Miss Alisa, were you the dark horse of your family..” they are unbelievably personal and offensive.. and I am feeling lowly… but these questions are not stopping…    “Your majesty and miss. Alisa, is this marriage based on business relation ?”     “for how long do you know each other…”   “What is meaning of your parent’s not attending your engagement?... Miss. Alisa?”       “when are you planning to get married”     “Miss. Scott… you are new face of Scott’s corporation, then why isn’t your family here….” I was getting blinded by the question… each second the questions were increasing and I didn’t knew what to say… this is triggering me more… I feel my palm sweating…     Edwin placed his hand on my shoulder, rubbing it slightly to comfort me as if he can sense my fear, suddenly I feel somewhat relaxed, I turned to face him, he was looking at media sharply, he is angry but holding it inside,… he said to the media, “My Queen is precious to me, please don’t be rude to her with all these personal question.. she does not need to justify anyone about herself,.. and  our relation has nothing to do with business, about her family, they can’t be here because of some business things but they will be on our wedding, we won’t miss family on important occasions… enjoy the party.” the media was moved away by the bodyguards… actually the media was dragged out the hall…  he stood up for me.. he helped me…. I know I would have failed to answer those anyways… but the way he warn them made me feel protected after long….. he smiled at me as he kissed my forehead lightly…he whispered, “Don’t worry, Little dove.. they won’t bother you.. you are perfect, don’t be scared…”       But they are speaking about the wedding, but did anyone asked me about it… I looked down as I am angry, does my permission even considered.. Edwin if you forced me to marry you again, I will hate you more… why can’t you understand.. let’s just move on and live our life as it was for 2 hours. I know this will hurt me but what can I do… you decided to leave me behind on your own.. and now I decided to push you away now… I need you to feel rejected even though it will kill me… but I am not going to marry you…    Edwin whispered in my ears, “The wedding will happen when you will be willing for it… I won’t force you for that little dove..” I took a deep breath internally, he knows what I am concerned about then why do you always fail to understand me.. or you are unseeing my decision