“I just helped you…. nothing more..”

   Episode- 205 “I just helped you…. nothing more..”     Edwin’s POV:        The next morning,            It took me few seconds to fix my blur vision as I woke up on the bed, my head hurts, I growled… I looked at the window and after few more seconds of blur memories, I remembered everything from the drug to Alisa accepting me … I sat up and sudden anger fill inside me as I remember what grandpa did to me, how can he do this to his own grandson, when I am the King..that old man is getting bold with old age…. but what can I do against him…. but as I remember Alisa agreeing to be with me again…. I though and said to myself, ‘should I thank him instead…’ I smiled as I moved my hands through my messy hair.. I said to myself, “Finally… I love is back in my arms… everything the right way…”     I looked at the other side of bed, she is lying n*ked, just the comforter covering her but it is not covering her completely it is below her waist her upper sexy body is bare, but thankfully she is on her stomach sleeping… I might have went hard last night…. She must be tired…  I couldn’t help but pet her head, she is all what I need…    But she is beautiful and back to me now, I kissed her forehead and patted her head…. She opened her eyes, maybe I woke her up….. she looked at me for few seconds then diverted her eyes…. I she shy….    I whispered, “Good morning, little dove.” I looked around to see my clothes scattered around the room with hers…      I got down from the bed and searched for my clothes, she in mean time sat on the bed…. As I was wearing my clothes I said, “Little dove….. I have a meeting, I will go…. but you can rest here….. and thank you for forgiving me, should we fix wedding date… I promise we will have a grand ceremony…” I am busy today so I am in hurry but I couldn’t help but point out about the wedding.. I can’t wait to marry her again and this time she will get the wedding she deserve….        I was buttoning my shirt when I heard her, “I didn’t agreed for the wedding….. I just helped you yesterday, nothing more…. I will not forgive you..” I couldn’t help but looked at her blankly, my moments were frozen on her words… what does she means by that… I hope it’s not what I think.. please tell me Alisa, you are not saying this… you are not… but I found nothing in her eyes as she diverted gaze…     My heart broke when I heard those words, I turned to her as I was not able to believe what she said, I asked, “Could you be clear…”     All I wanted to hear that everything between us would be the same way it use to be…. She will run in my arms and be happy with me… she will be my Queen and my little dove…     Her eyes filled with tears  as her eyes met mine and she said, “it was just like a one night stand…. Everything ends here…. I still hate you for the past… I will not forgive you…. I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU..” my feast tighten as she said this….       I was angry at this point… how could she say those things to me, how could she say something like a teenager, how dare she.. she was the one to say those worst last night  and now she is talking exactly opposite words…. I said as I was angry, “but you agreed for this… I thought everything would be fine now… you said that yourself, Alisa ” yes.. I am that angry on her that I desire to call her by her name.. so she can know right now she is playing with my feelings..    I warned again, “do you this you are being funny.. then let me tell you are not…” I was excepting her to say she was not serious about her words.. for a moment I thought everything is fixed.. but her expressions are telling me they are not         She replied as she avoided looking at me, “I was just helping you because you were---…. Nothing has change, consider it as a help…”    I asked as I was not sure did I heard those stupid words, “What?... could you repeat yourself?” I was folding my arms around my chest, I am really pissed right now.. she pulled the comforter closer to her body tightening it and said, “Nothing has changed,  Mr. Edwin Arthur Grey… consider last night as help…” help?... was last night just help for her…. she is even called me by my full name and being ridiculous… but I still don’t to hurt her in anger…    This time she got me really angry, I grabbed the vase and threw it on the wall in anger, she flinched, I said as I looked at her, “should I thank you for your help, Alisa?...” I didn’t wait for her answer instead I just walked out of the room, closing it with a loud bang…. Her words hurt me… more than any bullet any wound…. Why you have to hurt me like this Alisa… those words hurt me more than anything…. Alisa’s POV:     I cried after he left, I was mad at myself now… I could not bring myself to forgive him, some part of me wants to act like a brat and go against my feelings… my feelings are telling me to go in his arms and be his.. but I just couldn’t bring myself for that…. I cried on the bed rolling on the bed.. this hurts.. I know he is hurt, I hurt him…. soon I got in to shower to hide myself form everything, the flowing water could help me burry my pain in it……. After I got dressed I went to the bed and cleaned the room which was filled with my clothes which were rags, I looked at the bed and I could still see last night…. I do not regret last night, I am somehow treasuring it,…. I regret this morning which slaps me back the reality….. it felt like I pushing him away from me.. when he was walking to me…           2 day later,       I woke up this morning, with red eyes,… Edwin didn’t come to me ever again since morning after the party… Edwin must be really mad at me… I never saw him at dinner or lunch… I haven’t heard anything about him… I even walked around the palace to have his one glance but.. I never saw him, he is ignoring me, and I don’t have courage to knock on his room at night.. he must be really mad.. I somehow felt need of seeing him, but I forgot when he decides something no one can make him go against it… and now he don’t want to see me, but I miss him… he is ignoring me…. no.. this is wrong.. I want him to forget me.. I want to go back then why I am being pathetic in his absence… no I should control myself.. I need to get out of here… I really need to get out of here he is messing with my mind…   After like more 4 hours I decided something, I said to myself as I was making my distracted mind, “Alisa….. no matter what happens first thing is to get out of here, your mid is messing up…. for that you should find your belongings…. But where…. His room… yea… his room..” I quickly opened the door and saw no one around…. He won’t be in his room because it’s working hours… this is the right time to sneak.. no one will know till I am far away from here    Thank god! His room is right next to mine… I quickly opened it and it was not locked…. I walked in the huge room as quick as I can. I have to say it is well organized, … but I might mess it up and not sorry at all…. Right now I need to find something which belongs to me…    I started searching here and their around the room like a desperate person and feel like a thief but do he left me any option…    I searched under the bed, in drawers of night stand… every shelf, every place.. where is it..… I am searching like a crazy person and my hands are still empty…. The only place where my things can be are his cupboard… I tried to open it but it’s locked… I cursed in frustration… but a sudden memory flashed in my mind, I saw a key in the night stand… but will it fit…