“Wedding dress”

Episode- 217 **“Wedding dress”**      Edwin’s POV:         She looked at me and said, “I… I know now you are the King… I heard King… King had lot of women … many wife… countless mistress… secret lover… will you do the same…” she is insecure… why is she so naïve, but this makes me feel like make her treasure me… her warning sound as a plead, my little angle..    , I will make all of it disappear, your every doubt….. I saw her eyes sharpen, she said, “If you do something… like this… I will leave you” her eyes were filled with tears, she said, “I will not allow it… I will kill you… I will kill myself.. if-” I hugged I can’t bother to hear anymore… I said, “Little dove… I promise.. you are the only one… I can’t explain how I felt when you were not with me for 2 years… I can’t lose you again… I can’t think about anyone other than you… only women I love is you my Alisa… just trust me this time…. I will never leave you…” I felt her cheeks wet.. she is crying… why do you cry like this, I don’t want to see you like this my precious…         I  looked at her face and I pinched her cheeks, I said, “If you dare to say dying again... or cry again,  then I will punish you… please don’t say that…. Be happy.. all I need is you to be happy…” She nodded with a smile…. I hugged her.. this is like a dream, her being with me… I can’t wait for the wedding… I will give her everything that she can ever imagine.. I will make the happiest of the world…     After few minutes She moved away and got on her feet, she smiled, I know that smile, she is up to something that I won’t like, she is planning to tease me.. but let’s see what my dove has in her mind, all her action only make me fall for her more… she said with eyes filled with excitement and face showing a grin, “I want to follow the rules… we will not see each other, we will not sleep together, we will not do that.. till the wedding… like old times…. You are not even allowed to see me” she giggled… like it was the best idea ever… but this will be a torture for me…    … not seeing her till the wedding, not kissing her, not touching her,…..What?... no.. this not happening… I said, “No way.. we are already here ***** in front of each other… that is meaning of this… I won’t agree, little dove” I got on my feet so I could be close to her.    She moved back with a grin and said, “ it’s smile Simple.. stay away from each other till the wedding… it won’t be hard… will it?… I want to see… 1 month isn’t a problem…”  she moved back as she was covering herself with a sheet, her that tease smile ever let go her plump pink lips… how can I control myself when she is unbelievably sexy to me… I am not letting her this wish come true.. she need to be near me everyday.. that’s not how she should torture me…     I got close to her as I tried to explain, “Exactly…one month… that’s too long… what if I miss you… little dove, if you want excitement, we can go on dates.. do other couple things.. but not this.. I will miss you, if I don’t see you for a month..” she giggled as he hand went to the bathroom door..    She opened the bathroom door and said, “Then just miss me… it’s your penalty for leaving these hi****ies on my body on the wedding day selection, I need to cover them now.. agree to this.. see you after one month”  I was out of words, this not valid penalty, she liked it when I made those… what… ahh.. little dove, let’s see…. I will never let this ‘follow the rules’ game succeed..       I folded my hands around my chest, I am desperate to make this ‘rule game’ disappear.. I said, “I will not follow this…. that’s clear… and King’s order…” I smirked.. she was still peeping from the door..    She rolled her eyes and said, “But I will… don’t you dare to come for the wedding dress shopping.. I want you to see it on the wedding day… it’s Queen’s order…” she closed the door.. she is testing me… this is not possible…. I will go.. how can I not… I want to see her as a bride, I want to be part of every moment.. I can’t wait till the wedding day….      Alisa’s POV:             We are finally her for wedding dress shopping,,,, I am so excited and nervous… Edwin mom and my mom are also here, Tina is also here with her son… I didn’t know until now that she was going to come this fast, I need my only best friend here.... Edwin planned this for me, I was so happy on this, but he insisted on coming… I made sure he was not here…. although it was hard I made it happen with little help from my mother-in-law… it’s not like I don’t want to see him, it’s that this way it will be more exciting this way… so he can see me first time in wedding gown on our wedding itself…     The owner of this huge boutique came to us and greeted us.. she said, “It’s such as honor that Queen herself is here for her wedding dress..” I just nodded.. this status is too much.. all my life I wanted a simple life but now I feel like I am top of the food chain… but if Edwin is with me I won’t mind… I will adjust to be with him…     The owner said, “should we try gowns your highness..” I nodded.. Edwin’s mom hugged me and said, “I am more excited than you.. come fast.. don’t make us wait.” His mom is so sweet, but she is strong and bold at the same time.. I think every women should could learn something from her, I have lot to learn too….   Edwin’s mom released me from her hug and I couldn’t help but smile, Tina said, “Girl…. I know you will look the best anyways…” …I said , “I will be back…” I decided to ignore mom.. she is not in good mood, my mom is here so no one asks why is brides mom not participating in wedding arrangement.. let it be that way, at least I could make her part of this wedding. … I walked to the changing room, they have chandelier, white walls,.. beautiful flowers all around.. anyone can get married here.. no need to change the venue, this place looks better than any other wedding decoration..this is making me wonder what will it be like on my wedding day..… I am sure they prepared it for King’s fiancé…. But what will we hold on the wedding day, standards are pretty high,, but I am ok with anything because I know I will only look at my groom…      They got me into a dress it’s a sweet heart neckline princess style dress.. but it’s heavy, hot… but I look good though… I walked through the corridor to walk to the private room where everyone is waiting.. I walked in the room and Edwin’s mom grasped. I stood in front of the mirror… and Edwin’s Mom said, “Amazing… beautiful…” this dress shines, I mean literally shines, lacy, heavy skirt and top part is filled with crystals… but it’s not something I want.. but everyone already liked it…      Mom just looked at me, I know right now she is not hating me… Tina said as she was holding her son’s hand, “wow… see baby Untie looks like a Queen.. she is beautiful…. Make sure to find a pretty girl like Aunt when you grow up” her son was just busy smiling and trying to reach me.. I giggled.. Edwin’s mom joked, “Yea… make sure not the tell the King that your cute son is about to steal his bride..” I suppressed my smile as they are teasing me…  Tina’s son Noel passed me a flying kiss… and I did it too..    Edwin’s mom said again as she laughed, “Oh.. this little man wins the bride.. such a sweet boy…” Edwin’s mom turned to me and said, “What do you think about this dress sweety…”     I looked at the gown, but this is not what I want… it’s indeed beautiful.. but….. I was just not sure..  I want looked in the mirror and maybe this is not it…    Edwin’s mom asked, “You don’t like it Alisa… it’s ok the dress have to be like by you.. not my us…” she smiled at me reassuring me… my mom stayed silent.. but I will only focus on good thing…    I replied as I turned to Edwin’s mom, “it’s not like that… it’s just.. heavy……… and not me”      Edwin’s mom let a chuckle and said, “Ok… you can look for something different  I care is what you like.. anyways.. we already had our chance on our wedding now it’s your turn.. just please your heart, don’t over think”  I smiled.. she is the best… my mom has not expressed herself but the love I get from Edwin’s mom is enough at this moment…