“wedding dress 2”

  **  Episode- 218 “wedding dress 2”** **    Alisa’s POV:**          Edwin’s mom let a chuckle and said, “Ok… you can look for something different  I care is what you like.. anyways.. we already had our chance on our wedding now it’s turn.. just please your heart don’t over think”  I smiled.. she is the best… my mom has not expressed herself but the love I get from Edwin’s mom is enough at this moment…     Now I am standing in front of them in a beautiful, shinny mermaid styled dress, it has extra skirt arranged at the waist to give it more royal look, it’s off shoulder.. lot of delicate lacy design around the gown and a shinny flower designed belt… they even gave me put matching lacy gloves… and even the veil… Veil,, it’s the most beautiful thing I ever seen… it makes me look like a complete bride… a lady even put some flowers on my head, a flower tiara…. It’s perfect…    Edwin’s mom said, “you look stunning my dear.. but don’t get use to the flower tiara.. there is a special Tiara for the Queen…” I smiled at her, I don’t care about the Queen’s tiara.. all I care is I am his bride now…      I looked at the mirror for the final time at myself, a part of me couldn’t believe it is me… my eyes filled with tears as I imagined myself walking to Edwin on our wedding day… I tried not to cry, I shouldn’t cry on this happy day… I turned at everyone and Edwin’s mom was smiling at me. I can tell she is beyond happy.. Tina’s eyes are filled with tears… but Mom…  I looked at mom… she is looking away… as if she is hiding her face… I whispered, “Mom…” I couldn’t help she is my mother… I need her words, if it’s not words then her glance…      She looked at me after hesitating, she… she is in tears… mom is crying… for me,,,,, she is crying because she is happy right?.. she is happy to see me as a bride?... my heard is suddenly filled with happiness and other feelings I never knew..    I rushed to hug her,,, but my feet stopped as soon as I remember what relation we have, maybe I shouldn’t  get close to mom, she won’t like it…. I was just few steps away from her, I was in tears.. but I have no guts to hold her, even though I want to… I could just say, “m-mom..” my feast is tightened as this feelings are too much to handle..     I felt her hugging me…. mom hugged me… I hugged her back… isn’t it all I wanted all this time… just little love, this moment is suddenly making all of this complete… I am so happy..… suddenly mom got away from me as if she  regrets it.. her expression tells me that she is surprised her own actions.. she walked out without looking back…. She is surprise to see her own emotions.. the love disappeared soon even before I can treasure it..     Did I lost it again… Edwin’s mom placed her hand on my shoulder, she said, “Dear…. she is still your mother… some part of her wants you, you just have to wait….” I nodded with a smile… tears are still there but I still see the hope.. for the first time I saw hope.. maybe one day mom will love me… it just needs time,,     Tina rubbed my back and said, “So.. are we choosing the dress… and stop crying idiot.. I already have one baby… so you don’t need to cry” I chuckled on her comment…    Her baby laughed as he was trying to grab the dress, Tina holds his hand and said, “No.. baby… you can’t destroy the dress…. Look she looks pretty like angle…” I chuckled… Tina whispered, “You are right.. he is hard to handle…”  Edwin’s mom chuckled and said, “Edwin was way more active than him.. I know his kids are going to be same..” this got me red.. Tina poked with a dirty grin…      I stood in front of the mirror in the changing room, I smiled as I looked at the mirror, I wiped my tears, finally at least mom felt some emotions for me… I felt like I saw my mother in her after all this years..   My eyes widen as I saw Edwin, he was leaning against the closed door… I turned to him with shock, I said, “Y-you-… why are you here.. I told you not to come…” I didn’t even realized he was here all this time.. he walks with no sound and moment… is he a ghost..    He smiled as he looked at me from up and down, he stood in front of me as he was looking at me for long enough… He said, “I can marry you right now… who allowed you to be breathtaking.. ” he grabbed my waist as he pulled me close to him, he said, “It would be waste if I let my beautiful bride remove this clothing without using it properly…” I am totally flushed… he is always good with words  after committing mistakes..     Ahh.. this guy… he spoiled everything.. I wanted to see this shock on the wedding day, but it is pleasing  how he is totally flushed seeing me like this,, seeing me as his bride… ……still not the right time…    I felt him holding my face in his hands, they are gentle. He asked, “But who made these tears fall… I do not allowed you to tear up like this…”his anger is underneath his lovely expression as he is admiring me..   I grabbed his hand in excitement happiness and I  said with a smile, “Edwin… mom.. my mom showed tears for me… I am so happy.. I see hope… maybe someday I can be her daughter again” Edwin smiled and patted my head… he said, “But… I still don’t like your tears.. don’t cry little dove…” he wiped my tears with his thumb… his touch was like I am a delicate flower..   His hands move across my face tracing my cheeks and admiring me. touched my lips and my breath is already getting heavy in excitement.. he kissed my forehead then my cheeks,, I closed my eyes with his every kiss…  He moved to kiss me but I stood back as I remembered I wanted to follow the old time rules till the wedding… but his eyes are asking me why.. I know this expression.. I enjoy his plead… maybe I love teasing him and anyways I will not let him kiss me till the wedding.. this is what I want see him desperate to touch me..     I replied as I smiled at him, “Your Majesty.. please step out of his room.. I need to change. Anyways we decided about staying away from each other till the wedding…” I saw his eyes looking at my lips then he smirked… what is he thinking…  this is giving me butterflies… I am nervous…     He walked close to me, I feel his power, dominance.. he is so hot.. he smirk and said, “Little dove,… I do not agreed to that… and I can help you dressing….” His eyes are getting dark, he touched my waist seductively.. oh god!… I moved back stuttering, “Y-You a-are not supposed to be here… ladies only…. If anyone finds you here there can be rumors” looked down avoiding his devil eyes, he touched my chin pulling me to face him… he moved his hand to my neck and this is getting hard to breath, I am nervous..    I whispered, “E-edwin..” I wanted to say stop this, but all those words got disappeared in my throat as I was nervous..   I felt him touching my waist again, his hands went to the knot back of my dress… I am embarrassed, this is not right in this place… I said as I looked at him, “someone will see us…” I looked at him, I know my mind is completely blurred by his touch…     I felt him undoing the knot, as I had the feeling getting out of the fabric, he was smelling my hairs as he whispered seductively, “No one will enter… and no one will know if you kept down…” I closed my eyes in nervousness, I griped his shirt… I was standing in my undergarments near him, where he was touching my bare part of body, the dress was still hanging around my waist because of its fitting …   I felt him kissing my neck, I couldn’t help but suppress my feelings and voice. I whispered, “Ed-Edwin… s-stop…” I felt him tightening his grip on my waist… I murmured something to myself as I closed my eyes…   He whispered, “Shuu… keep your voice down.. my little dove….” He pushed this dress down off.. it landed on the floor… my breath was getting stuck in my body, I looked at him, his eyes were dark with desire… and I know may be I am in embarrassing  situation…    I felt him touching my thigh, his hands are hot, his hands went to my inner thigh, I flinched as shivers ran down my every corner of the body… he is rubbing my thigh… why is he teasing me… I said, “S-stop.. stop—E-Edwin…” I felt stinging sensation as he spanked my butt… it was painful but weirdly appealing… I looked at him in anger and frustration…. He was already looking in my eyes to see my reaction..… and I am about to lose every bit of it… no matter how many time I sleep with him, I found his touch new every time.    He smirked, and whispered in my ears, “Now..  I want you to wait for me desperately… till night…” he moved back, as his smirk got wider. He turn to leave, he faced me before grabbing the door handle. He winked at me and walked out of the door… did he… did he just teased me on purpose?… and now left me all mess.. and in need… this guy!!!! He is teasing me… Edwin Grey!!!!!!!... I sat on the chair… and looked in the mirror as my face is red as I stand there almost naked…, I covered my face with both my  hands as I am flushed… this is embarrassing… Edwin you pervert!!!   I walked out of the room well dressed but what happened in the room is in m mind, my cheeks are still red… I walked to Edwin’s mom, and others… they look like they are about to leave.. Edwin’s mom said, “Alisa… are you ok… you look red.. do you have a fever….” She placed her hand on my forehead to check my temperature… I replied, “No.. we should leave… I am bit tired…”…. Oh god this is embarrassing…