“it’s fine…. no need to cry…”

**    Episode- 254  “it’s fine…. no need to cry…”** **   Alisa’s POV:**        I heard Edwin, “How dare you be this rude to the Queen?” the reporter said with confidence, “Am I wrong Mrs. Gray?” I replied this time, “Mr. you are rude… she was my sister,,, relations are never based on money, they are based on love… I really feel bad for you that you have a narrow mindset..” the man scoffed and then pulled the vase on the table.. he said, “Are you acting good?” I was confused.. the man threw the vase at me in fraction of second… no!         Edwin came in between and blocked the vase, his hand was bleeding now as the vase collided into his hand before breaking into pieces and falling on the ground… the security immediately caught that man and started pushing him out of the place… in mean time other bodyguards formed a protection circle around me and Edwin, Edwin was already protecting me…     After few minutes of chaos, I was sitting in front of Edwin, holding his hand, and trying to stop blood flowing from his hand, he got it injured as he blocked the vase coming to me… I was in tears as I am trying to stop treat his wound…. He got injured because of me… he is going through this pain because of me…  I feel bad and guilty..         Edwin was looking at me as he said, “it’s fine… no need to cry..” I shake my head in ‘no’ and continued doing what I was doing… I heard Ken saying, “Ma’am… doctor is here, please…” I nodded and moved back… the doctor treated his wound, I was wiping my tears as I am really worried about him, I can’t help it….. the doctor turned to me and said, “Ma’am.. there is nothing to worry… his majesty is fine, it’s a minor cut…”  I replied, “Thank you..” Ken and doctor walked out of the room and I walked to Edwin…. I sat near him and I was observing the bandaged wound and it must be hurting me,,, it’s all because of me…       I felt his other hand on my cheek, I looked at him to see him with a soft smile, he wiped my tear and I said, “I am sorry… for all… you got hurt because of me… and I was ignoring you because I was scared.. sorry, I never considered how you were feeling about it… I am sorry Edwin..” he looked at me as ii was saying all this filled with guilt… I   He said, “please talk with me when you feel stressed… I hate when you ignore me.. I just want you to open up with me…” he landed a small kiss on my forehead..  I closed my eyes, suddenly everything feels nice.. I was acting a fool all day.. I troubled him and myself in all of this.. we should stay together, the person who is doing all this wants us to apart, and I was just acting that way.. I need to talk to him and clear things when it gets hard.. at last we need to be together through good times and bad times…. Yes, from now on I will think before acting harshly..     I asked to him, “does it hurt?.. it looks really bad…”  he looked down and was laughing, I got nervous, did I said anything stupid… he looked at me and said, “it’s weird.. how it hurts less when you care for me.. like everything is less painful… I smiled as I wiped my tears… yes, it gets less painful when someone you love cares for you or at least you get the strength to go through this..    I turned to Edwin as a thought ran through my mind,,, I asked, “Edwin… why did the reporter attacked me?.. I said nothing wrong…. Or did i?” I want to know, how he feels,… I know I did nothing wrong… but how a peaceful meeting turn into a place for violence…      I saw his face getting serious, he is tensed out of a sudden, he pulled me close to him so I was sitting close to him, he took my hand in his, I can feel the reason he is touching my hand is to get comfort… he always crave for touch when he is tensed or worried…     I placed my head on his shoulder as I was hugging his hand, he said, “the way that man attacked you… it’s clear.. he wanted to attacked you, even if you answer or not… you did nothing wrong… he was send to attack, maybe this was planned…. We need to find that person…” this got me worried, I hugged his hand more tighter, I don’t want to show how worried I am..    I said, “So… you are saying the warning at my parents house was for this attack…” I wanted to know it clearly… Edwin nodded and said, “maybe… he is playing… he is enjoying this… don’t worry, now that I got that reporter… I will track that person…. I will not let that Jasper Moore do anything to you…” I just replied, “I trust you… and I want you to be safe first… please protect yourself too… I am scared of this Jasper Moore…” I am scared… I feel this constant terror now, any moment that person can do anything as he please.. this is not letting me rest… my mind is jumping up and down…. Please… I want this to end soon..