“Where is Alisa?”

       Episode- 265 “Where is Alisa?”      Edwin’s POV:      “Alisa…… little dove…..” I opened my eyes, to look around to find her. where is she?... where is this place?.. Hospital!.... suddenly all the memories fluid in my mind, she got shot!... Alisa… I need to get to her… where is she?      I pulled the Iv, and tried to get down of the bed… my head hurts a little…. I heard mom voice, “Edwin!.. stop.. where are you going??” she ran to me with Ken.. Ken tried to stop  me, but I pushed him saying, “I need to find Alisa!!!! GET AWAY…”     Mom grabbed my hand and said, “Edwin.. relax… just look at me…” I closed my eyes and then looked at mom, I don’t know why but when mom said that I had to cool myself down…. I need to do it….    I said to mom, “Where is Alisa?.. I need to see her…” mom nodded as she is trying to make me relax,… but I can’t cool down till I see her.. I need to see her, I need to make sure she is ok…       Mom said, “Let the doctor check you first.. you work up after 2 days… please…” mom was in tears so I nodded, Ken went to call the doctor.. I asked mom, “I will kill that Jasper … he.. he shot Alisa… I don’t even know how is she…” mom touched my face and said, “Jasper is dead…..” maybe Ken shot him few time,,, I don’t remember it clearly… but I know mom won’t lie..    I asked mom, “Alisa.. is she fine?.. is she alive?” mom nodded and said, “Yes… she is… she is in the room next to you…”  but I can tell mom is hiding something….     The doctor checked my head, I have few injuries here and there, I have a small head injury, it’s minor the doctor said,…      I asked mom, “I am going to see Alisa…” Ken supported me, he helped me to walk out of the room, my leg hurts, I am nervous as I am in front of this closed room, Mom opened the door, and I walked in, Ken was following me with mom and doctor. They were here to make sure I was ok, but I need to see Alisa…      I walked in saw her lying unconscious on the hospital bed, Ken is still supporting me.. he made me sit…  I looked at Alisa, the machines beside her is  on.. I see no moment.. I rushed to her, she is not moving, she isn’t awake.. why!...it’s been two days… then why!    I touched her cheek and tear fall from my eyes, why is this is happening…. I asked, “Mom.. is she ok?.. why she isn’t awake yet?” Mom took a deep breath wiping her tear..    She said, “Alisa….. Alisa slipped in coma.. we don’t know when will she woke up, she lost too much blood…..” what?!! Coma!!    I turned to mom and said rejecting it, “no.. I just woke up..maybe she will too.. maybe she just needs more rest..” mom turned her face away..    The doctor said, “Your majesty… you were under sleeping drugs,,… you just went yesterday through a minor surgery on your leg… but Queen… Queen barely made it …. She lost too much blood.. we don’t know when she will wake up… but we can pray…” I was about to get up, I failed.. Ken was supporting me.. I am angry desperate… not ready to agree to this..     Mom said, “Edwin.. don’t move harshly.. your leg is still recovering..” I screamed,  “What do you want me do??!!!!!! wake her up!!!” mom tried to make me calm… after few more minutes mom give me water and said, “Look… I know this is hard time… but we will go through this.. she is going to ok, she will awake.. I believe it, she done nothing wrong… she will be fine..” this hurts inside,,.. why this happened?... what I am going to do?..    I turned to Ken and said, “arrange the best doctors of the country… Alisa should be treated no matter what.. I will not let anything come in way now…” Mom nodded and said, “Yes.. please be in sense.. it’s hard but you need to go through it for her…” I hugged mom, I will do anything for Alisa.. anything…    The doctor was still standing there, I looked at him and asked, “Is anything more serious about Alisa?” the doctor looked at mom then said, “I already told your mother, your highness… but as a doctor I think I need to tell you this” I looked at him excepting him to speak further..   The doctor said, “Queen is 2 week pregnant… she almost miscarried that day, but miracle happens.. surprisingly the fetus is healthy..” I looked at mom, she nodded. I turned to Alisa, she is just lying there…. I said, “please leave me alone with her…” they all left… I turned to Alisa as they left. I took her hand in mine, I kissed it.. tears left my eyes.. I am happy but this pain of Alisa’s this condition is making it unbearable… I wanted it to share this with her. I wanted to see her happy face when she will know about the child.. I really want to see her awake with me..     I kissed her hand again and said, “Little dove.. please get up fast… you can’t stay silent in situation like this.. when you are giving me this happiness…” I grabbed her hand tightly. I touched her belly, in this important time of my life I feel alone.. Alisa…please make it for me…. I am sorry for failing to protect you… but please forgive me this time… please…   I said to her again through tear, “Please… little dove… I promise I will take care of our baby and you.. please…get up… I love you,, please Alisa.. you can’t do this to me.. I am already missing you” I kissed her hand again… this is unbearable.. this helplessness..it’s all beyond explanation.. I can’t explain how it feels to see your love ones in this situation.. when they are in pain and you can do nothing.. when you want to end their problems but you can do nothing.. because it’s beyond your hand.. but I will be waiting for you to be ok and back in my arms… I will wait….