“happy that you remember me”

    Episode- 268 “happy that you remember me” **    Edwin’s POV:**       I walked to her, this silence in this room is making me fear… really fear… I sat in front of me only then she looked at me… I know I am at the edge of crying.. she was looking at me, I can see her eyes filling with tears, it feels great to see these clear brown eyes… after these months..   I can’t tell what I felt I see her looking at me after these months, the loneliness killed me in many ways, I missed her touch… my miss her smile, I missed her words, I missed how she use to complain to me… I missed all of that.. now that she is finally wake I am scared ….will she forget me.. or never speak to me again.. this the situation where my heart is getting weak, I want to run form this fear for the first time in my life.. I pulled myself together and looked at her.. she is in tears.. she is still beautiful….   I whispered, “Little dove…..” she started crying as I said it, I want to stop her from crying… after 3 months last thing I want to see is her crying… I don’t to see her cry…     I touched her cheeks wiping her tears as she kept sobbing, she hugged me the next moment… I can’t explain what I felt when she did that.. she hugged me tightly sobbing in my chest… she whispered, “Edwin… Edwin.. thank god! you are fine.. I was worried..” I smiled through these tears, the pain in my heart vanished… there is no need to worry now… she remembers me.. she is speaking to me…        After few more minutes of taking each other in arms she separated from   me, I kissed her lips lightly and said, “I am so happy that you remember me… I was worried that you won’t recognize me…”  she touched my face, as if she never saw it before… but that doesn’t matter as long as I have her…     She touched a part of my forehead and asked, “Edwin… you were injured here… were it all go….” she doesn’t know it’s been 3 months… whole 3 months… she furrowed as she touched her shoulder… she said remembering, “it was hurting here before….” I want her to stop… I know she won’t take it good, it she remembers anything more than that..      She said as her eyes got wide, “I was shot… by Jasper…” she looked at me still in tears and shock, she said, “I shot him too….. I shot Jasper… I killed him.. I killed someone…” her head sink down as she said those.. no… this is not going good… she don’t like hurting people.. I know she won’t take it good as she remembers shooting someone…      I made her look at me and said, “look… it’s fine…” she cried more as she said, “no!,,, I killed someone…. I am a murderer… I am a murderer…” this is it… I am worried that it will affect her mentally, when she didn’t actually killed Jasper…       I touched her cheeks and said with confidence, “No.. you didn’t killed him, Alisa… you didn’t… after he shot you, Ken shot jasper multiple times, Jasper is dead…. You just shot in once and that’s not reason for him to die… you were just protecting me… all you did was protecting me…” she looked in my eyes as if she was conforming I was telling the truth… I am telling the truth, she didn’t killed him… she didn’t    She asked, “You are telling the truth?” I nodded with a smile, I said, “Yes… everything I said is truth.. you did nothing wrong… neither did Ken, killing a criminal is not a crime when you have to save others….” I can sense her being normal, she got close to me as if she was scared… I know she will be like this, I will be in every part of that…. To support her…    She asked again, “then where are your wounds…”  she was confused… I have lot to tell her, like this unborn child and then the 3 months of her being in coma…       I grabbed her hand and said, “Alisa… you were in coma…. 3 months.. I missed you…”  I was praying inside that it won’t affect her badly, she is still in trauma of shooting someone.. she is my delicate little dove, I know she won’t take it good if she gets depressed… I need to make this comfortable..   she said being shock, “3 months?” her voice was weak.. I rubbed her back to comfort her, my little dove, just be strong, I promise what you suffered will never happen again… I promise..       I nodded, I added, “But there is nothing to worry…you are fine now… you parents and my parents are here …. The grandparents everyone is waiting for you.. they are worried…” she looked around for few minutes as she digesting these things… I smiled internally, I know it’s hard but she will go through this… she asked again, “is it really ok?” I nodded as I placed kiss on her forehead… she is really worried about all of this.. all of it is too much for her to handle..    I grabbed her attention by saying, “Shane is also fine… he was just drugged not any major injury…” she looked at me in surprise.. she sigh, she said, “No.. I forgot about him.. is he really fine?.. because of me he got in this…” I nodded… I think it’s normal… she must find it hard to remember,, but I know  she will remember everything soon…       I need to tell her about this child, I took her hand in mine and said, “can I tell you something?” she let a small nod…  I know she is nervous, I am nervous too. I held her hand tightly, I said, “Alisa…. We are going to be parents. You are three months pregnant… I found out when you were in the hospital… I waited all this time to tell you…” she looked at me for few wide seconds…. she squeezed my hand but didn’t had much of reaction, she smiled the next second, embracing me in her arms. I hugged her back, she said, “I am.. I am so happy… I can’t tell you how happy I am… like I get all of those I missed in 3 months..” I smiled… this is really amazing… all of this feels complete.. without her this life changing good news seemed to be incomplete but now she is here.. everything is ok … till I have Alisa by my side…