“will you forgive us?…”                                                                             

    Episode- 269 “will you forgive us?…”                                                                                          Alisa’s POV:                                                Edwin is not leaving my side, but I am not complaining. He says it’s 3 months that I was in coma, but I still feel that the traumatic kidnap just happened yesterday.. I am scared, maybe for the first time in my life I tried to harm someone… even though it was my Kidnaper or the person who was trying to kill Edwin.. I am still traumatized by it… I shot someone..    My family and Edwin’s family walks in the room, Edwin is sitting beside me holding my hand. All of them walked in, they looked concerned and worried.. and maybe hesitation..     I looked at all of them and formed a light smile, they were surprised and they looked at Edwin, I turned to Edwin because I never thought they will react this way. Edwin looked at them and said, “She remembers… she was just in phase maybe.. we can check it out later…”     Edwin’s mom smiled and she practically ran to me, she hugged me and said, “I am so thankful to god… God returned you to us… I am so thankful…” I hugged her back, I can feel she is crying maybe. She separated and said, “You know what… your mom helped me a lot to take care of you.. your dad checked on your condition every day, even  Edwin’s Grandfather and your Grandfather… even Edwin’s dad… the doctor is already annoyed by their questions…. Your grandma came here every day to take care of you…”  I looked at my family and everyone.. I can see Grandma is looking away… she is in tears…    Edwin’s mom added, “Your grandma… put her favorite pendant on you saying it brings good health and fortune.. her mother passed it her and she passed it to you…” I looked at grandma.. she finally looked at me.. I know she in tear…     Grandpa said, “Finally… she knows how to treasure diamond…” I don’t know if I am diamond or not.. I am just happy that I got this family love… it’s ok if I was awake or not..   I tried to get down of the bed, but I set my foot down, I was about to fell down as if it was I was child learning to walk.. before I could fall Edwin grabbed me an pulled me back to bed.. the whole family grasped… Grandma rushed to me, she looked at me from up and down , she adjusted the pillow behind me as Edwin was helping me sit comfortably…       I heard Grandpa scolding, “do you even know to rest when you are sick?.. this girl, just woke up and jumping around….” I smiled as tear roll down, Grandma was still making sure I was ok, she said, “surely she is careless… does she even think about the child…” Grandma stopped as if she was shocked on her own words… I looked around the family and they were worried… do they already know about the child.. what I am even thinking surely they know…    Grandma turned to Grandpa and said, “What is wrong with my mouth?” I chuckled and everyone was in shock.. just Edwin was smiling at me. I said, “Seems like I am the last one to know about my own pregnancy…” Everyone just looked at Edwin and Edwin put his hand around my shoulder and kissed my forehead..    Edwin’s mom laughed and said, “it’s good.. I had hard time hiding it myself… it’s such big news that hiding it becomes impossible… happiness won’t let the silence stay stronger…”     I smiled.. I can see everyone is looking at me happily… I saw my dad and mom satisfied… the way they are looking at me… they use to look like this at Ruth.. I am sure…       I stretched my hand and said, “Mom, Dad….can I hug you?” mom looked surprised. She rushed to me and hugged me…  I felt her kissing my head as she hugged me, I am just happy in this embrace.. even if it’s one time..    I heard mom saying in crying voice, “You scared me when I saw you in blood… I was worried to death, I thought I couldn’t breathe… I don’t know where were these feelings for years but that day, I lost my mind in worry.. I was still scared knowing you might never wake up…as this day comes.. everything seems to less painful..” I was sniffing but I smiled as mom pulled up..    I just said, “I am glad that you were worried about me.. and I am sorry for making you worry…” I wiped my tear…  I felt hand on my head, dad touched my cheek and said, “please… don’t ever make us see you like that…. It was hard… please don’t come in front of any weapon… be safe…” I smiled..    Dad grabbed my hand and said, “Will you forgive you father….. I know I made mistakes… but something in my heart wants to be your father…” I don’t know but tears are filling my eyes..   Mom said in teary eyes, “Alisa… I know maybe I was really bad mother to you.. but I will still ask for a chance shamelessly,,, because I don’t want to lose you again…” I hugged dad and mom and said, “don’t make me cry… I had enough.. please be good mom and dad… I felt abandon all my life.. but know I want to feel complete…” the hugged me back.. maybe… I really got the family I deserves… my parents and  grandparent …. Lovely in-laws…and my perfect husband…