“I will not share toys and my room with the new babies”

Episode-  288  “I will not share toys and my room with the new babies” **     Few days later,                                                                                                                  ** **   Alisa’s POV:**         I was sleeping on the bed and relaxing my own thoughts, and Edwin is sleeping and  resting beside me like we always do.. the kids are asleep in their rooms, well they were tired so it was easy to put them to sleep.. and they went to sleep early today so we have some extra time to relax, these extra minutes are like are blessing when you are a parent…  Edwin asked as I am relaxing, “Little dove… what do you think what will be the gender of the baby?”  I turned my face to him and rolled close to him… I have no idea but I like seeing in his eyes… I love how his eyes are.. deep like ocean.. I can to dive in them if I can.. he is so lovely and attractive.. a perfect husband…   I replied as I moved my hand on his face, “I don’t know.. I just want them to be healthy and less painful for me during the birth..” I really had hard time during Alexis’s birth.. Ernest also gave me some pain, so don’t want it to be as easy can it go on me.. Edwin placed his hand on my cheeks and said, “yea… me too.. I don’t like you being in pain” he kissed my forehead, then my lips.. I love him, this is ringing in my head.. that I love this man with all my heart’s content and l love how take cares of me… I love how he is always there for me…    I closed my eyes trying to relax.. this feels nice. A warm cozy room, silence and a husband ready to cuddle, it’s perfect after a busy and active day… I heard Edwin saying, “but I really hope both of them should be girls…” I smiled still eyes closed. I felt Edwin moving on the bed, the next moment I found Edwin kissing my belly… I love how he is affectionate to the babies, he is always like this, he talks to the baby, tried to  feel the babies moment… he is always like this in each pregnancy, he wants to know more about the baby even before they are born, Edwin said to my belly, “ok.. I really hope both  of you are princesses.. please don’t’ be like your brothers. They are brat..” I chuckled.. he is really talking to the baby like this.. he said don’t be like Ernest and Alexis.. but both of my boys take after Edwin… I chuckled as I thought this..  well this is not good to tell the new babies bad about their brothers.. they are not that bad.. but I couldn’t help but chuckle how Edwin complained or plead… it was funny…    I heard Edwin saying again, “so my Princesses… Dad will protect you no matter what.. even if you are Prince dad will protect you… but dad really hopes this time I get two sweet little baby princesses..” I smiled as I looked at him.. I want that too.. I also want  girls… our family will be perfect if we get blessed by a girl…   I whispered to him slowly, “Edwin..” he looked at me, soon I found him near my face as he crawled further.. I grabbed his face and kissed him, I really wanted this.. a slow passionate but heating kiss. I really want this.. he kiss me back with all his passion  and love… I moved my hands through his hairs as I kiss him…. maybe hormones are taking over my mind and boy but u don’t mind… I love how excited and loved he makes me feel…      Edwin broke the kiss so I can breath, he smiled and said, “I love how you get h**ny when you are pregnant.. this is only time your hormones are great..” I chuckled.. he is right, but what can I do.. I have no self control all of a sudden.. anyways he likes this.. it is written al over his face.. his smirk and dark blue eyes soaked in need.. need to touch me and feel me.. I know him… he wants it more than me… I know him very well….   I said as I breathe out, “if you like this then why are you still looking.. do it as you please..” he smirked more, the next moment he threw his shirt off his body, well his well built body.. I love it….. the shirt is now discarded in some corner of the room., and both of us don’t care about this. he bent down to kiss me once more.. he kissed me slow passionately but this time deeper.. I felt him kissing my neck, I grip on the sheet.. he is going down to my cleavage…. I can’t control it.. it is so sensual and arousing…    But this all got ruined my a door knock., who knocks the door. I heard a sound, “mom.. mom..” it’s Alexis, he sounds scared.... I pushed Edwin from top of me, I really don’t care at this moment what where we doing seconds ago.. my baby sounds scared.... I can see Edwin is irritated and desperate but not now… I got down from the bed and opened the door.. in mean time Edwin somehow pulled his shirt back on himself.. trying to hide all of it inside.. even though I know he is kind of embarrassed … but we can’t do anything now… Kids needs attention    As I open the door I saw, Alexis with his pillow.. he looks scared.. I asked him as I sat to his level, “Baby what is it?.. you should be sleeping right now,..” soon I spotted Ernest walking out of the room too.. did Alexis had a nightmare or something… he must be really scared then…    Alexis said as he sniffed, “Mom… I was scared… can I sleep with you and dad..” I kissed his forehead, my baby cried.. I smiled at him trying to comfort him with it and I said, “yea.. you can.. just don’t be scared.. go now jump on the bed.. sleep with mom and dad” I turned to Ernest and hugged him, I said, “go baby.. jump on the bed.. sleep with mom and dad today..” he smiled and both of them went to the bed and took their places on the bed… I smiled at both of them, Ernest was also scared but tries to hide it.. but I know…. and I will help them .. Edwin helped them with the cover.. he is a good father…    I closed the door and walked to the bed and got under the cover and so did Edwin.. Edwin said to the kids, “good night.. sleep tight.. we are here nothing to be scared..” both of them cuddle with us and smiled.. we are really lucky to have them we are really lucky to have kids like them… even though Edwin are me not being on sexy time but cuddling with kids gives different kind of satisfaction… I don’t care about what was the mood few minutes ago,, I just want to sleep peacefully with my babies… I smiled as I noticed both of them are having hard time to keep their eyes open… soon they were sleeping, I kissed both of them on cheek and said good night… I noticed Edwin is also sleeping… I kissed his cheek and whispered good night in this ears…    Next morning,      We were having breakfast like usual. It’s week end to its family time, and good breakfast, I mean what kids like but healthy version of it.. Edwin’s parents went on their date or I was going to call Edwin’s parents too… but they are lately spending time with each other, I am glad they did, they are the perfect couple any one can take inspiration from them… well I really like how they are so close and romantic all these years.. they must be really in love with each other.. I hope me and Edwin will be the same when we grow old.. we will also go on dates and time for each other when we get old.. and anyways Edwin does that now too… we go on dates and spend time together… and I know we are going to be same till or last breath.. so in love    I placed the fruits in the kids plate and said, “come on eat up…” I noticed Alexis has this weird face, he makes that every time I give him something healthy… when I made him eat vegetables he always does that.. and fruits too.. I mean only fruit he eat is strawberry on the cakes.. I always feel like laughing when I remember how picky my kids are,… but it’s not good for his health.. fruits are good. really good… he should eat them  I said to Alexis, “Alex.. you have finish the plate.. or no cakes and candies..” he made a weird face.. he was whining.. well he is the dramatic one in the family.. maybe because he is the youngest till now, yea.. he can get away with anything in front of his grandma because he is the youngest.. well she punishes them when they do mistakes, but still they have her soft side.. I have no problem in Edwin’s mom punishing kids for doing wrong.. they need to learn, and Edwin’s mom is strict sometimes so she can put little discipline in them, even though they  are still the same, I think it’s in their blood line….. Alexis complained to Edwin who was munching in his sandwich… Alexis said, “dad… I want ice-crème and cake and …. Waffles…” he is cute when he wines… but I am sure he will not get any of those till he empty his plate and his juice… well their pediatrician gave me their healthy diet at this age group for both Ernest and Alexis. and I am trying to incorporate it slowly… but I will try till I am successful, even though it would be hard but they need to eat good so they can grow stronger and sharper..    Edwin just replied to Alexis whines, “well.. if your plate  is empty  then maybe we will think...” Alexis pouted, and then added again, “but this is yuck…” I noticed Ernest is just eating like his little brother doesn’t exist.. well Ernest have no problem with fruits, he enjoys them. but he like fruits.. and he also don’t like fruits jams.. he prefer fresh fruits.. well at least I can feed him fruits.. veggies are on the level two..    Edwin just replied to Alexis, “no it’s not.. give it a try.. be brave and fruits are tasty” Alexis pouted more at Edwin, but Edwin is eating his food.. so not working my dear child.. dad also wants you to eat good. Edwin will not agree on stupid demands related to the food.. he cares for kids and sometimes he is strict about eating and doing certain things… he is on my side this time.. mission make kids eat  healthy is in process…    Alexis said to Ernest, “Ernest…. Eat my food…” I want to laugh but I was in mom mode so I hided it.. he wants his brother to take the food so he can have some sweets.. Alexis well try but I am sure Ernest is not going to fall for it.. anyways it’s not good to use your brother like this.. anyways I am sure Ernest won’t agree… never..    Alexis was putting his fruits in Ernest plate when Ernest stopped him and Ernest just replied, “grow up…new babies are coming so grow up…. Deal with yourself” my eyes widen, I looked at Edwin who was looking at me and then at Kids..  well.. I found it rude.. I am not going to lie…    Ernest looked at Edwin, I don’t know but I think we are going to under the mountains of questions.. someone give us the strength for it..  and I am sure we are going to get interrogated by our 6 year old.. why I am nervous.. I shouldn’t be… I am the mom here.. I am the parent and adult…    Alexis asked innocently, “babies?” he looked at Ernest with his innocent eyes… I am thankful that one of them has nothing to say, but I am sure Ernest has lot to say…    Ernest answered Alexis, “didn’t you heard at the party.. the mom and Dad are going to bring new babies.. they are twins…” Alexis looked more confused. I just passed a awkward smile to Alexis saying, “it’s nothing.. eat your food.. you too Ernest…” well.. they will know eventually, they will know when the babies are born.. sure they will….. I wanted to keep it  like this till the birth but.. I forgot I am can’t hide this…    Ernest said boldly and almost like an adult, “I need to be clear… I won’t share my room with the new babies,  I will not share my toys and video games… and anyways we didn’t needed new babies..” Edwin tried to save the situation and he just said with a smile, “you shouldn’t say that.. who teach to talk like that..” yea.. Edwin is trying to control the situation but I am not sure about this.. Ernest is always full of question there is no way he will just end here.. he will not stop like this…    Ernest asked, “we are two brother and why you want more babies..” I was trying to avoid the question.. but I know Ernest is not going to stop till he gets his answer… well this not what he should asked, we are blessed to have more babies… like god wants us so he blessed us with this.. we were not even trying to have babies in the first place but I got pregnant and I didn’t knew at first, Tina took me to the hospital and then I got to know about the pregnancy and twins… it’s like we meant to have a big family, but there is no way I can explain this to my kids….   I said with a smile, “god..wants Mom and Dad to have more children and bless us.. anyways god knows Ernest is a good big brother.. so he will send some sweet cute babies…”  yea.. maybe this is a good explanation.. will it save me from further questions.. but I want Ernest to understand and  don’t ask any question that I will find hard to answer    Ernest said as he picked his juice bottle, “god knows nothing then.. we already have stupid Alexis why will we need more stupid babies..” well that was savage and proof that he didn’t buy my explanation…  Edwin coughed and said, “Alisa… can I have some juice..” yea.. nice distraction.. I passed Edwin juice and noticed Ernest is busy all by himself eating his food.. well this kids is hard to manage and I am finding it hard to  convince him about this.. well these topics are hard to answer as a kid.. or with kids… well especially when your kids won’t give up and are savage… well where does he gets all this in young age… he is savage that I almost didn’t believe he is my kid.. I am worried what he will be when he grows up…    I was relaxing as Ernest is not asking much, he is busy eating.. maybe it’s done.. I was about relax internally when Alexis said, “mom,, where do babies comes from?” my smile frozen I looked at Edwin, he understood and got up saying, “let’s have ice-cream….. kids which flavor..” Alexis smiled and followed Edwin to get his ice-cream… quick save.. yea.. I hope he doesn’t ask again he same thing.. I really hope… or I will go crazy in stress…  why does he need to ask this… that doesn’t concern him at his age.. well he didn’t need to know that.. where do babies some from.. nowhere.. they come from nowhere I want scream in frustration… but I tried pull myself together…     Few days later.       I walked in Edwin’s office with the food I got for him, I wanted to surprise him… yea I am here to have lunch with him, he is busy so I decided to surprise him with his favorite food…. Well he didn’t sleep well last night he was working on his computer and in the morning rushed to the office, so he needs some extra care… and love… my husband works so hard and I feel the need to take care of him….      I checked myself from up and down, I want to be perfect.. well we are married for years but still I want to look perfect whenever he looks at me, I should be the only one in this eyes, the only one who will caught his eye and soul in love.. well I want to secure him for this and every life, I chuckled at my though and myself, I smiled at myself .. I knocked on the door.. I heard a heavy, “come in..” is he in a bad mood.. maybe because he is hungry, well I brought the food, so no worries…   I walked in and he looked at me, I can see he is surprised to see me.. well I wanted to surprise him,. I smiled at myself, well I still feel like we just feel in love when I see him,… he smiled and walked to me, he asked as he walked to me, “well.. someone decided to surprise me..” I just laughed and showed him the bad of food I got… he smiled more.. I kissed his forehead and looked in his eyes      He got close to me and suddenly picked me in his arms, I grasped and said, “Edwin…” he didn’t said much just carried me to his room behind his office door.. I just looked at him as he took me to the room..  well I find it attractive when he carries me around as if I am precious, maybe I am precious to him.. I am sure I am, just the way he is to me…   He made me sit on the bed and kissed my forehead and lips, I smiled more… he said, “I love you..” I kissed him back, and hanged my hands around his neck and I  said with a smile, “I love you too..” well he is romantic and all.. and I like it.. who doesn’t like this.. a husband who will do anything for me.. and anyways these simple gestured are everything to do.. small gesture makes me happy… yea sometimes big parties and expensive gifts are nothing.. what is important is the time we spend together… that’s what is important to us…       I removed my heels and started to unpack the food.. I got a lot of food, I guess really a lot… but I wanted to pick everything that I saw..    I saw him sitting me beside me looking at the food.. I said I passed him the food, “stop over working…  eat something…” he took the food and put the first bite in m mouth …    Then he took a bit and continued eating… I was just looking at him as he eats.. trough these years I think I have fallen for him countless times… and I don’t regret any….. I continued eating , I don’t want to get caught looking at him.. well there are still things that gives me butterflies… and I know he will continue to do this with or without any efforts.. I smiled at more…          In between the lunch he said, “it’s good that kids are not here.. I like to spend time with you..” I glared at him.. well he is mean.. he looked at me and immediately explained, “I love our kids, they are best thing happened to us.. but they ask so many questions and most importantly they take all your attention.. so this moments of you and me and precious…” I want to smile but I kept my straight face..    I asked, “what will you do when twins will born.. we will have four children..” he chuckled, and then looked at me, and I can see he loves me and us… every bit of us.. he said, “I know I will love them more than myself… anyways I am the first one to come in your life so you are mostly mine… kids don’t count in competition..” I laughed.. I found his overconfidence funny.., he said while laughing, “what… I am serious.. you are mine for this and ever life…”  yea.. I am his.. and he is mine..     I sat back resting by back on the bed as I said, “what if you never saw me… or we never met…. Maybe I would be married to someone else.. and you would have find someone else…” I know he don’t like these kind of questions but it’s always fun to tease him little bit.. and I wonder what he will answer to this…   He pinched my cheek and said, “that’s useless.. I know I would have eventually found you… I know that..” he is saying this with all confidence and being strong to  his words… he believes and so do I… we will eventually find each other… like always….