Season 2: Episode- 17

    Season 2: Episode- 17    Alisa’s POV:                   Two days later,   I am disturbed… like… it all sucks all of a sudden. The more I try to forget Edwin Gray more he swirl around my head. I haven’t had a proper meal, I mean happy meal in two days.. that b*stard is like a mosquito buzzing my ear…. wtf even I am saying.      Right now, I am walking around the park with Ron since he got these 2 hour break from his restaurant business… suddenly be became crazy busy… like … really…. But I am happy at least he is doing good. he puts a lot in the restaurant.    Ron was holding my hand and said, “Sorry…. I have been busy, you must have felt ignored, I smiled at him and said, “no.. I understand, we put a lot in our work…. I am proud of you…”   I want to tell him about Edwin, what he said to me and did to me….. but…. I am scared… what if Ron didn’t trust me? What if I became the bad one in the picture… I fear being wronged.      Ron moved his hand on my cheek and said, “I am so lucky to have you, Alisa… but I feel bad for not giving you enough time..”   I smiled at him, he leaned to kiss me, I closed my eyes, but before Ron could land his lips on mine, memory of Edwin kissing me flashed in my mind.. I opened my eyes and got away from Ron. I pulled my own hair in frustration. I remember Edwin’s words, ‘I am imprinting myself in your heart and mind.’   I sat on the bench as my body get into this anxiety like state. Ron rubbed my hands and said, “Babe… are you ok? You don’t look good..” how can I tell him?...   I said, “I don’t feel good… Ron… I don’t know… it feel weird.. and dizzy, shivering…. I don’t know…” I lowered my head as tried to calm myself… I covered my ears…. And tried to stop thinking about Edwin.     Ron said, “Babe… wait… I will get water for you…” I closed my eyes, and try to get rid of Edwin Gray from my mind…. I really hate him for messing my mind and relationship up.     After few minutes, Ron rushed to me and passed me the water, I drank few sips. Ron grabbed my hand and said, “Babe… are you ok now?”   I nodded and said, “Can you drop me home? I want to rest…” Ron nodded, we are near his restaurant and I don’t want to drive in this messed up mind.        Ron dropped me home and I was about to get out of the car, when Ron said, “Alisa… I want to tell you something..”   I nodded. Ron said, “I am going abroad day after tomorrow…. I need to look after some work. It might take few months… I am not sure, babe… but I need to go… will it be ok for us?... I mean I got this opportunity, I don’t want to lose it…”   I smiled at Ron and said, “I will be the happiest to see you grow… I will wait for you desperately…. And I will come to drop you off on the day you are leaving…. But I will miss you too, return soon.. ok” Ron smiled at me, I said, “I should go…” he nodded.   As I got down he screamed, “Take care, give me call if you need anything…” I am happy for him, but him leaving like this, short notice is strange… or I am thinking too much…