Season 2: Episode- 39

Season 2: Episode- 39   Alisa’s POV:      I cursed under my breathe, “F*cking! Inhuman bastard! How dare he did that?... I felt so left out and disappointed?” but… Why am I thinking he will pamper me… I pouted and looked at the flowers, I feel disappointed because he treated me well, yea… he did all of the things like an maniac… but he never really did anything to hurt me… he pampered me, gave me a nice room, talked to me, bring me my favorite food… and all…. wait! It doesn’t matter….. he is not my boyfriend….    After spending really long around the mansion, I walked in the back. I went to my room since my feet hurt by all of that walking I did just now… this place is huge.   I opened the door and I saw flowers on the bed….I walked in slowly…. I spotted few boxes of chocolate. I smiled without noticing. I touched the flowers and smiled… they are so pretty.   I took the box of chocolate, and opened it. I saw a note. ‘How can I let my Little dove be disappointed in me?... I just wanted to surprise you.’ I smiled more and ate one of the chocolate giggling. My heart is racing but I cannot stop this love sick smile.    I heard a knock, I turned to see the maids, they walked in with heavy trays. They filled the tea table with delicious looking food and other maids lighted the candles, I noticed they places some novels on the bed too. I felt like an 5 year old all excited. After the maids left, I grabbed one of the book and started to read it… it’s my favorite novel.. I read it like 8 times and I can do it again…. Few minutes passed, I heard, “I thought you will eat then read?” I looked at Edwin, who had a smile looking at me as he leaned against the door. He looks so unreal with that smile… he should smile often.  Edwin closed the door and walked in, he sat near me and said, “You have no idea… how lovely you look all happy and smiling…. I want to keep it that way.” I was blushing somehow.   I said, “Thank you… for all of this….” he leaned close to me and kissed my cheek, I got more nervous, and shy. He whispered with his deep voice in my ear, “It’s all worth till you smile.” I was trying to control my racing heart and silly smile… and hide my eyes from his… but I found myself looking at him more.   I turned to Edwin and asked, “How you manage all of this? city is closed…”  Edwin smirked and said, “I am Edwin Gray, little dove… I can do anything…” he did all of this even when it’s impossible to get any of these… these flowers looks done my professional….and  he got the books and chocolates too.   Edwin said, “you should eat first.. since it’s  lunch time and food is getting cold…” after few minutes, I found myself eating this delicious food… I can do anything for this kind of food.   Edwin asked me few questions and I was talking to him like I know him for years already…. Somehow I got comfortable to talk to him about a lot. He just listens to me and said something teasing and making me shy…. He cannot quit on being flirty.  Edwin was enjoying his food, When I asked, “Edwin…. My… My friend Tina is going out with Ken, is it ok with you?”   Edwin said simply, “That’s nothing to concern, little dove… Ken is nice guy, I personally think your friend will bully my friend in their relationship.. but I know he loves her.”  He gulped some water, I asked, “She is wild but nice and warm hearted…. Ken will not hurt her, right?”   Edwin looked at me and asked, “You don’t trust him?” I cleared my side, “Her ex cheated her so… I am worried…” Edwin patted my head and said, “Ken is not that kind of man… he is better than me to be honest.”   I smiled as I was much more relieved. I said, “You are also good… yea, little bossy, but  you are caring too… and  at least you don’t hurt people or kill them like criminals… you are really nice Edwin, that you are a good man…” I smiled at him, he is good. yea… I will go to Ron, but I hope he will find someone nice… even though I hate this idea of him choosing someone else… But it’s none of my business… I cannot hurt Ron… I cannot do wrong to him..  But I will spend these moments with him as his friends.. yes he is good enough to be called as friend.   Edwin’s POV:                           I became internally alert as I heard her words, “You are also good… yea, little bossy, but you are caring too… and  at least you don’t hurt people or kill them like criminals… you are really nice Edwin, that you are a good man…”   She believes in what she saw… but this is also truth… I am just hiding the other side of mine… it’s not something I can tell anyone… Something in me asked, ‘What if she knows about you?’   ‘she will leave you… she will not love you’   I scolded my inner self, it not her choice anymore to choose … she has to love me… she can not hate me or leave me…  I smiled at her as she was enjoying her food, I pulled her close to myself and kissed her forehead, She was frozen, but I whispered to her, “I just need you to say I am good enough…. Be the warmth for me, Little dove… just let me embrace you….”