Season 2: Episode-41

  Season 2: Episode-41  Edwin’s POV:                            I don’t know for how long I had punching the sand bag… but I can’t stop … I really can’t…  I remember the ways she talked to him, the way she said, ‘Miss you’ to him…   She was ready to do his work to ignore me…. the anger I felt was never this intense… betrayal…. Pain…..   I want her to only know me when I am around. How am I supposed to see her with another man?... I punched it harder.    At one point I heard, “Edwin?... stop it… it’s been hours…” I ignored Ken.   He is here for 3 hours to get sign on some documents, he is waiting for me to cool down.    I ignored him punched harder, the sand bag burst and I sigh…. I am not satisfied yet. I turned to Ken and said, “Get another one…. Now!” Ken looks annoyed but I signaled him to do it now….    He walked to me and said, “Ed… stop… she is in this mansion, what if she saw you like this?... she will be scared of you.” I scoffed and punched the wall.  I ignored the pain and said, “She is busy… she won’t care any less…. It’s me who is fool for a women….” I punched the wall again, Ken was trying to grab my arm but I pulled it off and punched on the wall again.   Ken said, “Ed… stop it… please…” I ignored him.    I kept punching, I can see blood, but who cares…  I am afraid that I might flood this anger on her if I go near her… somehow I don’t want that… but that doesn’t change how angry on her.  Ken pushed me away from the wall, and I was ready to punch him but I stopped….. I do not want to hurt him.  I let his shirt go and said, “You can die if you try to touch me in middle of anger.”   Ken said, “I know you Edwin… you won’t hurt me.” I smirked bitterly. I myself do not trust me.    Ken said, “And about Miss. Scott…. I know you care for that women more than yourself…. But it will take time to change mind of a self made girl, a women with virtues…”  I scoffed as I undid cloth around my hand, “Virtues…” Ken said, “I knew she won’t agree to be yours this early….. she thinks she has a boyfriend… maybe she fear that it will called cheating or people will question her character… or even you will point finger on her…”    I said in instant, “That’s not cheating! She doesn’t loves him!... and I will not let anyone point at her character! I know what she is!”  Ken smirked and said, “She is confused… I don’t know much, but Tina also don’t know anything about Miss. Scott’s background.  She is kind of person who questions herself and don’t know what damage she causes to herself…. She is kind of same as you… like you …. Like you keep all to yourself….”   I looked away, yes… I know she struggles all by herself…. At least I have a family who cares for me.. but My Alisa has the worst parents….  Does that change what message she passed to me? no!...   But Ken is right, she might think people will point fingers at her… but I will never let anyone hurt her…. she is mine there is nothing wrong in it.   I said, “Just… go…. I am not working today.”    Ken said, “Let’s treat your wound first…. you are behaving like lovesick man.” I smirked…. Love sick?     I said, “I am not love sick….” Ken said, “Yea, like I am blind.… now get your hand fixed.” He is lucky he is my friend… this guy!... how dare he tries to expose me…..