Season 2: Episode 43

  Season 2: Episode 43  Alisa’s POV:      I said to Ruth as I twisted her hand more, “Manners is your first lesion…. It differentiate between Human and animals… choose on which side you are…”  I let her go, she rubbed her wrist as she looked at me, she is still not enough to beat me up. I heard Dad getting a call, Dad walked to Ruth and she said, “Dad.. you saw right…. She hurts me..”   The people from the rehab were already in, Ruth looked at them and asked, “What is this?”    They asked, “Miss. Ruth Scott?”   I said, “It’s her…” Ruth looked at me and asked, “What is this!!”  I said, “you are going to rehab….”     Her face was filled with shock, she looked at mom and dad. She pushed me aside, My shoulder banged into the wall… sh*t it hurts so bad.. she is not as weak she looks.   Ruth screamed, “How dare you!!!... why are you sending me there…”   I stood straight ignoring my pain, I said, “I didn’t….. I am not your parent to do all of this… I do not care what you do… why will I?”   I heard Dad, “Ruth, I called them… go with them…” she looks at dad betrayed.  Dad explained, “That day you almost died of overdose…. I do not want to see you like that…. go with them Ruth, we are doing this for your own good…”     She took a step back as she was shaking her head in  ‘no’. Dad said, “Please… take her…”    Ruth looked at me, and her eyes are teary, she looks pitiful but what she made herself is more pitiful…. I stood there expressionless.  She turned to Grandpa and said, “Grandpa… please… please…. Why you are doing this to me?”    The nurse tried to hold her arm but Ruth pushed them and tried to create distance. She will not give up easy.    Mom said, “Baby…. please… listen… just this once…”  She screamed, “NO! mom…”  Those people try to get close to her but she was moving back, at one point I saw her falling down as she collided to  the table, the candle holder falling, it was sharp enough to hurt anyone. She was about to collide into it, I pulled her close to me. I felt impact on my shoulder.    Ruth got away from me as those people grabbed her, I looked at my hand and I see blood, I have a small wound on my arm. Ruth looked at me and didn’t did much…. They took her out to the car. I went out to see her off.  I just stood there looking at the car leaving, she must have felt betrayed, but this is for her own good… her own good….    As the car left I heard Grandpa, “Alisa you are bleeding a lot….”   I looked at my arm, it’s nothing much. I heard mom, “Someone bring the first aid box…..” she looked at me and said, “Let’s go inside…” I failed to understand what she means, care or just responsibility.     I walked out of the door further to my car, I don’t want to cling to these things that will give me false hope of affection.  I heard Dad and grandpa calling my name…. but I still started my car and went to the place where I say for now…. Edwin’s mansion……    At least I am glad something good happened, Ruth is getting help she needs.    I couldn’t go any faster, not because of the pain in my arm…. But the pain in my heart… something in me wants to be perfect so I can be like Ruth… I can be loved….. why am not Pretty enough? Smart enough?   I parked the car and I realized my dress is ruined because of this blood… I guess it stopped bleeding.   I walked in the mansion and took the stairs, the maid grasped and said, “Miss…. you are hurt?”    I said, “It’s nothing… please don’t bother.”      I walked further dragging myself to the room, but before I could reach there I saw Edwin. He was just walking by, but he is normal clothes… he didn’t went to work….   He is expressionless, I hurt him yesterday… but it’s for his own good… some good things hurts but it’s because future can be even more painful.   I noticed his hand was bandaged, I whispered, “You are hurt…”  He got close to me and said, “No…. you are hurt….” I am hurt, but inside hurts more than the wound on the flesh.