Season 2: Episode-44

Season 2: Episode-44 **  Alisa’s POV:**  He got close to me and said, “No…. you are hurt….” I am hurt, but inside hurts more than the wound on the flesh.  After few minutes, I found Edwin in my room, he was opening the  first aid box,  He said, “What happened?”   I didn’t said anything just looked at my fingers, I heard him, “Remove the jacket, little dove”    I don’t care about this wound, but I felt Edwin helping me removing the jacket, I hissed a little when I felt pain. I saw his face as he looks helpless…. He can’t ease my pain. I was left in crop top without that jacket.      I noticed my jacket has hole where the wound was, it’s soaked in blood too. I whispered, “It was expensive…. What a waste…”    Edwin who was looking at my arm said, “Will you stop!”  I looked at him, he said, “You are hurt , did you saw the wound, it’s still bleeding… you need stitches….. and you care about that jacket and you not telling me what happened…”   I just looked at him without words, why he cares so much?... is he serious about his feeling for me? or a man like him care for me? do I worth him?   He called someone on his phone as he was trying to stop the blood, he said, “Ken… send a female doctor… Alisa is injured..” female doctor? He is really possessive type…. What a man?... isn’t it strange the perfect Edwin Gray liking someone as normal as me? why don’t he think as my parents? They know the difference between normal and perfect… why will someone choose something normal over perfect? I smile to myself, Am I too dumb to understand this?    I heard Edwin, “You are bleeding and you are finding it funny?.... you know how angry you make me right now?.... annoying!” he is worried, and angry about the same…. I want to feel wronged but I can’t…. because everything what happened since my childhood is in front of me…. and questioning me. why will someone love me? why will Ron love me? why Edwin Gray will love me? Why do grandpa cares for me? why isn’t he same as my family? Why Tina loves me so much?   Either someone is wrong in this situation or they have different but weird taste.  I asked Edwin, “Why me? I am not perfect…. I just an ordinary looks and all…. why me Edwin? You can have anyone…. Do I worth this? am I worth of loving and this care? I don’t think I am.” he looked stunned, but cold at the same time.   He asked, “What you mean?” like he was questioning me on my own words… like I don’t know what I said just now….   I looked down as tear stream down my eyes, I said, “nothing…”  For the rest of the time I didn’t said anything to him, neither he spoke he was just helping me clean the wound… the doctor came and she just said I need few stitches….. but I told her I was allergic to the local anesthetic she got….  Edwin said, “Doctor tell me the substitute…”  I said cutting him out, “No.. it’s fine… I will endure it without anesthetic.”   Edwin was glaring at me, Ken said, “Miss….. it might hurt a lot.”  I said looking down, “It will be 3 or 4 stitches, right?” the doctor nodded hesitantly, I said, “Then just do it..”    I heard Edwin, “I will stay here… do it fast… and gently…” the procedure started…. Doctor put the first stitch and I shut close my eyes in fear and pain…  at one point I said, “No… stop this…”  I can’t do this.    Doctor looks worried, I felt Edwin pulling me into his chest, he said, “Do it like this….”    I whispered, “It will hurt…”   Edwin said scoffing, “Your bravery vanished…” I looked at him and whispered, “I can’t hold pain..” he sigh and said, “Close your eyes and stay…. Everything will be done… it’s not that bad…” Please read my new work "the scarlet queen"