Episode 98

{"messages":[{"id":727333035,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":". . ."},{"id":727333036,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jungkook’s pov"},{"id":727333037,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I have no right to be mad because I know for the fact that I am worse when I am jealous. Tae is trying his best to still talk to me nicely."},{"id":727333038,"character_id":15279696,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"I am sorry, dhie."},{"id":727333039,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I feel like crying."},{"id":727333040,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I am scared."},{"id":727333041,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I don’t want to be alone."},{"id":727333042,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"If Tae decided to leave me, what would happen to me?"},{"id":727333043,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I feel like I am going to lose him anytime."},{"id":727333044,"character_id":15354095,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Go to bed now. *loosens his tie*"},{"id":727333045,"character_id":15279696,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"How about you?"},{"id":727333046,"character_id":15354095,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Just stay here. I still have meetings on the 25th floor. I’ll ask someone to send your dinner here."},{"id":727333047,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was about to kiss him when he just left the room."},{"id":727333048,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I lay back in our bed and forced myself to sleep."},{"id":727333049,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I woke up without Tae. It was already 10 in the evening. How can he not even text me to inform where he is?"},{"id":727333050,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I looked at my scar. Damn, my head."},{"id":727333051,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I keep on battling with the demons in my head. Why am I thinking of that again? I should be okay now. It’s just a misunderstanding, he will never leave me."},{"id":727333052,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"He knows how weak I am about this but he doesn’t care at all."},{"id":727333053,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Should I just die?"},{"id":727333054,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"If Tae doesn’t love me, then what should I do? No one loves me. No one really cares for me. But I am pregnant. I shouldn’t be thinking of negative thoughts. But he will take my babies after I gave birth then I will be left with no one. I am going to be crazy."},{"id":727333055,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I double-locked the door and turned off the light. I want to call Jimin but he is busy now too. He is the only friend who can understand me. My dad will never answer my call at this hour. I realized I am really hopeless."},{"id":727333056,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I only have, dad, Jimin, and Tae. This is how pathetic I am."},{"id":727333057,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My past keeps flashing in my head. I don’t wanna do it again. I don’t want to lose anyone again."},{"id":727333058,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"My tears keep falling nonstop. I just wanna end everything. I will do it again but this time I am sure that I’ll really end it for good. But what about the babies? I can’t just involve the innocents on my stupidity."},{"id":727333059,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2823260/chatstory/12508410/1629444877844.jpg","image_width":148,"image_height":148},{"id":727333060,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Too much crying. Too much sadness."},{"id":727333061,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I really want to die."},{"id":727333062,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I felt my stomach ache. My sense came back. What is this? Why is it so painful? I need help. I tried so hard to reach for my phone and dialed the only one that cares for me the most."},{"id":727333063,"character_id":15351534,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudcdeYes,bijj. why?"},{"id":727333064,"character_id":15279696,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"ud83dudcdeJimin, I need help. In our suite...please."},{"id":727333065,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Everything went black."},{"id":727333066,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":727333067,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":727333068,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":727333069,"character_id":15279697,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dudc96ud83dudc96ud83dudc96"}]}