Season 2: Episode- 84

　 　   Season 2: Episode- 84   Alisa’s POV: Somehow….   Somehow I found myself in front of him again,   is god playing with me?....    his reply from that day broke me…… I knew my place in his life…. I mean nothing, while I gave him the status the most precious in my life.    He somehow made me come to meet him for dinner, he blackmailed me to be exact. He texted me saying, he wants to meet my dad regarding ‘us’, if I refuse to see him…. I had no options.   I am on the top floor of this massive building, having a romantically arranged date. I don’t understand why he trying to do….   He is showing me, that I can never leave him. He is showing me the real Edwin Gray. the dominant, possessive, powering person he is. He is indeed gentle to me, but this makes me question him more. We are having dinner, but he never talked much to me, neither I tried. I know he said he was angry on me that day…. is he showing his anger, then why all of this…   His behavior questions me, he seemed distant and cold than before…. somehow I knew he wants me to be normal with him. I kept the fork down as I couldn’t bring much food to my mouth, I am not hungry. I looked at the view and closed my eyes as I sat back.   somehow even if he is this demanding I couldn’t bring myself to dislike him… I love him so much….  Love is hard, harder than I can ever thought.   When I opened my eyes and turned to Edwin I saw him looking at me as he sat back. He just sat there looking at me. Truth is we don’t need to talk or do something fun like other couples, even if we simply look at each other, that will be enough. I can never get over his that face, the way he looks at me…. Like I am the most precious thing he ever saw…. truth is I am just an average girl…. while he, a majestic man, tall, handsome, little tan… blue deep eyes, dirty blond hairs…… A perfect man….. but the man in lies and blood…   I looked down and went through my phone checking it. I heard Edwin, “I hate silent treatment.. I need you to speak…”   I just answered scrolling down, “I am not giving you silent treatment… I am just… not in mood…”   Edwin said, “Why you are acting like this? Alisa, nothing will change between us, just forget that one night.”    this made me look at him, it’s easy for him… like a regular thing to say.. forget it and live…  Edwin said never looking away, “I am losing patience, little dove… this is not you…”   I smirked on this, I said, “This is me… this is f*cking me…. I behave like this when I can’t control anything and I am beyond sad….. if you don’t like me, then find someone else… anyways we are not even together.”   Edwin smirked, he said, “You can try something else to make me lose you… but I will never…”    I am not in my right mind. I said, “What if I sleep around? will you take me in?....” Edwin’s eyes got darker in anger, he said, “apologized.. and take it back…” I didn’t said anything, just looked at him in tears. Edwin said warning, “TAKE IT BACK!!!” I flinched on this. I somehow mistaken the intensity of his anger.    I said, “fine… I take my words back… but what if I got r*ped?... what will you do?....”   Edwin closed his eyes, his feast was tight,…. the fork will break if he keeps doing this. Edwin said, “I am not here to talk about this…. but if someone even dared to scratch you, I will kill them… show  them hell… they will beg for death, I will torture them that much… I am not  into you for your body but you… but I will never let anyone hurt you” I couldn’t breathe I swear….   He said, “I promise… no one will harm you… who ever does it they are my enemy… even your family is my enemy for making you suffer for these years…..”    I looked down, he cares for me….. he loves me too much… but he can’t give up one thing for me.