Season 2: Episode- 127

Season 2: Episode- 127   Author’s POV:   Alisa was carrying herself to the room, she felt the need to hide…. form everyone and herself. She noticed Mrs. Sasha standing there in front of her door worried. Mrs. Sasha noticed Alisa and she sigh, Alisa just stood few meter away from her.  Mrs. Sasha looked at Alisa’s tears and said, “You got to know….. fine, you need time… if you want to talk then I will be downstairs..” Mrs. Sasha wiped Alisa’s tears and said, “Be strong….. whatever happened was not your fault… remember this… take rest..” this what she need to hear, that it was not her fault… she was the victim….   Mrs. Sasha stood there and saw Alisa walking in the room and closing the door loud.   Alisa’s POV:                      I was crying as I stuffed my face in the pillow…. it’s been more than hour since I am like this…. why me! it was better to orphan than being his daughter…..   I called grandpa as I sat up, I am not in my right mind right now. Grandpa answered the call. I whispered, “grandpa…”    Grandpa asked, “Alisa… what happened? You don’t sound good… is anyone troubling you….” he is concerned about me… he always took care of me.   I sobbed and asked, “Grandpa… is Romeo Scott my dad? please tell me it’s lie… I don’t want to be his daughter…” I cried more…  I cried more, “Please… Grandpa… please… tell me… I heard wrong…”   Grandpa sigh. He said, “Alisa… remember… You are my eldest granddaughter… that’s what important…” I kept crying.    Grandpa said, “Alisa…. are you listening?” he asked softy.   I said, “Yea…”  Grandpa said, “Don’t cry… it’s not your fault to be born to that bastard… it’s not your fault…. Alisa, you are my best decision but your father is my failure.. I failed to raise him.. I am sorry….”    I whispered in tears, “You disowned him for me… that’s why grandma dislikes me…. aren’t you regretting bring be back? *sobs* I am the problem….”     Grandpa said, “No.. I regret nothing… Alisa dear, listen… it’s late already… We will talk in the morning… right now you don’t sound to be in right mind…. take care, and rest… good night…”   I whispered, “good night..” I was still sobbing as the call ended. I heard, “Little dove…” when he got in I didn’t even realized… I can’t even see him right now… he hurt me the most… I don’t know for what I am crying.   I whispered, “go away…”   I felt the bed sinking, Edwin embraced me from behind, he said, “Don’t cry… hit me, slap me… scold me… anything… but don’t tell me to go away.. please I beg you….”   I tried to remove his tight grip on my waist, but he is not leaving. I said, “Go away… please…. you are the worst…”    I sobbed, Edwin whispered in my ear, “Yes… I am the worst… but please let me stay…  I can’t leave you alone….. I am sorry, little dove… I am really sorry….”  I heard his voice crack… why is he crying when My life is miserable?   I turned to Edwin, His eyes looks red… He still wiped my tears and kissed my forehead. I am so angry on him but his presence unconditionally gave me little more strength.     I rested my head against his shoulder, My fingers curled over his shirt.. I cried more, he whispered, “it’s fine.. little dove, I will listen…. please…” he sounded desperate.   I sobbed against him and asked, “Why… why he did this to me?.... why I got abandon?... I hate this…”    Edwin whispered, “that’s not your mistake… I promise, I will never abandon you… you are the one to abandon me, but I can never let you do that too…”   His grip got tighter around me, I whispered, “You made me a deal… you made look lowly….. I hate you for that… why are you here to comfort me?”   Edwin made me look at him and said, “I am sorry, Let me explain…. I though your grandfather will take you away from me, I feared Ron will take you away from me…. you will love him because he is too good… I was afraid I was not good enough…. please, I am sorry… I will never do that again… I fear losing you, I cannot live like this…..You are precious to me, I love you..”   I could just whisper, “Bastard!”   Edwin embraced me and said, “Punish me but don’t leave me… whatever I am, I AM YOURS..”      Edwin embraced me tighter and said, “I am sorry little dove… please stop crying…”