Episode 121

{"messages":[{"id":873601128,"character_id":16512042,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"shout outs to."},{"id":873601129,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2597984/chatstory/7722755/1637636592036.jpg","image_width":189,"image_height":64},{"id":873601130,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2597984/chatstory/7722755/1637636594842.jpg","image_width":183,"image_height":50},{"id":873601131,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2597984/chatstory/7722755/1637636599891.jpg","image_width":159,"image_height":47},{"id":873601132,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*collects the letter from Xavier*"},{"id":873601133,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*opens the envelope as he bought out and A4 full with statements."},{"id":873601134,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Why is it a bit dirty and all like the person cried on it while writing it)"},{"id":873601135,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Is this a love letter?)"},{"id":873601136,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Why is Xavier giving me to read)"},{"id":873601137,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*sat down beside Juan* Read it already."},{"id":873601138,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Oh sorry."},{"id":873601139,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*opens the letters*"},{"id":873601140,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Content.."},{"id":873601141,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Xaviee? It’s you reading this right?"},{"id":873601142,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I believe you are the one because, both of us are the only one who knows the code to my rainbow box. So I am sure you are the one."},{"id":873601143,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I am sorry how things end...I hope you haven’t build up any hatred for me when you are reading this."},{"id":873601144,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I tried Xavie, I really did. Its just not working. I felt all my hopes shattered."},{"id":873601145,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I wasn’t expecting it to turn this way at all."},{"id":873601146,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I thought if the school won’t accept my sexuality maybe my family would."},{"id":873601147,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But I was wrong."},{"id":873601148,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The way I was treated in school is just felt like a needle used in poking my body which is just the tip of the iceberg. What I felt at home was worst. Like a dagger was stabbed into my heart piercing it repeatedly."},{"id":873601149,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I thought I will be fine if my family are at least supported of me about my sexuality but I was wrong."},{"id":873601150,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I became the outcast of my family."},{"id":873601151,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I was treated like I have never experienced love from my so-called parents before."},{"id":873601152,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The beatings, hateful slurs I received from them really affected my emotionally and mentally. I really can’t deal with that any longer."},{"id":873601153,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Xavier...you are my best friend...the greatest gift I will ever received in my life."},{"id":873601154,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"The way you stood by me when you are not ready to be outed like me and let anyone knows about your sexuality yet you never abandoned me really makes all the time I spent there makes me feel so surreal and happy."},{"id":873601155,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I knew about your feeling for me..sorry I am giving you my reply through this letter."},{"id":873601156,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I like you too Xavier...I really do."},{"id":873601157,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"But I don’t think I want you to face the same thing like I did. Its will be so cruel."},{"id":873601158,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I figured I should just leave everything behind and let you be free also."},{"id":873601159,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I also wants to be free."},{"id":873601160,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I am sorry I treated you and Raya like this. You both did not deserve it but I just feel like this is the best decision for me."},{"id":873601161,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Now that you don’t have to stay with me and get abused along with me."},{"id":873601162,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I want you to be the beautiful butterfly that you are and fly free."},{"id":873601163,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Xavie...remember this...don’t try thinking of behaving like me and come out if you are not ready to deal with all the hatred you will encounter."},{"id":873601164,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I really hope you gets that happiness you deserved."},{"id":873601165,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"I am finally getting my own peace I believe I deserved. I really hope you do to. Angel..."},{"id":873601166,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Sh!t why do this look depressing and emotional)"},{"id":873601167,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"(Like a...ugh)"},{"id":873601168,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Anngel...??"},{"id":873601169,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"Is this..."},{"id":873601170,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"interrupts."},{"id":873601171,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That was Mark’s last word to me before he left."},{"id":873601172,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Angel is the name he do called me sometimes."},{"id":873601173,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"and...M..mark.didn’t travelled out of the country like his parents said."},{"id":873601174,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Mark..committed.suicide."}]}