Episode 125

{"messages":[{"id":873719139,"character_id":16512042,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Shout outs to."},{"id":873719140,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2597984/chatstory/7722755/1637641881065.jpg","image_width":172,"image_height":63},{"id":873719141,"character_id":0,"type":3,"position":0,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/2597984/chatstory/7722755/1637641884872.jpg","image_width":149,"image_height":53},{"id":873719142,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"."},{"id":873719143,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I will never forget the look I saw on my best friend face when we found him with no life in his bathtub."},{"id":873719144,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It was like he is satisfy with his decision."},{"id":873719145,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Makes me fear how much he might have bundle up in to think k!lling himself is the best decision."},{"id":873719146,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I couldn’t get myself after what happened to him."},{"id":873719147,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I later found Marks chest in front of my house."},{"id":873719148,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Raya might have get it delivered to me."},{"id":873719149,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I went to their house but they seems to have moved out."},{"id":873719150,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"That was the last time I heard from Raya also."},{"id":873719151,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Everything after that feels like a nightmare."},{"id":873719152,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I felt so lonely and all."},{"id":873719153,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I finally realised Mark had been the one to fill my happy moments also."},{"id":873719154,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"With him gone all my sadness came back."},{"id":873719155,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"How I suddenly felt to house empty and all."},{"id":873719156,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"My mom not even around never really worried me then but now it does."},{"id":873719157,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What if my mom never accepted me like Marks parent."},{"id":873719158,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"What if she decided to abandone me completely like my dad."},{"id":873719159,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"She is the only most important family I have in my life."},{"id":873719160,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*starts crying*"},{"id":873719161,"character_id":16510464,"type":2,"position":2,"content":"*moves closer to him as he lets Xavier rest his head on his shoulder*"},{"id":873719162,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I decided to treat my mom wrongly."},{"id":873719163,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I knew all she was doing is because of me."},{"id":873719164,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I just wanted to know how it will feel like if my mom decided not to have anything to do with me anymore.."},{"id":873719165,"character_id":16510468,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And I won’t lie I felt horrible. I can’t take it...I really cant deal with me if my mom left me also ud83dude2d"}]}