Episode 182

{"messages":[{"id":913430215,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Jamie held Dylan as he keeps crying.."},{"id":913430216,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(I am sorry Dylan...if only there is anything I could do to stop your pain or whatever you are feeling now)"},{"id":913430217,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*kissed his forehead*"},{"id":913430218,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*sigh as he looks up at Jamie*"},{"id":913430219,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*starts wiping his tears with the back of his hand*"},{"id":913430220,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Are you okay now?"},{"id":913430221,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You can still cry more if you-(ugh what am I saying)"},{"id":913430222,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dude14"},{"id":913430223,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*hugs Jamie back resting his head on his chest with his hand wrapped around his waist*"},{"id":913430224,"character_id":0,"type":1,"position":0,"content":"Mind you...they are but sitting on the floor."},{"id":913430225,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"You know..."},{"id":913430226,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"ud83dude36"},{"id":913430227,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"I wasn’t really sad that she died...its been a while that I have seen her yet its been that a while I have missed her.."},{"id":913430228,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"But everything just felt weird, I have always have this tiny hope that she will finally realised I am still her son no matter what, not just an item she has to deliver for her to get the company from her father."},{"id":913430229,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"And come back to me..but it never happens."},{"id":913430230,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"No matter the situation, I am still greatful that she gave birth to me."},{"id":913430231,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Its just hurt you know...ud83dude25"},{"id":913430232,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"When I heard she died...I came across and interview with some of her employees at the main branch who are working with her."},{"id":913430233,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Turns out she already knew she will die at anytime because her doctor had warned her."},{"id":913430234,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why can’t she just spend those time with me...why can’t she take a break then and come see me..."},{"id":913430235,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Why does she preffered still continue working rather than take a break."},{"id":913430236,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"It makes me feel like she just wanted to punish me intentionally..."},{"id":913430237,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"Maybe she will still be alive if she haven’t ha..haven-*chokes on tears as he started crying again*"},{"id":913430238,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*pull him closer to himself*"},{"id":913430239,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"*few drops of tears falling from his eyes* ud83dude22"},{"id":913430240,"character_id":16510467,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(I really wish I could share in your pain Dylan...what type of boyfriend am I if I don’t even know what to do to make you happy in this kind of situation ud83dude25)"},{"id":913430241,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(I feel sad yet I don’t know why...maybe because she has never been proud of me as her son)"},{"id":913430242,"character_id":16510465,"type":2,"position":1,"content":"(No one even knows she has a son somewhere...everyone believes she is just a rich single billionaire woman who decided to marry her job instead of having her own family)"}]}