I admire him

{"messages":[{"id":342629745,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"at balcony garden"},{"id":342629746,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"contribute/fiction/971931/chatstory/10716472/1604691557258.jpg","image_width":343,"image_height":228},{"id":342629747,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"*whoa...!!ud83dude31ud83dude31 Even the balcony of his mansion is so fascinating...!!ud83eudd29ud83eudd29*"},{"id":342629748,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude32ud83dude0d"},{"id":342629749,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"(chuckle)"},{"id":342629750,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"?!"},{"id":342629751,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"you like it?"},{"id":342629752,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"of course"},{"id":342629753,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"it’s so beautiful ud83dude0dud83dude0d"},{"id":342629754,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"this is also my favourite place in this house"},{"id":342629755,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I came here whenever I have something to think carefully or I need space for myself"},{"id":342629756,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"that’s why it looks so naturalistic"},{"id":342629757,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"yesud83dude04"},{"id":342629758,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"let’s have a seat"},{"id":342629759,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"okay"},{"id":342629760,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"they get seated"},{"id":342629761,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"you can freely tell me whatever you were saying"},{"id":342629762,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"no need to be worry about anything or anyone"},{"id":342629763,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":342629764,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"what was I saying??ud83eudd14ud83dude44"},{"id":342629765,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"huh?"},{"id":342629766,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"oh yes...I forgot by the sceneud83dude05"},{"id":342629767,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"it’s fine"},{"id":342629768,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"you can tell me everything nowud83dude0aud83dude0a"},{"id":342629769,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"(deep breath)"},{"id":342629770,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"actually...I lied to you about everything from the beginning"},{"id":342629771,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"you probably now know most of the things"},{"id":342629772,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"yes"},{"id":342629773,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"you lied to me about your marriage"},{"id":342629774,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"but told me the truth about your having crush on Kai"},{"id":342629775,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"and about the arrange marriage thing...I guessed it by my own"},{"id":342629776,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"not only that"},{"id":342629777,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":342629778,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"(sigh)"},{"id":342629779,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I’m not a rich or well-to-do person as you think"},{"id":342629780,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"that mansion I’m living is not mine"},{"id":342629781,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"it’s Kai’s"},{"id":342629782,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I know"},{"id":342629783,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"bcz I’m married to himu2013"},{"id":342629784,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I knew it from the first"},{"id":342629785,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":342629786,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"how?"},{"id":342629787,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"you don’t look like a creepy person who bought a mansion and live like an average...?!"},{"id":342629788,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"having a mansion, living alone without a single servant and also your life style is very simple and average"},{"id":342629789,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I made all the lies ud83dude14"},{"id":342629790,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I know...otherwise how could a owner of a small clinic afford a huge mansion like that?"},{"id":342629791,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"if even your family is rich...won’t they first help you to rise your business unless giving you a huge mansion?"},{"id":342629792,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"that doesn’t make sense at all"},{"id":342629793,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"so you knew it too...that my family is not rich??"},{"id":342629794,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"yes"},{"id":342629795,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"(sigh) may be you guessed most of my lies"},{"id":342629796,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I also know that you’re suffering living with Kai"},{"id":342629797,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"the way you two behave...though you both tried to hide it, but I saw"},{"id":342629798,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"that your marriage with him is not only a simple arrange marriage but also a forceful negotiation"},{"id":342629799,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"you’re right"},{"id":342629800,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"It’s a other thing that you have crush on him...but you don’t need to suffer like this"},{"id":342629801,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I knowud83dude14ud83dude14"},{"id":342629802,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"(deep breath)I’m a middle class girl"},{"id":342629803,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I suffered a lot from the childhood though my parents tried so hard to give me good life"},{"id":342629804,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"rich people have hopes and they can fulfill their hopes too...poor people can’t fulfill their hopes so they give up on everything"},{"id":342629805,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"we middle class people have hopes but can’t fulfill it bcz we don’t have the capacity to afford it the like rich people nor we can give up on our hopes bcz they are our necessity"},{"id":342629806,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":342629807,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I know"},{"id":342629808,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"it’s even became harder for a girl from a poor middle class family"},{"id":342629809,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I’m the only one in my family who can support my parents"},{"id":342629810,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I tried so hard to achieve my goals and found my way to support my family and also support my dreams"},{"id":342629811,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I understand how you felt it"},{"id":342629812,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I always followed Kai not as my love but as my ideal type bcz he was always the best guy in everything"},{"id":342629813,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"he was smart, intelligent, handsome and also very passionate"},{"id":342629814,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"it’s not all that I like about him"},{"id":342629815,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I admire him from my childhood bcz he always chase after his dreams and never give up even if he lose...like other rich kids"},{"id":342629816,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"he values his life most and that’s what inspired me"},{"id":342629817,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"he always do everything by his own capacity...never took help from his family even if they are rich and capable"},{"id":342629818,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"so he is your admiration"},{"id":342629819,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"yes"},{"id":342629820,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I not only love him for so many years but also admire him"},{"id":342629821,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"he admires me so much that even at the time when I wanted to give up on my life’s values, his newses admired me to work more hard on achieving the thing I wanted"},{"id":342629822,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*seems like...he’s not only her love but also her life’s purpose to live*"},{"id":342629823,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"to speak literally, I lived my life fullest only bcz of him"},{"id":342629824,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I wanted to tell him how much I like him...but never had the courage to face such a awesome person"},{"id":342629825,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"in my heart, he is the person who teach me how to live my life"},{"id":342629826,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I got your feeling"},{"id":342629827,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"but you said he always cold towards you"},{"id":342629828,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"isn’t it bad of him to be so cold towards the person who admires him so much?"},{"id":342629829,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude04seems like you forgot your own line"},{"id":342629830,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":342629831,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"you told him yourself that you can’t force a person to be fall in love"},{"id":342629832,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*she remember that...?! what a great memory...!!*"},{"id":342629833,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"I did"},{"id":342629834,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"that’s what it is"},{"id":342629835,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"it’s not neccessary that he must also love me bcz I admire him this much"},{"id":342629836,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I love him but never thought of getting him all by myself"},{"id":342629837,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"unless I kept him as the untold secret of my life"},{"id":342629838,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"so you’re happy to be with him?"},{"id":342629839,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"the marriage was proposed by his family and I didn’t had other choice rather than accepting it"},{"id":342629840,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"bcz in that high society neighborhood...my family is the one and only poor average family"},{"id":342629841,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I had to keep my family’s reputation and he had to do the same for his family too"},{"id":342629842,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"so the marriage turned into a agreement rather than a union of two lovers"},{"id":342629843,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"but I’m happy bcz God gave me the chance for living with the man whom I loved from years"},{"id":342629844,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*but he don’t understand your feelings...he doesn’t deserve you*"},{"id":342629845,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"one more thing"},{"id":342629846,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"what?"},{"id":342629847,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"another secret?"},{"id":342629848,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"not a secret...but I don’t think there will be any use of hiding it"},{"id":342629849,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":342629850,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"our marriage is only for three months"},{"id":342629851,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"what??"},{"id":342629852,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"what you mean?"},{"id":342629853,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"it is a three month contractual relationship"},{"id":342629854,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"he married me only to get the construction deal of Egypt from his father and to get the 40% share"},{"id":342629855,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"he got it all"},{"id":342629856,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"so we’ll be separated after the contract over"},{"id":342629857,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*what a a**holeud83dude24...he married her only for the business profit...!?*"},{"id":342629858,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*so I do have a chance*"},{"id":342629859,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"after that what will you do?"},{"id":342629860,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"I don’t have any plan"},{"id":342629861,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"just working to support my family and myself"},{"id":342629862,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"both of your families know about this?"},{"id":342629863,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"nope"},{"id":342629864,"character_id":3518746,"type":2,"content":"but we’ll convince themud83dude04"},{"id":342629865,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Though Emma showed to be calm but Louyin noticed the cold and pale feeling of her broken heart ud83dudc94"},{"id":342629866,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*don’t worry Emma...I’ll give you all the love you deserve*"},{"id":342629867,"character_id":6140276,"type":2,"content":"*after all...that bastard Kai is not good for you*"}]}