Hide my feelings

{"messages":[{"id":368437692,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Note: This content includes Kai’s own perspective about Emma which he were hiding from her"},{"id":368437693,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"after getting refuse by Kai,, Emma left crying...but on the other side,,, Kai also always regret and thinks about why should he say so"},{"id":368437694,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he wasn’t intended to say those words to her but it was her move who made him get nervous and he do the wrong thing every times"},{"id":368437695,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"Damn you Kai...!!ud83dude23ud83dudca2ud83dudca2"},{"id":368437696,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"why you act so indifferent to her?"},{"id":368437697,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"she always comes to play with you so why should you act like this?"},{"id":368437698,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"wait...but...we are just neighbors and good friends right?ud83dude44ud83dude44"},{"id":368437699,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"but I also want to be close to her and continue our friendship"},{"id":368437700,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"but this way...it can’t be possible ud83dude14ud83dude14"},{"id":368437701,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"but what if I really just a play friend in the eyes of her?"},{"id":368437702,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"she’ll left me after growing old right?ud83dude2cud83dude2c"},{"id":368437703,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"I don’t want her to left meud83eudd7aud83dude2d"},{"id":368437704,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"but it’s my personality which makes me behave this way"},{"id":368437705,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"my shitty personality ud83dude24ud83dudca2"},{"id":368437706,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"I have to change it to approach to her"},{"id":368437707,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"but...what if she really don’t value me as I do?ud83dude2cud83dude23"},{"id":368437708,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"what if it’s just that she only have me as a friend so that’s why she’s being close to me?"},{"id":368437709,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"whatever"},{"id":368437710,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"if she really will leave me...then I won’t do or say anything to herud83dude17ud83dude17"},{"id":368437711,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":". . ."},{"id":368437712,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"7 years later"},{"id":368437713,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"New years day"},{"id":368437714,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kai’s room"},{"id":368437715,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"knock knock"},{"id":368437716,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"come in..."},{"id":368437717,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"(enters)"},{"id":368437718,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*she probably comes to greet me u263au263a*"},{"id":368437719,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"Kai?"},{"id":368437720,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"!!"},{"id":368437721,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"what are you doing?"},{"id":368437722,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"studying"},{"id":368437723,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"oh"},{"id":368437724,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"why you come? (cold)"},{"id":368437725,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*no no Kaiud83dude23ud83dude23...you can’t do this again...!!*"},{"id":368437726,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"um...well..."},{"id":368437727,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"you can leave...if you have nothing to say"},{"id":368437728,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"don’t waste my time"},{"id":368437729,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*damn you fre*kud83dude23...why you being rude again??*"},{"id":368437730,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*but she won’t left right?ud83eudd7aud83eudd7a*"},{"id":368437731,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"um..."},{"id":368437732,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"(forwarded the card)"},{"id":368437733,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"??"},{"id":368437734,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"A very Happy New yearu263au263a"},{"id":368437735,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(hit on his heart and about to nosebleed)"},{"id":368437736,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*pffud83eudd2fud83dude35ud83dudc98waaaah...her smile really will kill me someday...ud83dude35ud83dude35*"},{"id":368437737,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*how can she be so cute...ud83eudd24ud83dude1a*"},{"id":368437738,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"it’s for youud83dude0a"},{"id":368437739,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(staring at the card)"},{"id":368437740,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*why her hand writing looks so strange?? it’s unlike I know about her...!!*"},{"id":368437741,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*could it be that...she was in a rush bcz she not only did make card for me but also made for others??*"},{"id":368437742,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*that’s why her hand writing is seems like this...and she also gives card to the other boys of our neighborhood??*"},{"id":368437743,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*she grows friendship with other boys too...right??*"},{"id":368437744,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*including my cousinud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dudca2ud83dudca2*"},{"id":368437745,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*yes...this probably not only for meud83dude24ud83dudca2ud83dudca2*"},{"id":368437746,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"it’s so ugly"},{"id":368437747,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"huh?"},{"id":368437748,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"your handwriting"},{"id":368437749,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"umm...I tried my best Kaiud83dude05ud83dude05"},{"id":368437750,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"please accept thisud83dude0aud83dude0a"},{"id":368437751,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude33ud83dude33"},{"id":368437752,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*no no...I can’t get fooled by her fake smileud83dude23ud83dude23*"},{"id":368437753,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kai couldn’t control his hands and took the card"},{"id":368437754,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"*he accepted itud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0d*"},{"id":368437755,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(throw it on the dustbin)"},{"id":368437756,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"ud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dude22ud83dude22"},{"id":368437757,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94ud83dudc94"},{"id":368437758,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"you don’t like it?"},{"id":368437759,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"who’ll like such a ugly thing?"},{"id":368437760,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"learn properly first"},{"id":368437761,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"then come again"},{"id":368437762,"character_id":6907941,"type":2,"content":"(sad)"},{"id":368437763,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Emma left crying"},{"id":368437764,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*what have I doneud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d*"},{"id":368437765,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*oh God....I’m just so freaking coward in front of her*ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d"},{"id":368437766,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*in means to hide my feelings from her...I became a cold person and hurts her*"},{"id":368437767,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*I’m a looserud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d*"},{"id":368437768,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kai took the greeting card from the dustbin and put it in his secret place...the secret drawer in his cupboard"},{"id":368437769,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(stare at the card)"},{"id":368437770,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*she decorated it so prettyud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0dud83dude0d*"},{"id":368437771,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(pick up and flip the card)"},{"id":368437772,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(read the words)"},{"id":368437773,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*her words are even cute and so heart warming ud83dudc97ud83dudc97ud83dudc9eud83dudc9eud83dudc96ud83dudc96*"},{"id":368437774,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"I think...I do like her a lotud83eudd70ud83eudd70"},{"id":368437775,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(blush)"},{"id":368437776,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"he thinks about the moment when she handed him the card with a cute smile"},{"id":368437777,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"ud83eudd24ud83eudd24ud83eudd24ud83eudd24ud83eudd24ud83eudd24"},{"id":368437778,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"lub dub...lub dub...lub dub..."},{"id":368437779,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"(heart beating fast)"},{"id":368437780,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*why is my heart beating so fast??*ud83dude33ud83dude33"},{"id":368437781,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*it feels like...it will come out of my chest now*"},{"id":368437782,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*no no...she may be still thinks me as a friend only...a close neighborhood friend*"},{"id":368437783,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*yes...she probably give cards to the neighborhood boys too*"},{"id":368437784,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudca2ud83dudca2ud83dude23ud83dude23"},{"id":368437785,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"it hurts"},{"id":368437786,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*why she can’t only make cards for me??ud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2dud83dude2d*"},{"id":368437787,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*fine...I’ll test her moreud83dude24ud83dude24ud83dude24ud83dude24*"},{"id":368437788,"character_id":6907948,"type":2,"content":"*after all...she hasn’t confess to me yet...!!ud83dude17ud83dude17*"},{"id":368437789,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kai also keep misunderstandings about her and his this misunderstanding made the pit of distance between them more and more bigger"},{"id":368437790,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"his too much thinking never let him confess his feelings to her....but on the other hand, Emma always waited for his sweet reaction...his confession"},{"id":368437791,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"--------------------"},{"id":368437792,"character_id":3518748,"type":2,"content":"so dear readers...ud83eudd17ud83eudd17"},{"id":368437793,"character_id":3518748,"type":2,"content":"I have a special request to the guys"},{"id":368437794,"character_id":3518748,"type":2,"content":"never let a girl wait for so long bcz girls are like always waiting for the first reaction from the guys"},{"id":368437795,"character_id":3518748,"type":2,"content":"girls always waited for the guys to get a confession first...even it let them to wait for the guy their whole life until someone take them awayud83dude09ud83dude09"},{"id":368437796,"character_id":3518748,"type":2,"content":"so don’t wait for their yes depending on your imaginary predictions"},{"id":368437797,"character_id":3518748,"type":2,"content":"be a man and confess themud83eudd17ud83eudd17otherwise someone will snatch the girl away from youud83dude1cud83dude1cud83dude09ud83dude09"},{"id":368437798,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"PLEASEud83dude4f...LIKE"},{"id":368437799,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"COMMENT"},{"id":368437800,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"SUBSCRIBE AND SHARE"},{"id":368437801,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83dude18ud83dude18ud83dude18ud83dude18ud83dude18ud83dude18"}]}