my expectations hurt me

{"messages":[{"id":413187806,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"continuation from previous chapter"},{"id":413187807,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"at sanjana’s room..."},{"id":413187808,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"it’s almost dinner time..is rahul still working in his study..i should check on him.."},{"id":413187809,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"in last two weeks he had really hard time..he took care of everything..me,ishan office.."},{"id":413187810,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"he must be exhausted..."},{"id":413187811,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*goes towards rahul’s study*"},{"id":413187812,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*hear Mrs. khanna’s voice*"},{"id":413187813,"character_id":5027407,"type":2,"content":"do you still love anjana??"},{"id":413187814,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*stop*"},{"id":413187815,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"yes.."},{"id":413187816,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i still love anjana...."},{"id":413187817,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"she is my first love how can i forget her??"},{"id":413187818,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*shocked*"},{"id":413187819,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*run from there*"},{"id":413187820,"character_id":5027407,"type":2,"content":"so you don’t love sanjana??"},{"id":413187821,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"when did i say that??i love her very much...."},{"id":413187822,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i love anjana this is true i love sanjana this is also true..."},{"id":413187823,"character_id":5027407,"type":2,"content":"how??will sanjana except this??"},{"id":413187824,"character_id":5027407,"type":2,"content":"there is no girl who can share her husband’s love with other women.."},{"id":413187825,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i know that but in our case things are different..."},{"id":413187826,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"as per i know sanjana if i go and tell her that i don’t love your sister now i love you she will be the one who reject me immediately..."},{"id":413187827,"character_id":5027407,"type":2,"content":"but.."},{"id":413187828,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"mom you don’t have to worry about this i will handle this..."},{"id":413187829,"character_id":5027407,"type":2,"content":"hmm..*sigh*"},{"id":413187830,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"meanwhile at sanjana’s room"},{"id":413187831,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*in mind*why why..."},{"id":413187832,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*in mind*when rahul says he love sis why it hurt this much???"},{"id":413187833,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"*in mind*i can’t blame rahul..everytime i hurt myself...it’s not rahul it’s my expectations..."}]}