is she regretting????

{"messages":[{"id":478758247,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"continuation from previous chapter"},{"id":478758248,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"rahul’s pov"},{"id":478758249,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i woke up with a sound of something falling.and i discover sanjana was lying on the floor.."},{"id":478758250,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i want to run to her but something inside me stop me..."},{"id":478758251,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i asked "what happened??are you ok????""},{"id":478758252,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"she answered"umm..yes.yes ..just my leg fell numb...""},{"id":478758253,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"she turn back..but i clearly heard ’hiss’ from her..."},{"id":478758254,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"my mind went blank....."},{"id":478758255,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"all this is happening because of me..if i control myself yesterday she must not have to face this pain......i turned into a total beast yesterday.."},{"id":478758256,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i finally say..’sanju ....for yesterday...i am sorry...’"},{"id":478758257,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"when she turned to me i told her that we need to talk.."},{"id":478758258,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"she says after she had a shower we will talk..."},{"id":478758259,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"but i clearly saw some tears in her eyes..is she crying???"},{"id":478758260,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"she went to bathroom..."},{"id":478758261,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"she was crying...is she regretting what happened between us??yes she must be..she was drunk..and i....i took advantage of that..."},{"id":478758262,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"shame on me..."},{"id":478758263,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i should told her first what i feel about her..then i should take that step..but everything went wrong because of my stupid action..."},{"id":478758264,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"what if she leave me because of that....no no... this can’t be happening..."},{"id":478758265,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"but i seriously don’t have the face to stop her..."},{"id":478758266,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"yesterday night she wants to divorce....what if she..."},{"id":478758267,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"*cleak*"},{"id":478758268,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"door open..."},{"id":478758269,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"shit...she is coming out..how will i face her..."},{"id":478758270,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"end of pov."}]}