I ruined everything

{"messages":[{"id":545247633,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"continuation from previous chapter"},{"id":545247634,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Rahul’s pov"},{"id":545247635,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"when i came back today sanju was really happy...i told her that i am planning for a honeymoon trip...i hope to spend today with her...i didn’t get much time with her after i confess..cause just after i confess i have to go to s city .."},{"id":545247636,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"i have so much to compensate to her.....i will give her all the happiness which she missed in this two years..."},{"id":545247637,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"she told me that Riya invite her for first ultrasound of her baby...she seem to be happy...i know being a mother is every women’s dream but i can’t fullfill her that dream..."},{"id":545247638,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"so i didn’t say much...i told her to go i will drop ishu..."},{"id":545247639,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"after dropping ishu i came back..i didn’t feeling well so i decided to work from home.."},{"id":545247640,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"after sometime Sanju came back...i thought she will be late today...i noticed that the smile, the glow in her has been fade away.."},{"id":545247641,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"she started talking about the ultrasound...i also shared my experience...suddenly she asked..."},{"id":545247642,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"what....what do you think about having a baby???"},{"id":545247643,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i was shocked with her question...i knew there will be someday when she will ask me this question but i didn’t knew that day will come early..."},{"id":545247644,"character_id":5027411,"type":2,"content":"i was trying to comfort her because i don’t want to tell her anything right now.....but she said..."},{"id":545247645,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"so you don’t want to have a baby with me....."},{"id":545247646,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"i got scared as i see her tears...i asked her is there anyone said her something...."},{"id":545247647,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"then what she said i was not prepared for that..."},{"id":545247648,"character_id":5027406,"type":2,"content":"i....i am pregnant rahul..."},{"id":545247649,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"she barely complete the sentence and broke into tears..."},{"id":545247650,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"i was literary in shock...i didn’t think things to be turn in this way.."},{"id":545247651,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"i didn’t expect that sanju will be pregnant in our first time..i thaught i can delay the process if i take precautions..then tell sanju about her health...but everything is ruined...i ruined everything..."}]}