The dark past

{"messages":[{"id":480706429,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Next day.......they were sitting under the moonlight on the beech. It was a quite tiring day after exploring hawaii all day long. They had dinner quite early so they decided to come here."},{"id":480706430,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The calm breeze was brushing through their bodies. Kook was resting his head on tae’s shoulder and was leaning against his chest, while tae was sitting there hugging him tightly in his embrace, he was resting his chin on kook’s head."},{"id":480706431,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kook was talking non-stop meanwhile tae was listening to him quitely admiring his every movement, every chuckle and his beautiful bambi eyes."},{"id":480706432,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"So yeah....I had interests in art from an early age so my parents decided to sent me to busan to my grandparents.... it was the best art school they had their in which I studied, that’s when I met eunwoo in 2nd standard and we almost grew up together."},{"id":480706433,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*kook was literally speaking without even taking a pause......he just wants to be an open book for tae, he want him to know every fragment of himself*"},{"id":480706434,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*Tae chuckled making kook stop and look up at him*"},{"id":480706435,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"I don’t remember saying something funny. *he frowned and his lips were parted*"},{"id":480706436,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*smiling softly, tae caressed his hairs*"},{"id":480706437,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I know, it just makes me happy seeing you so full of life everytime. It amazes me.....and yeah you have to breath while talking kook."},{"id":480706438,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles*"},{"id":480706439,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kook giggled and breaking the gaze, he looked at the view infront of him, ocean waves were moving back and forth.....the see was lighting up just like the twinkling stars in the sky."},{"id":480706440,"character_id":0,"type":3,"image_path":"http://up.pic.mangatoon.mobi/contribute/fiction/1616483/chatstory/9811641/1612811056137.jpg-original600webp?sign=f2f4d39b81540f2f3c14606a788aa3ef&t=60778200","image_width":193,"image_height":291},{"id":480706441,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae hugged him more close towards oneself."},{"id":480706442,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"So you never had a lover before?"},{"id":480706443,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he said looking at his side face*"},{"id":480706444,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*Jk turned his head towards tae facing him*"},{"id":480706445,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"No you’re my first."},{"id":480706446,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"Well, i’m glad. Umm......."},{"id":480706447,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"As he spoke about the lover without even realising the past memories again ran like a film in his mind, his heart started aching again. No matter what he would do but the dark thoughts would always come back. Taehyung’s expressions went blank while all of this."},{"id":480706448,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It didn’t took much time to Jungkook to figure out taehyung’s expressions."},{"id":480706449,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"Taehyung......"},{"id":480706450,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*he spoke gently*"},{"id":480706451,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taehyung got snapped back to the reality and looks at kook who was already staring at him."},{"id":480706452,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I’m...sorry. I just umm...nothing."},{"id":480706453,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he took a sigh*"},{"id":480706454,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I did had a lover before you, she was a girl."},{"id":480706455,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*taehyung said without making an eye contact with him*"},{"id":480706456,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*He obviously knew almost the whole story, he kept looking at tae waiting for him to speak up*"},{"id":480706457,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I-I loved her........a lot."},{"id":480706458,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he said looking at the view blankly infront of him*"},{"id":480706459,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taehyung never used to stutter even when he felt nervous atleast kook had never seen him like that. He felt his heart ache, but also he took a notice that taehyung was finally talking about his past."},{"id":480706460,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"But then she left one day...."},{"id":480706461,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he looks down at the ground and swallowed the lump which was forming in his throat*"},{"id":480706462,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I don’t love her now.....I know it but the memories attached to it are horrible."},{"id":480706463,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taehyung pulled kook more close as if he was the only comfort he had."},{"id":480706464,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*Kook felt his heart tearing up*"},{"id":480706465,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"Hey, I know about it."},{"id":480706466,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"You do? *he frowned*"},{"id":480706467,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"Yes, hobi hyung told me but I only know his side of the story."},{"id":480706468,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"You can tell me anything, these past burdens, you don’t deserve them at all."},{"id":480706469,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*kook said looking up at him with a voice full of care and love*"},{"id":480706470,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*sighs*"},{"id":480706471,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Taehyung had so much in his mind but this time he didn’t felt insecure or scared to share it with someone coz the person infront of him was jungkook."},{"id":480706472,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"She left me without even saying anything. I called her for days, weeks, months but no matter what I did I couldn’t reach her, moreover I didn’t knew where did she went. It was like she just disappeared."},{"id":480706473,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Tae was blankly talking while kook was feeling his every emotion, the empathy took place."},{"id":480706474,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I talked to her friends, many people said that she just played with me even my own brother said that. They told me, she never actually loved me in the first place.....I didn’t knew what to believe. I stopped going to school.....my grades fell down, people taunted me. I distanced myself from everyone. I was depressed and sad and......most importantly I was hurt."},{"id":480706475,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"So one day I decided to kill myself."},{"id":480706476,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kook’s teary eyes became widened as he heard those words.....he quickly straighten up a lil bit looking at tae more deeply.......the thought of tae dieing knocked his body out. He felt shivers ran inside him. His heart tightened up due to the pain."},{"id":480706477,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"What are you saying tae?"},{"id":480706478,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*he spoke in a low voice and tears fell down cheeks*"},{"id":480706479,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I’m saying the truth. *he said and pulled kook more close again*"},{"id":480706480,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*sighs* I wasn’t thinking straight obviously......"},{"id":480706481,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I was standing on the edge of my terris, replaying everything that have had happened, I was about to jump and end everything right there and right then."},{"id":480706482,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*kook sobbed but bitted his lower lip to hold the cry, he was continuously watching tae speaking*"},{"id":480706483,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"Then a hand caught my wrist harshly making me fell down on my back. I grunted and looked up at him, it was namjoon hyung, his eyes were full of tears and he was gritting his teeths at me. He must be really angry."},{"id":480706484,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I jumped onto his arm and that was the first time I ever cried infront of somebody after that incident took place. I cried for hours in his arms like a 5 year old baby."},{"id":480706485,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*he sobbed more hard and sniffles*"},{"id":480706486,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"All this time tae didn’t even met his gaze with kook. He was looking at the ocean, narrating his past. As he was pouring his thoughts out, his mind was feeling the ease. But the pain is there, it take guts to say such things out."},{"id":480706487,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles softly* I was just a highschool kid who was madly in love but I didn’t knew that impacts lasts this long."},{"id":480706488,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"In the end you always gonna end up okay.....that’s what I learned from it but still what would you do with the burdens, regrets and remorse.....they stay with you. The scar remains....."},{"id":480706490,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kook turned around and sat on his knees fully facing taehyung and hugged him tightly and he kissed him all over his face, neck, and ears."},{"id":480706491,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"They’ll vanish with the time. You can always decide what stays and what not. You’re so strong taehyung."},{"id":480706492,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I just regret that I tried to hurt myself for someone who didn’t even cared."},{"id":480706493,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he said looking up at kook*"},{"id":480706494,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"It was in the past. I’m sorry that you had to suffer so much."},{"id":480706495,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*he softly pecked his forehead*"},{"id":480706496,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"But look around, there are better things to look at, your loved ones, your family....they adore you."},{"id":480706497,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles softly* I know....atleast now I do."},{"id":480706498,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*saying this he pulled kook into his lap*"},{"id":480706499,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Kook wrapped his arms and legs around him."},{"id":480706500,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he sighed heavily* I feel so much better now.I have never told anyone this before. I have never talked my heart out with someone."},{"id":480706501,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*he cupped his face and pecked his lips*"},{"id":480706502,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"Thank you for telling me."},{"id":480706503,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"No thank you for loving me when I couldn’t even love myself."},{"id":480706504,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"I don’t feel scared anymore...."},{"id":480706505,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he said looking deeply into his eyes*"},{"id":480706506,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"I love you so much.....and i’ll never leave you taehyung....the thought kills me inside itself."},{"id":480706507,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he cupped his face and touched his forehead with him*"},{"id":480706508,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"You know what.... I love you too.."},{"id":480706509,"character_id":7158856,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles and he widened his eyes, that was too much for him, it was the first time tae had ever said that, he felt his heart getting explode out of joy*"},{"id":480706510,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*taehyung smiled back and pulled him into a deep kiss lovingly*"},{"id":480706511,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Both were kissing and just like that the night felt better. Their hearts didn’t felt heavy anymore, they were free.....free into each other’s embrace.ud83cudf38"},{"id":480706512,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf38"},{"id":480706513,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf38"},{"id":480706514,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf38"},{"id":480712160,"character_id":7739602,"type":2,"content":"Hope you all are doing well.ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"},{"id":480712161,"character_id":7739602,"type":2,"content":"Thanks for reading and do not forget to like if you think it’s worthy.ud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}