I used to think

{"messages":[{"id":509733247,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Next day"},{"id":509733248,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"It was late morning. Taehyung was in his room, leaning against his couch, he was working on his laptop. His eyes were glued to the screen until his door opened, which made him look up."},{"id":509733249,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Hey, wassup brother?"},{"id":509733250,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he said leaning sideways to the entrance and smiled showing his gummy teeth*"},{"id":509733251,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"Yoongi!"},{"id":509733252,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*a wide smile crept on his face, he quickly sat his laptop down and went to hug him*"},{"id":509733253,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he hugged him back letting out an amused laugh*"},{"id":509733254,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he gave a pat on his back and pulling back he shook him by his shoulders*"},{"id":509733255,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"Brother, how are you doing man?"},{"id":509733256,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"How’s your start-up going?!"},{"id":509733257,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles*"},{"id":509733258,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Everything is great. *he said walking towards the couch and sitting there*"},{"id":509733259,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"A smile wasn’t leaving taehyung’s face, and what else do you expect seeing your bestfreind after so long? Taehyung sat beside him too."},{"id":509733260,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"I have a great team man, they all are so determined and passionate about what they do."},{"id":509733261,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he shared with him*"},{"id":509733262,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"In starting I was so scared, I literally started with the scratch bro. And now in the past two months the progress I have seen is freaking amazing!"},{"id":509733263,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*smiles* I’m so happy for you. You really wanted to do this from an early age. Didn’t you?"},{"id":509733264,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*smiles softly while looking down*"},{"id":509733265,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Yeah, and guess what? My father is so happy with me this time, he praised me when I went home last week."},{"id":509733266,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Suga and his father never had any close relationships, Yoongi’s father is a very reserved person, but definitely he has a fatherly heart. Yoongi used to think that he doesn’t love him or he is an unwanted child because of his strict behavior towards him but in past two years these feelings were vanishing away with the time and he started to understand him, specially when his father was the one who decided to help him and invest in his start-up just to make his son’s dream come true."},{"id":509733267,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he let out an amused chuckle*"},{"id":509733268,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"That’s amazing!"},{"id":509733269,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"I know right!"},{"id":509733270,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he chuckled showing his gummy teeth*"},{"id":509733271,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yoongi went silent as he recalled the memory of last week."},{"id":509733272,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Flashback"},{"id":509733273,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"At min’s place, a week ago"},{"id":509733274,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yoongi was helping his mother setting up the dishes after having the supper."},{"id":509733275,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"yoongiah, you don’t need to do this. *chuckling, she snatched the plate away from his hand*"},{"id":509733276,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Eomma, I just wanna help you. That’s all."},{"id":509733277,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he took the plate back and placed it on the shelf*"},{"id":509733279,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*smiles while admiring him*"},{"id":509733282,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"It’s good that you visited, keep coming home please, your father and I miss you a lot."},{"id":509733285,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*she claimed*"},{"id":509733287,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*the last sentence made yoongi look at her*"},{"id":509733290,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Father misses me? *snickers*"},{"id":509733292,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Come on, we already talked about this. Do we have to keep manifesting it?"},{"id":509733295,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*eye roll while smiling*"},{"id":509733298,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"I was just kidding. I know i’m your child and I came out of your own womb. You have been assuring me this since I was a baby."},{"id":509733300,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*she hitted his shoulder making yoongi chuckle*"},{"id":509733303,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Yoongiahh, this is not something you can joke about!"},{"id":509733305,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Your relationships are getting better with him. Aren’t they?"},{"id":509733308,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"And I want them to be like this. He’s just not good with words. How many times do I have to tell you that? *she groaned as she spoke*"},{"id":509733311,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"All the preconceptions you had, were wrong baby. You saw him smiling with your own eyes when you were cutting the ribbon of your new office. Don’t tell me that you didn’t noticed?"},{"id":509733313,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yoongi’s heart melted as his mother reminded him. From the childhood, all he wanted to do was to make his father proud and he did it finally, he thought."},{"id":509733316,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*a soft smile formed on his face and gently he spoke*"},{"id":509733318,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Maa, I was just kidding, I swear. I know I was wrong. I never tried to understand him too."},{"id":509733321,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*smiling softly, she patted his head*"},{"id":509733323,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"I love him, so I know him inside out. He believes that you’re the best thing ever happened to us."},{"id":509733326,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*few tears came into her eyes but she quickly wiped them away*"},{"id":509733329,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Maa....."},{"id":509733331,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he took her into a warm hug*"},{"id":509733334,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Talking about love, jimin was asking about you. *he said kissing her hairs and pulling back*"},{"id":509733336,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles and sniffles,dapping her eyes*"},{"id":509733339,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Was he? He’s such a adorable child."},{"id":509733342,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Why don’t you call him over the dinner sometime here, in the presence of your father?"},{"id":509733344,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"He doesn’t know about him. Does he?"},{"id":509733347,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Ofcourse he doesn’t, but I do. And i’m so fulfilled."},{"id":509733350,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"You can still call him,your father have seen him already, as before this he was your friend too."},{"id":509733352,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*smiles*"},{"id":509733355,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*nods* Okay. I’ll let you know when he’ll be free."},{"id":509733357,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yes, yoongi came out to his mother last month. When I said so much has changed, I meant it."},{"id":509733360,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"At the very moment, the father entered the kitchen with the glass of wine in his hand and with the stern face he spoke."},{"id":509733363,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"I’m sorry if I interrupted."},{"id":509733365,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*she turned around facing him, and putting her hands on her hips she spoke*"},{"id":509733368,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"No, you didn’t. *smiles*"},{"id":509733371,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"Umm...I’ll leave you guys alone for sometime."},{"id":509733373,"character_id":9410311,"type":2,"content":"*she chuckled softly looking at her husband and then her son, thinking of giving them some alone time, and with that she left*"},{"id":509733376,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Yoongi eyed his mother walking away. The father came and stood beside his son leaning against the kitchen slap same as yoongi. The few moments of silence overtook them. When yoongi broke the silence, trying go say something, to speak his heart out but couldn’t."},{"id":509733379,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Umm, appa....."},{"id":509733381,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"Yes."},{"id":509733384,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*he looked at him*"},{"id":509733386,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"I just....*he swallowed the lump forming in his throat, he couldn’t believe that he was feeling so emotional suddenly just to say few words*"},{"id":509733389,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*sighs* I heard your businnes has been flourishing. I knew you...you could do it."},{"id":509733392,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*the father said it somehow, as he was in no different condition than yoongi*"},{"id":509733394,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*smiles softly, although his heart was already crying, his palms were sweating due to the emotions he was feeling, he felt that amount of happiness and nervousness at the same time*"},{"id":509733397,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Are you...are you proud?"},{"id":509733399,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he asked with all the guts*"},{"id":509733402,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"I have always been."},{"id":509733404,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*he said without looking at him and sipping his wine*"},{"id":509733407,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he gulped the tears, trying to holding them in*"},{"id":509733409,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Thanks to you.....*chuckles*"},{"id":509733412,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Without you none of this was possible. Whatever i’m today, it’s because of you."},{"id":509733413,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"Thanks to your hard work."},{"id":509733414,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*nods and smiles* Yeah...."},{"id":509733415,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"I wanted to say something that I should have said before."},{"id":509733416,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*he putted the glass of wine down and turned facing yoongi*"},{"id":509733417,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"You....."},{"id":509733418,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"You have been a great son."},{"id":509733419,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*his voice cracked a bit as he hesitantly put his hand on yoongi’s shoulder, squeezing it gently, a soft smile formed on his lips*"},{"id":509733420,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*yoongi looked at the hardworking hands of this father on his shoulder and tears left his eyes, he couldn’t control it, not any longer*"},{"id":509733421,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*he gathered all the courage he was left with and hugged his father, sobbing on his warm shoulder,in his embrace*"},{"id":509733422,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"*he caressed his son’s back gently, calming him down, tears formed in his eyes too*"},{"id":509733423,"character_id":10400076,"type":2,"content":"Its okay...Sushh...there’s no need to cry big boy."},{"id":509733424,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"The mother was taking the peek from behind the kitchen’s entrance wall. She smiled heartily with happy tears. It was the moment of happiness, it was a moment to wet their eyes. Suga understood that where words are less, there can be misunderstandings but never less love. ud83cudf38"},{"id":509733425,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"Flashback ends"},{"id":509733426,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"................."},{"id":509733427,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"Suga, hey!"},{"id":509733428,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*he shook him, snapping him back to the present*"},{"id":509733429,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Yeah, i-i’m sorry."},{"id":509733430,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"*chuckles*"},{"id":509733431,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"*smiles*"},{"id":509733432,"character_id":7158862,"type":2,"content":"Btw, for what you were here for?"},{"id":509733433,"character_id":7158861,"type":2,"content":"Ohh that i-"},{"id":509733434,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":".........."},{"id":509733435,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf38"},{"id":509733436,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf38"},{"id":509733437,"character_id":0,"type":1,"content":"ud83cudf38"},{"id":509733438,"character_id":7739602,"type":2,"content":"Why is it always so hard to hug our fathers? Its the toughest thing for me and whenever I do it, I can’t help but cry."},{"id":509733439,"character_id":7739602,"type":2,"content":"I made this episode coz I wanted to show the glimpse of yoongi’s personal life and also to make the appearance of yoongi’s father. Since I showed every boy’s bond with their parents except yoongi."},{"id":509733440,"character_id":7739602,"type":2,"content":"ud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9cud83dudc9c"}]}