Chapter 13

’Mom!’ ’Mom wake up!’ ’It’s already noon! The food is ready. It was preapred by me and Dad! C’mon! Stand up!’ When I open my eyes,I saw a little cute boy. He’s adorable. ’Who are you’ I asked the kid ’I am your kid!’ He said. ’I’m sorry,Zilla’ I heard another voice it was Trevor. ’Trevor?’ I tried to call him but he doesn’t answer ’Please wake up’ he said ’What did he mean?’ I asked ’Mom,you should wake up. Dad is calling you.’ He said. He place his both hands in my face. ’Don’t be sad, ok? Even I didn’t have the chance to live in the world, I’m ok to see you in this dream. I love you,Mom. Don’t forget me.’ The kid said ’What do you mean? You’re my son right? So why are you leaving?’ I asked. My eyes began to moistened. He didn’t answer me but instead, he kissed my forehead. ’Goodbye Mom. I love you’ then he slowly vanishing from my eyesight. - . ; ’Huff! Huff! Huh, ha’ I woke up catching my breath. ’That dream again’ why did I dream about that again? Who is that kid again? Auh I forgot. For almost six years, this dream is still haunting me. What really happened to me? Did I miss someone? Or is this a past? Argh! I completely forgot my past! "Honey,time to wake up! Breakfast in bed? Or with us?" Mom asked I open the door and I saw my mom. "Of course with you and dad" I answered her sweetly and hug her. She stared at my face for several minutes. "Mom,is there anything wrong?" I asked her "No,honey. Let’s go" she answered me She held my hand to the dining area and I saw my dad waiting for us and also, I saw my brother looking at me coldly. I just raised my eyebrow to him and avoid my glance at him. I hug dad and kissed him "Good morning my sweetest father" I heard him chuckled "Good Morning sweetheart." He greeted me back. I sat down beside my mother and start to eat. We chatted while eating except for brother. He’s not open minded at all. We finished eating peacefully. "Dad,I’m going out." I said and start to went upstair to ready. "Where are you going?" Father asked. "As usual" i answered then continue walking. After I finished changing, I decided to go outside. But I was surprised when I saw my ’handsome’ brother outside of my door. "What are you doing here?" I asked to him. "Where are you going?" He asked. "Somewhere you didn’t know" i answer. He walk closer and closer and I step backward until my back felt the coldness of the wall. He pinned me by his both hands and he make his face closer to my face. I felt his breathing in my face. "Why are you doing?" I asked and raise my eyebrow to him "Sis, can you buy me the limited edition new dress of gucci? I really want that thing. And I am so desperate to wear that" he move his head far from my face and started to chuckle. Ah this gay is getting to my nerves! "Where’s your money?" I asked "Here take this" he gave me the black card he have and I kept it. "Ok, I’ll buy it for you. But!" He stopped chuckling and stared at me "But,what?" He asked disappointedly. "But,I should use this card to buy my necessities too." I answered him with a wide smile "Ok,use that" he answered I jump because of joy and hugged him,I mean,’her’ "Thank you!" I kissed him in the cheeck and bid a farewell. Before i went downstairs I heared his chuckle and shouted ’Do not lost it!’ "Ok!" I answered I saw my parents in the living room. It looks like they are talking about serious things. "Ehem,Mom,Dad I should go" I said They just gave me a sweet smile "Bye sweetheart, take care!" Dad said. I just smiled and wave my hand. I hopped in and began to drove in the mall - When I reached the mall, I enter the dressing area. I look for what my brother or should I say, sister want to wear and I found it at the end of the store. After I buy the dress, I buy a lot of mini dress,mini shirt,and mini-shorts. After that,I went to the toy store. I buy a lot of toys for girls and boys. After of shopping, I decided to go in the orphanage. I’m excited to see the kids now. - At the other side A moan filled one of the hotel room in Feng’s top hotel. After the both ***** woman and man have a sweet romance they rested and lay down to the bed. "Trevor,I love you" the ***** woman whispered. "I don’t love you so get your a** out of here" he said coldly. The woman’s tears fall down but the man didn’t even care at her. She started to wear her dress, she recieve the money Trevor gave to her and get out from the room After the woman get out from that room, the man filled the room of sad laugh. He looked at the picture on his phone and his beautiful eyes filled with sadness,love, and longing. ’Huh,it’s been years when you died but my heart still belong to you’ A tears fall from that beautiful eyes and he tried to cover it with his right arm. ’I missed you, Zilla’ He always wished that in his next lifetime, he would see his wife again. His life became miserable when he heard that his wife died because she tried to kill herself six years ago. He heard that she jump at the river because of her depression. At first,he didn’t believe it but he knew that she had a depression. He blame himself for everything that happened six year ago. He always tought that his son and wife died because of him. He want to find the body of his wife but the only thing he saw is his wife’s dress with blood and a watch he gave to her. After a year,he heard there was a drown body to the same river. When he came the body is ***** and almost decayed. When he saw the body, he is not sure if it is his wife or not because he almost not know the face after all. It’s face is almost black and also decayed and when he tried to confirm it, it was positive that the woman they saw is really his wife The man just lay down at his own bed. Being a father and a husband, he knows, he really doesn’t deserve to be the both of this. - Please like,comment and subscribe. If you have any questions,you are free to ask me in the comment section and I’ll answer you