Chapter 18

I stood up and face him "Umm..I’m just wandering in this place and saw this lake so, I just take a look at it" I said while my head bow a bit. I know that he is just staring at me with a cold look and turn his back to me without saying anything. "Wait!" I tried to stop him but he still continue walking. He was about to get out when I ask something. "Did we met?" I said enough for him to heard my question and he stop. "No" he answered and get out from here. Ah. I want to ask him more but, his too cold I just sat down again and look at the lake. I stared at the water which reflecting my face. "Why do I feel that this is not my identity nor originality? Why do I feel missing someone in the past? Why do I feel like I have another missing half?" I ask myself with a low tone. I have many ’Why do I’ in my mind but..why I can’t identify it? ’Who are you,Saphire?’ Am I having just hallucination? Argh. Saphire,I told you not to think those things that you shouldn’t think! Ah, just let this things out from your mind. I just cover my face with my both hands and close my eyes. "Saphire" I look at the person who called my name. It was my brother. "What?" I turn my head to the lake. "It’s really hard to find you" he said and I laugh "Why? What do you want this time?" I ask him "Nothing" he said and sat beside me. Silence surrounds us and a question pop out on my mind "Brother" I called him "Hm?" "Am I...really your sister?" I ask with a low voice enough for him to hear me. He look at me with a puzzled look and it seems that he is surprised at my question. "Just kidding haha" I awkwardly said and gave him a fake laugh "You are my sister. Why do you ask?" He ask back "Nothing. You know,these past few days, I am hearing some voices and these past 6 years, a dream is hunting me." I said and bitterly smiled "What dream?" He ask "I’m having a son who died. An ex-boyfriend who cheated and a woman who wants to kill me. I don’t know but it’s like, I experienced a deja vu. This dream is repeating. And when I saw the twins,no,the four of them,it’s like I saw them not only once." I said and bitterly laugh. He just stared at me with a surprise look. "It’s just a dream. Don’t think about it again. Do you understand?" Brother coldly said. His expression suddenly changed. But this expression,cause him to be manly. - The party ended and everyone left including us. We went home with a silence. "Goodnight mom, goodnight dad, goodnight bro" I said and went upstairs to my room. After I washed my whole body, I lay at my bed and sleep. - At the other side "Mom, dad, she’s starting to remember anything." Shion said to his parents "Well, we can’t keep it from her forever. But we will still try to keep it as all as we can." Mr.Zhang said. Mrs.Zhang is silent and didn’t want to say anything. She’s afraid that she will lost her princess. "What should we do? We know that we can’t keep the fact that we change her face and her identity" Shion said with a serious look "We can explain it to her if she can remember anything." Mr.Zhang said seriously. "What explanation?" Mrs.Zhang said with a trembling voice. Her mind is flying. "Ofcourse, because in order to protect her, we should keep her from her true originality. We know that her face is burn at the right side and have a shot at her left shoulder. We don’t know who wants to do that but we are sure that she is in danger that’s why we kept her. I taught her to defense her self in danger so atleast she can be defensive. We kept her in our family but truth is truth. No lies will never be discover. Her memories is just temporary. As long as she can saw the people in her past her memories will recover. That’s the fact and we can’t hide it." Mr.Zhang said seriously "But I can’t lose her!" Mrs.Zhang said "We won’t lose her,mom" Shion said to her mom. The three of them knows the fact that they can’t hide the truth forever. But they will try their best to keep her in their family. Zhang family saw Zilla in one of their island. Her face is burned and have a shot at her left shoulder. She was almost died there. They sent her to hospital and when she gain her consciousness they tried to ask her but the woman didn’t answer them. They always saw her crying in no reason. They decided to change her face so that she can learn to move on. They sent her to a psychology and gave her a therapy. Slowly,she’s recovering but when they tried to ask her she said she don’t know her past. So they taught her. They gave her a new identity as their daughter and Shion’s sister, as their new family member. And she lived in that way. - Like,comment,subscribe! Thank you!