Chapter 31

At the other side ’But I’m not her’ ’But I’m not her’ ’But I’m not her’ This words are still repeating at the man’s mind. He sees his wife to Saphire but the reality says, his wife is dead. She will never came back. The moles he saw earlier, is like his wife’s moles. The appearance of those moles, the number and where it is located. He memories it. Everytime he looks at his wife’s moles, for him, it is one of the beautiful views he ever saw in his whole life. When Saphire tied her hair, her neck is exposed. And because it is exposed, Trevor can see it. When he realize something, he rushingly came to Saphire and stared at the mole located at the woman’s nape. When he saw it, his heart beats faster, he suddenly felt a hope. And when he wants to confirmed it by taking Saphire’s clothes, it make him stunned and startled. The locations, numbers, and even the appearance. His heart suddenly woke up. From dead to life. He felt the joy. The joy he wants. The joy he missed. He suddenly tought that his wife is alive, and that is Saphire. But then, when the woman said ’I am not her’ his heart turned off again. His heart died again. It was just his imagination. And the reality wants to slap him. He realizes, that no one can replace the place of Zilla in his heart. No one can replace Zilla. Maybe Saphire and Zilla have similarities, but the truth he tought is that, Zilla is the only woman who can enter his heart. No woman can enter his heart even it is Saphire who looks a lot like Zilla. The man rested at his bed. He’s near to get wed again. But his heart still never change. The man’s tears escaped from his eyes. "Should I let go of you now, Zilla? Should I love another woman again? But how? How can I love if I am stuck in you?" "In this war, you left me. But you left because I didn’t protect you enough. In this war, I am fighting alone to live. But the that woman came. Should I..open my heart again, Baby? " The room was filled with sadness. No one knew, that this man, the strong and untouchable man, the cold and smart man, is having a lonely life. Fighting alone without anyone. He walks in the sun and in the moonlit night. He fight for survival. He fight for his life. But how can he fight if he’s alone? - I posted 3 episodes as I didn’t update for almost 3 days Hello everyone. Can I ask a little help from you? A little amount will do. I just really need it in school also, in my stories. To support my school and especially to my writings. Thank you very much in advance